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Where are my abs veins I used to see a few years ago?

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The pleasure of taking off my pant and freeing my belly after a good meal

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It really seems to me that this belly wants to get bigger now

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This pocket is too small

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2 packs are not enough

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A birthday is a good opportunity to make a comparison with past years with 2 pics.

Of course I feel these changes every day in my health, but I like to feel that my body reacts to what I offer it every day.

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I always need to fill this fat body with tar

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Well dressed to have a few beers with friends?

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This feeling of inhaling this tar filled smoke deep into my lungs is so delicious

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Can we say that I am gaining weight?

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Feeling full tonight

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Good morning

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Pizza, beers and cig... Perfect evening

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As my friends tell me to start training again, I bought a pair of jogging pants

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I remember the first time I realized I had become addicted to nicotine: I was 15, I was on vacation with my parents and after dinner I realized I had lost my lighter... no one had a fire and the urge to smoke was so strong, my whole body was crying out for its nicotine fix. From that day on, I always made sure to have 2 lighters with me and a full pack of cigarettes.

Yes I was addicted now, yes I was a smoker, a real smoker.

And I felt so proud to have been able to build in one year this dependence that I would now be able to develop deep in my young lungs that I would darken a little more every day.

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Should I explain to my nephew why he has to walk slowly because I'm too out of breath?