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Stupid to think that anything else would've been the likely outcome

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The universe really is a get what you asked for but you're not gonna like it sort of thing. I want motivation in the gym, I get old wounds opened up by indecisive and flaky reaching out again. Well atleast I'll be able to loose some more weight

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Tearing up some old wounds again, just seems like new motivation at this point. Running on copious amounts of caffeine and self loathing just to get through the days atm

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Nagato Iwasaki aka 長門 岩崎 aka Iwasaki Nagato (Japanese, b. Japan) - Driftwood sculptures from Torso series. In the making of his creations there isn’t any glue or adhesives used, instead he uses wooden stakes. The entire form is made using driftwood only.

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So close yet so far with this last push. Just need to get through this then it'll ease up

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hey followers. have you ever wanted to know how it feels to be inside a bag of cornflakes

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Ah the joys of fucked up governing bodies

proud to be the owner of a blog whos very existence could potentially render me unemployable

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Well atleast thats over. Slightly downhill shitshow of a year from here. Seems like it's never ending

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Well here comes the panic attacks again. Just need to make it through the next few months and then hopefully be free. Maybe. Can only hope at this point with the shit show that seems to be my life atm

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― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart

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Fuck I hate these dreams. They are way too realistic. Maybe I am starting to loose my mind again. Maybe I am slated to die soon. If this keeps happening I am going to loose track of reality soon. Wish I had someone I could rely on rather than just shouting into the abyss.

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its so fucked up that optical discs straight up rot though right? something about digital media just feels like it shouldnt be susceptible like that to the forces that govern the physical world and yet discs rot as if theyre an organic thing

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Well that is definitely one less weight on my shoulders now

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Geez I really hope this goes through, biggest relief in weeks if they do. Atleast then it one less thing to worry about. Just hope they realise I really do mean it when I say that I'll do anything to make it easier for them

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Well shit, starting to lose track of reality again. Looks like I took the express route to hell this time