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You ever have those days where you don't feel important enough to people anymore? Like you know people are going to leave you and you just know that you are going to be forgotten so you just let them forget you? You're tired of fighting for a place in someone's life. You just let go and let them become apart of your past. Yeah, I am used to that feeling.

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I wish I could find the right words to express how you broke me

But I’m at a loss of words

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“It’s 1 am and let me tell you what a perfect hour it is to miss you so much it physically hurts my chest.”

— - Mitch Welling, Flatsound (via feverto)

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“I’m not doing awfully well but I’m trying very, very, very hard,”

— Anne Sexton, from a letter to Florence Ehrhardt, c. February 1974

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‏لكني لست المكان المفضل لأحد، ولا يبدو أنني سأكون.

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“I will never say the things that I want to say to you. I know the damage it would do. I love you more than I hate my loneliness and pain.”

— Henry Rollins, Solipsist (via books-n-quotes)

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“Something’s died in me… It took a long time for it to do it, but it’s dead. You’ve killed something, just like you’d took an axe to it. Everything is dirt now.”

— Raymond Carver, from “Gazebo,” What We Talk About When We Talk About Love

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I just added this as a sticker in my store, you can buy it here

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anyone else feel like their spirit is ancient and they’ve been carrying the weight of its heartbreak for an eternity

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“I have survived. I am here. Confused, screwed up, but here.”

— Laurie Halse Anderson, Speak (via naturaekos)

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مثل أن تستيقظ فالثالثة فجرًا لتخبر أحدًا بأنك لست على مايرام، لكنك لا تجد من تخبره

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I’m tired of temporary happiness. I’m tired of temporary pleasure. I’m tired of temporary people. I’m tired of temporary conversations and connections.