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From Lizclimo

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Fetch Zuzana Hudak

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This is too cute. We need moarrr.

I found a comic and it SO CLEARLY explains my relationship with daddy ahahah. 

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陳柏霖 - 我不會喜歡你

我想我應該 應該不會愛你 為了要努力 努力的不愛你 所以我讓 自己那麼喜歡你 這樣你就不忍心 和我分離 我想我討厭 討厭驕傲的你 也討厭美好 美好的那個你 於是我要 自己假裝討厭你 那麼你就捨不得 離我而去 我必須說 我真的 不會喜歡你　 我不喜歡 你佔據我 所有思緒 連你的竊笑 也像是鼓勵 從早安後的早餐 到晚餐後的晚安 別笑了 別笑了 我不會喜歡你 我放空了 我解脫了 你還是在我的眼裡 我喜歡了 我討厭了 影響不了我的呼吸 原來我 已經無法自拔 我秘密的愛上你 你不必懂 我真的 不會喜歡你 我不想要 你因為我 變得消極 有你的城市 下雨也美麗 從黎明後的太陽 到深夜裡的月光 別想了 別想了 我不會喜歡你 別想了 別想了 我不會喜歡你

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1. You will probably have an extremely tough exterior that others find difficult to break through. I think I look pretty tough on the outside, am I not? 2. But your interior is very soft and it’s actually the easiest thing in the world to makeyou emotional. You’re just careful with who you reveal those emotions to. You don't really see me shed tears because I don't like to be seen crying but I really cry like a baby while watching dramas or movies. Sometimes I wonder if anyone else cried as much as I did while watching it. Haha. 3. Beingvulnerable with people will always be a slightly terrifying experience for you.Probably because you realized early on just how awful people can be. The same with point 1, I don't like appearing vulnerable or being vulnerable. I don't share my thoughts with my friends, unless I feel deeply connected to the person (e.g. when I meet another person who's just like me in his/her thinking). When I don't see that you'll really understand me and when I feel that I can't trust you, I usually don't share. 4. You’ll always be slightly guarded about revealing things in your childhood to people because you don’t want to be looked at differently. Well, I don't think people have asked me about my childhood before. But no doubt, I felt bullied and/or rejected at times in school. 5. You cannot stand to watch especially children being made fun of, in any shape or form. I don't really know about this, but I think the closest to standing up for a child was when I was still serving in children's church and I got into an argument with J's mom because she said nasty things about Y's mom, infront of both J and Y. I couldn't bear watching Y listen to those words (and of course, with J watching his own mom) so I told Y to move over to sit with me. I kept my cool with the parent at first, but things got pretty bad in a short while. I'm glad though, that J's mom and I are back on talking terms some time after the incident though. 6. You believe that being bullied made you stronger but you know it also made you very weary and cautious of people as a primary instinct. Yes, definitely. 7. You just can’t help but get involved when you see someone taking advantage of someone weaker than them in any kind of situation. Hmmm, I don't think I have guts to step in for things like a fight, but in situations where I'm comfortable to help, I think I'd do so. 8. It’s actually really easy for you to feel like crying even if you seldom ever do it, and especially not in front of people. 9. You’re sensitive to the emotions of other people. And the idea of intentionally hurting people’s feelings is something you take seriously. Even if I hate someone to the core, I don't think I'm able to bring myself to intentionally hurt him/her. Because I know how terrible it's going to feel. Well, at least I don't think I've ever intentionally hurt someone before? 10. It’s easy for you to get very defensive about personal issues that you struggle with. Quite true I guess? 11. Humor is almost always your defense mechanism to deal with the issues that have the potential to personally hurt you. Yeah, the immediate thing I'd do when dealing with criticism is to laugh it off, even when it cuts you so badly when you first heard it. 12. You probably have an above average emotional IQ because you’ve become really good at reading people and their intentions. 13. You can spot adult bullies from a mile away and you either avoid them like the plague or are not afraid to confront them at every turn. 14. You’ve learned that forgetting certain people and things is the only way you’ll ever truly be able to forgive. Yup. 15. Having to “take crap” from anyone or anything is like re-living bad memories from your childhood. And you will almost always refuse to do it, no matter the consequences. 16. You find it difficult to admit to anyone including yourself, that there are certain words or actions that will always remind you of the scars you obtained from childhood. 17. Some days you feel like the little child who can still get hurt easily when you remember the past; other days because of that past, you feel like there’s not a single thing in the world that can ever really hurt you again. That second part of the sentence is sooo true. 

I feel so much for what’s written in this. It’s like suddenly I realised, maybe that’s why…

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I have a theory that selflessness and bravery aren’t all that different.

Veronica Roth, Divergent (via feellng)

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The frustration I feel when people don't get that I'm pushing them away because I'm not too comfortable meeting or hanging out with them.

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Disney’s Tsumtsum Donald and Daisy Onigiri Tutorial by 森崎りよ

Please do not repost unless properly sourcing the blogger, if possible please support her by clicking the link at the bottom left, thanks! Oh and the ribbon?  IT’S HAM!

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Fetus size is pretty predictable unless the mother has gestational diabetes, and the most accurate measure of gestation is the foot length. Boys and girls, big and small, they all have the same foot length at a given week in utero...

Judy Melinek (Working Stiff, pg 35)

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Look at this pug

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When I clean my room: 1% Cleaning. 29% Complaining. 70% Playing with stuff I just found.

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Boy oh boy. How is it that I can still get fascinated by this guy?

[TRANSLATION] Maison Korea TOP article

T/N: Read under the cut. So many different artists mentioned! Great insight into Seunghyun’s artistic tastes.

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Shin信 - 如果你还在就好了 作词：施人诚 作曲：金贵晟 就让我这样子漂流着 我很好 没事的 潜入这条温柔琥珀河 世界就安静了 不想再和谁争辩什么了 骂的我都认了 也是该跟人生和好了 都已经几岁了 所有渴望追求想要的 看起来 都有了 而那些曾经很过不去的 不也都过去了 只是到了第六 第七杯 就又无力招架想你了 整个人就一截 一截塌了 堵塞的泪腺 终于通了 你一定知道我怎么了 是心比胃先溃疡了 那个洞永远都痛著 如果你还在就好了 敬这无言以对的时刻 打烊了 该走了 生命的规定是如此严格 谁能失而复得 没有了你 我算什么 干掉世界 又如何 漫长岁月 索然无味 如果你还在就好了

It got me in the first 20 secs. I’m not really someone who listens to Shin nor do I really know his songs (other than 死了都要爱 which was during his band era), but I love this.

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Pin-addict

Just spent some time organising my pins on Pinterest, and yes, it's definitely looking way cooler than before. It's funny how I'm quite disorganised but hate seeing the mess I've created. Major sense of satisfaction comes when I've finally organised and sorted my items into their respective categories. Haha.

And yes if you still don't know or haven't heard, it's a place brimming with creatives and a whole load of crazy ideas. All sorts of ideas for everyone, regardless of age. Interior designing tips, organisational ideas, craft projects, design ideas, kids-friendly craft, and... lots of freebies! 

A peek into Artspiration (art-inspiration) board above.

And because I have organised my pins, I'm having the urge to pin even more pins cos each board looks way more empty now. I used to pin most of the pins together and it probably took me more than a few scrolls to finish the whole board but now, it's 2 or 3 scrolls and the end. Oh well... That means it's time to hunt for more ideas!!! :D

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Cantonese Style Roast Pork Belly

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Have you met my boyfriend yet? Yeah, me neither.

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