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When your animal brain is satisfied, you don't realize how meaningless life is.

You're going to die someday and nothing you did up to that point will have mattered.

Is the only thing that matters is our animalistic traits? When distracted enough, you forget about the meaningless of existence.

I get why people drink, party, play games all day, and just indulge themselves in pleasures.

But also I long to have so much purpose in life I will take pride dying for it. Do I even know what this is?

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Off topic. But traditional beauty standards are kind of bullshit.

The most beautiful people I think are often those who get ridiculed for weird shapes and proportions. But for some reason, someone will be "their eyebrows are too high up... kind of ugly, tbh" and I'm just like that characteristic is kind of sexy lmao.

It's like a mole. It can be cute. It can be distinct. It can mean something.

But its existence is not ugliness. It CAN be ugly. Even I can't lie. But it depends on the context, and its existence is not simply ugly. You're probably insecure about something that's unique and sexy is all.

“I fell in love with your personality, your looks are just a bonus.”

— Unknown

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Be Good To Yourself

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I'm genuinely about to fucking kill myself... wtf do I do

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No one gives a fuck about you.

Stop trying you fucking loser

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حال یہ ہے کہ اپنی حالت پر غور کرنے سے بچ رہا ہوں میں۔

The situation is that I'm trying to avoid thinking about my own situation.

- Jaun Elia

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Durarara night...

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Anna Perlin（British）

Wild Orchids Mixed media on canvas 26cm x 21cm via

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Mountain spirea

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Anna Perlin（British）

Favourite Blooms Mixed media on canvas 76cm x 76cm via

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If one of your dreams is reliving childhood trauma, that is something unbearably painful.

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Black-tailed Laphria robber fly, Laphria flavicollis

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should you forgive someone who put you to the brink of your own suicide?

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yooo giving up sounds nice right now