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[abswife]

hi everyone <3 ive made the decision to take a break from writing & regular posting about anything which doesn’t concern palestine for a while.

it saddens me to see people still posting about anything other than the genocide and ethnic cleansing currently happening in palestine during the strike and/or claiming they didn’t know anything about the strike as a whole (which i find very hard to believe).

and it’s so frustrating to see people who have much bigger blogs/platforms than me not using their platforms to spread awareness on what is happening in the world right now.

along with people shamelessly posting about buying the new tlou remastered and actively funding money towards a zionist, it just doesn’t feel right to use my own platform as anything other than a place to spread awareness for the people in gaza. im so, so thankful for my platform and will continue to use it to spread awareness and help in any way that i can.

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free.

[abswife]

CALLING ALL FANFICTION AUTHORS!

please reblog this. i've talked about this twice before, but obviously not everyone has seen it. i am calling for anyone who writes fanfiction or posts about a certain game/show/universe in any connective manner to please, please- PLEASE, copy this memo below comprising links to supporting palestine, education on the situation in gaza, and a must-need for those who engage in TLOU tumblr; links regarding the creators (neil druckmann) zionism, and how the plot of tlou2 is based on the israeli occupation of palestine. i don't care if what you write seems "insignificant" or "small" in the grouping of larger fics. no. everything that is not related to palestine in any form NEEDS these links. because, when we stray away from reblogging, or writing up our own posts in support of palestine/sharing journalists stories/etc. even for a SINGLE piece of writing, we could be missing people who are unaware (which, shouldn't be the case atp, but..) and fucking especially because in these fandoms, fics are the most popular thing. not reblogs about palestine, unfortunately; there are so many fanfiction accounts who very clearly don't give a fuck about the whole situation, seeping in silence, posting fics during strikes, not taking accountability for it now, so on and so forth. please, for the love of all that is good- CALL THEM OUT! people gaining hundreds of notes, tens of reblogs, supportive comments on a post that completely disregards what is happening SO BOLDLY right now, should irk you. i swear, if i see one more fuckass "i didn't know!" apology from an author who is CONSTANTLY on tumblr, REGULARLY posting fanfiction, i'm going to fucking lose it. if you are on tumblr to begin with, being this active- you have time to reblog. actually, educating yourself and reblogging is way quicker than writing up fanfiction of any length. are you fucking kidding me? you are laughable. comical, not real, and i have nay an ounce of respect for you. ever. but besdies that; the memo. i want everyone to copy this, or make something similar. put this above your summaries, authors note, whatever comes before the writing. every post you make should link back to supporting palestine, cause you never know how many eyes it will reach. it could change a lot of things. on pc, i believe copying it completely will preserve the links, but i'm not sure if mobile will. again. do whatever you can to add it. don't be lazy. put this in ur masterlists/navigation too.

for all fanfiction authors:

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 READ: this account stands with palestine, and so— i require everyone who interacts to educate themselves, and support/donate. READ THESE; 1 and 2, HELP HERE, BOYCOTT. silence is complicity, do not scroll past this.

for tlou fanfiction authors:

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 READ: this account stands with palestine, and so— i require everyone who interacts to educate themselves, and support/donate. READ THESE; 1 and 2, HELP HERE, BOYCOTT. silence is complicity, do not scroll past this. DO NOT BUY THE REMASTER, TLOU2, TLOU1, OR ANY GAME FROM NAUGHTY DOG! neil druckmann (the creator) is a zionist. PLEASE READ THIS. AND REBLOG THIS.

you may add what is necessary, i wanted to keep it short for attention span sakes, and to avoid people skipping it entirely, and so on. i may edit these, fix up anything, but again, if you're using them you can edit them however. as long as you are linking anything in general, that is what matters. thank you, love from aestra. from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸

[abswife]

SUPPORT PALESTINIAN BUSINESSES

while it’s important for us to protest, raise awareness, boycott, and pressure our governments… it is also important that we appreciate palestinian people and palestinian culture. they are more than just victims. they are artists, entrepreneurs, fashion designers, movie makers, writers, musicians, scholars—they are people. so let’s celebrate all that makes palestinians who they are by supporting their businesses and showing our appreciation and solidarity.

hirbawi

handmade in palestine

watan studio

hilweh market

sitti soap

yafa queen

nominal jewellery

nurnei

levantinian

dār collective

wear the peace

pali roots

west bank apparel

bella hijabs

anat international

inaash

nöl collective

deerah

darzah

falastini brand

interlink publishing

philz coffee

zatoun oil

knafeh queens

kuvrd

the coffee queens

pali apparel

[abswife]

why are you posting fics if you reblogged doing the week long boycott… ?

very justified for pointing this out. it's morning time and i had completely forgot but that is NOT an okay excuse. i apologize and will be M.I.A until the 28th, or at least im going to reblog anything about palestine to remind others. here is the post they are talking about, everybody go read it, act upon it as you can, avoid posting anything that is not strictly about palestine, and keep up with bisan, and her posts. please let other tumblr authors know about this, call out anybody who may still be posting content unrelated to palestine, and never cease your loudness about it. this is genocide.

[abswife]

Bóxer Abby x (Fem or GN) Yoga reader

Boxer Abby, who has a private gym in her apartment. And always fight (in a playful way) with her partner over which type of music to play. Boxer Abby who loves watching her partner do her yoga routine while she works out and always gets distracted when they bend over. And Boxer Abby, who does that thing where her partner sits on her lap and she thrust her hips up.

Take your time and take care 🫶

I love the idea of this so much.

FIRST OF ALL let's establish that Abby would totally be into boxing, like this is basically canon.

slight nsfw mdni

so you and abby have an apartment together

and one reason you guys chose this specific apartment is because of the private gym on the first floor

as you both have been going to the gym for awhile, you knew that this would be perfect since you wouldn't have to pay for a membership anymore

before you guys even finished unpacking you'd be up in that gym

you'd have your yoga mat and blocks, and she'd bring her boxing gloves

thankfully, the gym already had a punching bag available

now because of abby's long work hours, she would prefer to do her boxing really early in the morning

and of course, you want to spend as much time with her as possible so you go with her

because of the early time you guys have chosen you end up being the only people in the gym for at least an hour

and since it's just you two you decide to play your music out loud

however, you cannot agree on what to play

you'd want more calm zen music, and she'd want something more upbeat to pump her up

eventually you agree to start with the calmer music and then switch up after awhile

you'd start with some stretching and she'd get some light punches in before doing some strength training

and of course miss abigail would situate herself directly behind you as she does her curls so she'd have a perfect view of your ass LMAO

you'd know she does it on purpose so sometimes you turn around and give her a little wink

sometimes she'll come over and "help you with your form" which is really just an excuse to touch you and press herself into your ass

THE THRUSTS OMG

she'd be doing her thrusts with weights but then she'd get the genius idea of instead just having you on her lap

i mean... what other weight would she need to do that for y'know?

so she'd have you settle yourself over her hips

and then she'd do her thrusts, this time with a little more gusto

the closeness of your position and the rush of being lifted into the air makes you giggle, and she'll smile in return

afterwards you give her a good job kiss

and then obviously you guys take a shower together since you're all sweaty... among other things

[abswife]

friendly reminder that terfs are not welcome here at ALL. trans women are women and if you disagree please gtf away from me

[abswife]

hi guys! sorry I have been slow with requests, I've had a lot going on the last couple weeks. I'll try to get a some done on saturday! <3

[abswife]

random college!abby hcs

more!college abby

warnings: mentions of sex, drinking, drugs, and nudity, cursing, mild hint homophobia

first things first: jerry is alive and abby is his pride and joy

i'm serious... her mom died when she was a toddler and jerry hasn't had a long-term relationship since, so he's the only parental figure that she has

he took every precaution while raising her to make sure she always had everything she could ever need while also making sure that she didn't end up being an entitled brat

otherwise, she is very close with both of her father's siblings (her aunt is the only maternal relationship she has and definitely relied on her for all of her personal issues as a teenager), has a good relationship with jerry's mother and step-father

her mother was an only child, but her parents always come over for thanksgiving and even christmas sometimes

she was very supportive of her father taking in yara and lev after she moved out. she knew he was suffering from a severe case of empty nest syndrome. she def makes them feel so welcome right away like those strangers became her siblings in a matter of minutes

i'll only say it once ppl: OLD MONEY

jk i'll say it again. the andersons are a long line of surgeons and doctors so obvi they're gonna be well off

like, not "fund a research facility to get my kid into college" rich, they're more "i casually have a summer home, a ski chalet, and a ridiculously nice house to live in year round" rich.

her only real relationship was in high school (trigger warning: it was owen)

our bby had a bad case of comphet as a teenager

like fr she had not even considered the fact that she might be gay until she was two knuckles deep in some sorority girl during a party in her freshman year

after that she sort of just accepted it, she had no concern of her dad bc obviously he would be so accepting and supportive, but a few of her relatives def had an issue with it right off the bat (old money, old values)

she's been friends with manny, nora, owen, and mel since middle school, and the only one whose view of her seemed to change was owen (and mel too ig bc she stopped seeing abby as such a threat)

he drunkenly questioned her about it once, saying something super gross and along the lines of "you didn't seem gay when we were together"

to which she responded by offering him two choices; he could sit down and shut up or she would knock him tf out

he's cooled it since then but everyone knows that he still has a big fat crush on her so he still wants to believe he has a chance (even tho he was literally already talking to mel before they broke up and announced they were together only a few days after)

she's pre-med, majoring in bio and minoring in something totally different like classical lit or history or something

she's gonna end up being an orthopedic surgeon but later on in her career i can see her turning to teaching at a university or something

like doctor!abby turned prof!abby???? omg

is very health conscious

she's a gym rat, this we already know

she also takes her diet very seriously as well, but always has a secret stash of junk for when she really needs it

also careful with her alcohol/drug intake

she drinks on occasion (birthday, christmas, new years, etc, etc) but usually not very much (will almost always be sober enough to be the sober driver if need be)

she refuses to do any drugs during lacrosse season. she's so strict with her diet during the season that she won't ingest anything other than quality, nutritious food. she also needs to submit a drug test a few times per season so she doesn't wanna risk it.

in the off season, she's more willing to have a puff or two at a party or take an edible before a movie night or something (i don't see her doing any drug other than weed)

she lived with manny during her freshman and sophomore years

they had a shitty little apartment a few minutes away from campus

it was the only one that manny could afford on a student budget, and he refused abby's offer to get a nicer apartment and let her pay a larger portion of the rent than he did

they still had fun either way

manny loved having another person he could talk about girls with (he was initially gonna move in with owen but then he got ditched for mel)

every sunday morning they would get takeout for breakfast so manny could recount his night with the girl that had snuck out only a few hours earlier

she was a little hesitant to join in and share her own stories, but she finally got more comfortable in talking to him about it (RESPECTFULLY!!!!!!! she was so scared that she was gonna end up sounding like a literally disgusting pig but she keeps the details to a minimum and only says nice things unless the girl was a major bitch)

she's a lululemon/gymshark girly. her go-to style is definitely any variation of athlesiure. she wears lots of joggers, dry-fit tops, and the cleanest pair of white sneakers you'll ever see

underneath, i'm picturing her as more of a bralette type of girl. obviously she wears a sports bra to the gym, but on a regular basis, she likes wearing bralettes over bras bc she doesn't need that much support so they offer just enough without the discomfort of a bra

i'm settling the debate rn everyone, college!abby wears boxers AND panties

she finds boxers more comfortable on a day to day basis, but she likes wearing cheekies and thongs especially when she's wearing leggings

so dorky

she was definitely a sci-fi/fantasy kid

she grew up on harry potter, lord of the rings, star wars, etc etc

would love a partner who would watch them with her and actually enjoy it

unironically makes gym thirst traps on tiktok

her followers always comment supportive things like: looking good!, major gainssss, muscle mommy come destroy this pu-

still wears the iconic braid, but usually only when she's on the field. she occasionally wears her hair down, but i hc that she still likes to wear her hair pulled back in a cute little braided ponytail or a messy low bun

when she's older SHE CUTS HER HAIR OMG OMG OMG like literally i'm purring rn

like ik you've all seen that edit of her with super short hair omg she's so hot

in her junior year she decided to live on her own

manny moved in with jordan, who had been begging him for a while since the rent was more than he could handle on his own, though manny's rent would actually be cheaper than it was in his apartment with abby

they still do their traditions tho, still having sunday breakfast, still going to the campus pub on fridays for trivia, still going to the gym together on wednesdays...

they're actually besties i love them

when she's on her period, she craves salty foods

is so frustratingly confident in her emotions

will always try to diffuse the situation and pissing the other person off with her calmness

takes really good care of her skin

her favourite drink is diet cranberry gingerale

she's a dog person, but she would definitely enjoy having a cat around too

adopts a rescue dog a few weeks after finishing her residency

uses old spice fiji body wash and deodorant (SHE SMELLS SO FUCKING GOOD) and a musky vanilla body spray

likes to feel and be clean, but isn't too fussed about her body hair so long as it looks tidy. she isn't anti shaving, and will probably make an effort to shave more regularly in the early stages of a relationship until she's more confident and comfortable around the person

NSFW

down-there hair? duh

like i said, she likes to keep things tidy so she'll trim and maybe shave her bikini line if she's feeling it but that's it. she's not fussed with body hair, whether it's her or her partner's

again, she'll make an effort to keep herself looking neat and tidy for the first bit of a relationship but after a few weeks she's not afraid to go full-bush when she doesn't wanna shave

she doesn't love penetration. fingers are one thing, but she has only had not-so-great experiences with sex that involved a penis-like object. she'd wanna be the one wearing the strap for the most part, but she'd be willing to try it again with the right person

slow and passionate sex >>>>>

considers herself to be very vanilla but she's actually kinda kinkyyyyy (she gets so embarrassed and blushy when anyone calls her out for it)

she prefers scissoring to using her strap (but she LOVES her strap)

she doesn't like to choke her partners, but she will reach her hand up and just hold their throat while they're fucking

she's always so sensitive

came in like thirty seconds during her first time with another girl

she's noiiiiisssyyyyyyyy

she usually starts out with just heavy panting breaths, then they turn into deep grunts, then she begins to whine from low in her throat, and finally she begins to gasp out words of praise or curses

she squirts teehee

like i said she's always so sensitive, so if she's any ways worked up when someone's going down on her they better watch out bc they're in the splash zone

her strap is purple and sparkly

abby anderson eats ass

her nipples are super sensitive too

not really nsfw but she really loves casual nudity with her partners, changing in front of each other, hopping in the shower together, using the bathroom with the other person in the room...

she's a boob girl. doesn't matter if they're big, small, saggy, or perky, she just wants to suck them

when she's on top, she likes to pull her partner's leg over her shoulder and will just start like trailing kisses along the length of their calf

she's a literal munch

will use it to her advantage too

tells her partner she'll go down on them if they finish their assignments

[abswife]

౨ৎ dream life? being abby’s housewife ♡

abby takes care of everything. she works, handles the finances, plans the dates, and everything in between. ur only responsibilities are to cook, clean, and prance around the apartment in the lacy lingerie she bought u.

ur prepped n ready for her when she gets home. sprawled out on the bed, pussy on full display, soaking wet n sensitive from edging urself day, just like she insisted

“aw bun, s’pretty like this” her big hand slaps ur cunt, causing a whimper to fall from ur mouth. her lips graze the side of ur neck, “been waiting all day, yeah?” she taunts

teasing ur sticky folds with her fingertips, “my good girl get all the chores done? hmm?” she slowly slides her thick fingers in, smirking at how ur desperate hole tightens with every inch she gives u

“y-yes abs, c-cooked dinner t-too” u choke out, distracted by how the pads of abby’s fingers are perfectly pressed against ur sweet spot

she isn’t moving an inch, just admiring how needy ur pretty face is. ur eyebrows knitted, ur pathetic lil sighs, ur doe eyes begging up at her

she abruptly pulls out, “let’s eat then” she sucks ur cream off her fingers n swallows, grinning at ur saccharine taste

u whine at how empty u feel without her inside of u, “what? u can’t wait a little longer angel?” she pouts, mimicking ur puppy dog face

abby forcefully grabs ur hips, standing between ur legs, she slams ur exposed pussy against her front. u yelp at the sudden movement, “u want this now? u think u deserve it doll?”

her palm now flat on ur sopping center, slowly applying pressure to ur needy nub. “mmm, i think u do baby. i’ll even give u the choice. u wanna cum on my fingers, my mouth, or my cock?” she coos, still barely moving her hand

“p-please, need ur mouth abs” u groan, painfully worked up

abby lowers her head, hovering over ur hungry pussy. she blows on ur swollen clit, “so puffy, so desperate” her tongue dips inside ur wet hole, the tip of her nose bouncing against ur thumping bulb

she’s drinking ur pussy, relentlessly plunging her pink muscle in n out until her chin is coated in ur sugary cum

she slurps up every last drop, raising her head to rest her cheek on ur inner thigh, lustfully watching as u come down from ur orgasm. “thank u baby, for everything u do” ♡

[abswife]

modern gf! ellie headcanons

i'm in love with this woman so this is what she'd be like as your girlfriend <3

nsfw at the bottom mdni

you'd meet her at a vintage thrift store

you'd be there with a couple of your friends and one of them would be like "omg check out the hottie over there"

and you look over and it's ellie looking gooood

then she'd like trip over the carpet or some shit, looking like a dumbass and your friends would immediately lose interest

but not you

you'd be like hot and awkward??

hell yeah

i am a loser ellie truther i won't be stopped

ESPECIALLY modern ellie

like ellie without all of her trauma would be a total goofball lets be fr

so anyway, you'd find a way to talk to her

and you end up securing those digits

you guys would go on a couple dates and start hanging out a lot

you kept waiting for her to ask you to be her girlfriend but it just wasn't happening

so, you took it upon yourself

once you guys are official, she can be much more suave

however, she's still a goober

she would work at a comic book store

and even though she has tons of comics readily available to her, she still owns a like a whole plastic tub of them

wouldn't even put them on a bookshelf, just keeps them in a plastic tub

she DEFINITELY is still a space nerd

maybe she's a student studying astronomy or something

her idea of a date is watching a movie at home and eating ramen noodles lmao

idk why but i feel like when she's at home she just refuses to wear a shirt

like she is just constantly walking around in her sports bra

she also ABSOLUTELY owns a pair of dinosaur boxers and they are her favorite

her favorite pet names for you are babe and pretty girl

and probably like "my little crunchwrap supreme"

she's the type of girlfriend that would do stupid shit to impress you

like she'd try to jump over a trashcan or something in public and totally eat shit

absolutely oblivious to how hot she is

like girls will stare at her in public and when you get huffy about it she's like "??? what are you talking about?"

nsfw

she is usually a top but will bottom if you ask nicely

despite her awkward and silly personality, in the bedroom she's actually very confident and sexy

though she still likes to mess around and have fun

a MUNCH

she could eat pussy all day it's her favorite activity

when she uses a strap she acts like it's her actual dick

she'd have you suck her off and she'd be moaning and groaning like she can feel it

when she bottoms she likes to be spanked oop-

however a little more hesitant to spank you cause she's like "but baaabe i don't want to hurt you :("

though it doesn't really take much convincing lol

she's got a high libido

bby likes to fuck at least every other day like she's a horny little monster

[abswife]

abswife's masterlist

-abby anderson-

full length fics

stranger - nsfw

blurbs

abby strapping you for the first time - nsfw

headcanons

modern gf! abby - partially nsfw

-ellie williams-

full length fics

blurbs

headcanons

modern gf! ellie - partially nsfw

[abswife]

me judging a guy's thirst trap knowing damn well that if a lesbian did the same thing i'd be giggling and kicking my feet

[abswife]

mdni

imagine abby using her strap on you for the first time hehe

she's got you under her on your back, legs spread open. she's got the faux dick strapped on already. it's black (of course) and about 5 inches. she didn't want to overwhelm you the first time but typically she'd use one bigger than that. she's already made you cum at least twice with her mouth and fingers to make sure you were prepared for it.

she'd line it up, and as soon as she pushed in she'd be grabbing the side of your face to look into your eyes. you'd wrap your arms around her, and she'd grab your thigh and hoist it up over her hip, wanting to be as close to you as possible. she'd watch your face intently, analyzing the small movements of your brows or lips to know if you were comfortable. she'd move slow as first, grinding more than thrusting.

your sounds would encourage her to speed up, properly fucking into you. though, she would maintain her closeness, craning her head to trail kisses down your throat. one hand would be supporting her weight on the mattress while the other would be restlessly exploring your body. touching your sides, breasts, face, and hair. she would be moaning along with you just from the feeling of getting to fuck you like this.

when you cum she slows but doesn't stop, making sure you ride out your orgasm. when she finally stills, she'd lay on top of you and stay inside, liking the idea of still being inside you even if it's not actually her dick. she would kiss you all over your face and thank you for trusting her enough to let her do that, and make sure you enjoyed it.

in conclusion abby is a sweet baby and i need her in a spiritual way

[abswife]

"(duh bc ur in love)" IS KILLING ME. but yeah you ate

ellie loves tribbing btw. skin to skin. she loves feeling ur wet, soft, burning flesh on hers. she craves it, she craves u

ur laid out on ur shared bed, ur legs spread as she’s rutting against u, her sticky fluffy bush tickling ur tummy

she’s so pretty above u <3 her auburnette hair messy, sticking to her flushed freckled face, she’s grunting as her clit kisses urs

she’s babbling on about how she needs u closer “c’mere” “m-more baby” but her voice gets all breathy when she looks down at ur blissed out face :( “ur s’ohh pret-tyhuhh”

when she grabs ur jaw to pull u up into a messy kiss, ur pulsing clit hits hers just right, “mm’uuhhh fuuuck” she groans, all long n drawn out. she’s moaning into ur mouth as ur tongues swirl together

u both cum at the same time (duh bc ur in love) and ellie just falls on top of u. ur hot, sweaty bodies melting together <3

[abswife]

https://www.tumblr.com/dazzlingkai/739152387032383488

This with Abby LMAOOO I feel like she'd understand but tease you a lot too

lmaoooo fr she'd tease the shit out of you. i'm personally not a kpop girlie but i have a lot of indie band posters so i'd be in a similar boat AHSJK. she'd walk in like "...hmmm."

[abswife]

Hello hello! I'm Nao

I have been reading your work (and it's amazing 🤩), I'm not sure if you take requests, and I don't see one of those post with the rules and boundaries to make a request.

I want to make one but want to respect if you don't write for certain things or if you don't take requests.

Take care 🫶

hi! thank you so much! i'm glad you like it. i absolutely take requests, i really need to get on making one of those posts lol.

for now, just know that i'm comfortable writing for ellie and abby only. i can write sfw and nsfw. i'm cool with any kinks other than cnc, any bodily fluids, and inappropriate age gaps.

so please let me know if you have an idea you'd like to see! if you're not sure if i'd be comfortable just go ahead and ask and i'll let you know if i'm not up for it.

thank you so much!

[abswife]

i knew it, i know you, i called it.

aka where abby finds out that her best friend fucks herself to the thought of her

warnings: MDNI, dom!abby, sub!reader, oral (e & r receiving), fingering, 'pretty girl' and 'good girl', overstim, a bit of degradation and praise

a/n: reader gets absoloutely dicked down in pt 2 LMAO

✧˖°

“so, you gonna tell me why you’ve been avoiding me?”

you snap your head around to see abby leaning against your doorway.

“i’m not,” you lie.

“don’t give me that shit. i saw you run out of the library this morning,”

“i forgot my phone in the bath-”

“you looked at me right before you start running. come on, what’d i do? gotta tell me, or i can’t apologize for it,”

“you didn’t do anything wrong,”

“so?”

“i just- it’s nothing, okay? i’ve got a test tomorrow, i should study. can we talk later?”

“nope. you’re just going to avoid me again,” abby says.

your eyes follow her movements as she clicks the door shut. “i really should study,”

“i’ll leave once you tell me what’s wrong,”

she makes her way over to your hastily made beds, smoothing down the white comforter with her palms before crossing her arms. her black shirt is taut against her skin and you have to force yourself to keep your eyes on her face and not on anything else. did she always have to look so good? it was making it even more difficult for you to keep your composure.

“nothing’s wrong, abs,” you say, forcing a small laugh. “i didn’t even see you at the library,”

abby sucks on the inside of her cheek. “you gonna start gaslighting me now? i know what i saw,”

you were in really deep shit.

there was absoloutely no way you could get out of this without either hurting her or just scaring her off. how on earth do you admit to your best friend that you’re attracted to her? that lately, you haven’t been able to get off unless it was to the thought of her?

the last time you’d hooked up with your usual fuck buddy, ellie, you’d teetered over the edge for a good half hour before you finally came when the image of abby flickered through your mind; the way her muscles would glisten with sweat during basketball practice, how hot she looked when she was pissed off… and you came hard. it was a massive ego boost for ellie, thinking she’d magically gotten better at finger fucking in within a week and you didn’t want to risk her no longer wanting to fuck if she knew you were thinking of someone else.

of course, out of everyone else, you just had to find her attractive.

right after you’d walked back to your dorm from ellie’s, you found that you were still all worked up, body aflame, and fingered yourself for over an hour and came so hard you fell asleep right after, without changing into your pyjamas. you couldn’t stop thinking about abby, how good you imagined it would feel to have her fingers inside of you, or her fucking you into the bed. you’d came right after imagining her eating you out whilst wearing those glasses she’d tried on at the mall two weeks ago, and you haven’t been able to look at her the same since.

abby reaches out and grabs the edge of your swivel seat, pulling you closer to her.

she looks so pretty up close, her freckles dotted all over her cheeks and her nose… her nose, fuck, you could imagine just- no, you had to stop thinking about that. you had to stop thinking of her that way. you pressed your thighs together, hoping she wouldn’t notice, and she didn’t seem to, keeping her gaze focused on your face, watching your every expression. it was so difficult keeping yourself together and not just getting down onto your knees to beg her to fuck you.

“i just really didn’t feel like socializing abs,” you say. “i’m sorry,”

“mhm, yeah, sure. you still gonna give me that bullshit, pretty girl?”

pretty girl.

she was so fucked.

your eyes flicker to her lips momentarily, before you force yourself to look herself in the eyes once again but it’s a little too late.

abby stays quiet for a moment, watching your face before she cracks a small smile, tilting her head slightly. “oh,”

“what?” you say, even though you know what.

“i don’t know,” she says, feigning confusion, almost looking smug. “what is it?”

was she… no, it couldn’t be. she’d realized what it was and she didn’t mind? did it mean that she felt the same? or did she just find it amusing or… no, abby wouldn’t laugh at you. she wasn’t that mean. or was she just trying to make you feel better for having feelings for her?

“i don’t know what you’re talking about,” you say, swallowing before attempting to push your chair back but her grip is strong. “i really should study,”

“you know full on well what i’m talking about,”

should you risk it all?

you stay quiet for a moment, before you make a choice you really might regret.

it throws her off slightly when you grab her by the back of her head and smash your lips against hers. in the brief moment it takes for her to react, you think- this is it, but then she kisses you back so fiercely you’d be afraid your teeth would break, if you even cared.

you were kissing abby anderson.

abby anderson was kissing you.

the realization that this may be the end of the friendship runs through your mind, but you really can’t care. you don’t care about anything except the fact that the world is so cold and she’s so hot. she reaches up to the back of your neck and presses you against her even harder.

when you finally pull away, you’re gasping and she looks at you so hungrily your stomach does a flip. you press your thighs together, trying to feel the slightest bit of pressure against your cunt, and her eyes flicker down at your legs, your shorts barely covering any skin.

“fuck,” she mutters, licking her lips. “stand up,”

you do as she says and abby is quick to grab your hips and pull you right on top of her, grabbing the roots of your hair with one hand as she leans into the naps of your neck, lightly breathing. she licks a small stripe up of it before nipping at the skin lightly- you let out a small yelp, surprised. she shifts slightly under you and now, your clothed cunt is pressed right against her abdomen and all you want to do is rip her shirt off and ride her abs until you came.

“shit,” you mutter as she starts sucking and licking all over your neck. “abby, i, um,”

“yeah, pretty girl?” she asks.

that fucking nickname was ruining you. “i need to tell you something. ah, fuck,”

she pulls away from your neck, looking you dead in the eyes, her hands moving to your waist.

abby raises an eyebrow at you. “what?”

“i just figured i should tell you,” you say. “i like you. i’ve liked you for-”

she reaches right back up to the back of your neck, smashing your lips right against hers and using the other hand to move your hips so that your grinding down onto her thighs. abby lets out a groan, jutting her hips up to meet yours. you moan into the kiss, melting completely into it.

when the two of you finally pull away, a string of saliva connects both of your lips and abby taps lightly at your thigh. “off. get everything off,”

she sounds so eager that it goes straight to your cunt, getting only wetter by the second.

you do as she says and her eyes watch your every moment. the very moment both your shirt and shorts are off, she stands up and tells you to sit on the edge of the bed, which you oblige. your cheeks are warm as she gets down onto her knees and slowly spreads your legs, taking all of you in. abby reaches for your bra, slipping it down circling your nipples with her thumb. you let out a small moan, legs immediately squeezing shut but she wrestles them right open.

“would worship them if i didn’t need to fuck you so badly,” she says. “for next time, yeah?”

next time?

she redirects her focus onto her thighs and she leans down, peppering kisses on your inner thighs, her hands holding you open. you let out a small whine and she looks up at you- just like she had, in that filthy little daydream of yours, and she licks a stripe right up your clothed slit. the moan you let out is downright pornographic and you’re ever so grateful that most of the other people living in the dorms have gone home for christmas.

“fuck, abby,” you whine, trying to grind against her but she grips your knees tightly.

and she just starts eating you out right through the fabric, which is slightly damp at the centre, making sure to look up at you as she does so. one of her hands slowly trail up her thighs, before it’s hooking itself in the band of her panties and tugging you down. you lift your hips up slightly to make it easier for her to pull them off, but she doesn’t bother to get them past your knees before she’s sucking and licking at your clit like there’s no tomorrow.

you whine, grinding right against her face as you grab onto her hair. she uses her hands to hold you open, muscles popping and you swear you’re about to cum looking right at them. abby slips her tongue down her slit before it’s prodding at your hole and your grip on her hair grows tighter, to which she moans at, the vibrations reverberating through your cunt. without any warning, two of her fingers plunge right into you and you squeal, wincing at the stretch.

“sorry,” abby says, glancing up at you. “you good, pretty?”

you nod eagerly, letting out a moan as a sudden jolt of pleasure shoots through you. “y-yeah,”

“such a fucking slut,” she says breathily, watching how your hole swallows her up and noticing how you squeeze around her at the praise. “you like it when i call you that, huh?”

she doesn’t give you a chance to reply- just slowly starts moving her fingers in and out of you, leaning back down to suck on your clit. the coil in you was already about to snap, having such an attractive girl trying to please you- one you’d been pining for, for weeks. you buck your hips further into her face, basically riding it as you tried to bring yourself closer to the edge. letting herself be used, she watches as you throw your head back in pleasure, a particularly load moan slipping past your lips when her fingers nudge a specific spot inside of you. she notices that, immediately using the pads of her fingers to rub against the spot, which tips you right over the edge.

you nearly scream, thighs squeezing so hard around her head as you came. her hand grips your thigh so tightly you swear it’ll bruise. she’s relentless with her fingers and mouth, keeping her rhythm steady letting you ride out your orgasm and she doesn’t stop until you’re pushing her away, gasping for air.

when she looks up at you, your slick is spread all over the lower half of her face and she looks you dead in the eyes before using her hand to pull you down and kiss her. you moan as the taste of you spreads all throughout your mouth and you feel her fingers slip out. abby pulls away and slips her fingers right into your mouth, pressing the pads onto your tongue so suddenly that you choke.

“suck,” she says, and you do, looking up at her through your eyelashes, twirling your tongue all over until it’s clean and she pulls out. "you look like the prettiest slut ever,"

you wipe at your face, trying to get some of the drool of your chin, feeling your cheeks grow warmer at the nickname. “should we talk about this?”

her gaze is still hungry, even more so than earlier, perhaps. “later. right now, i wanna fuck you. gonna be a good girl and let me?”

you were seriously never going to walk again.