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"you need to let it go" that would be really cool, unfortunately I'll take it with me to the grave

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I'm built different. like incorrectly i think

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brain: *thinks*

body: “i’m gonna throw up”

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hey Siri how do i stop feeling ugly

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"Why are you insecure" idk probably because I've been made to feel inadequate and bad about my body since the second grade

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and suddenly you’re the bad person when you return the same energy

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Dear diary...

I always try to stay quiet. Because I think I don't deserve to be heard.

I'm just a burden. And I don't deserve a voice.

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Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals [ID in alt text]

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the urge to weigh myself multiple times a day even though it won't change anything

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no offense but why is being alive so consistently bad

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Nothing I ever do is never good enough I’m always fucking up and apparently everything is my fault fuck I want to die

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i don’t have a nervous system. i am a nervous system

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Officially in my quiet era i don't have much to say about anything anymore it is what it is and life goes on

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music on max volume so i don’t hear my own thoughts

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i need a very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very long hug