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the urge to reset everything and just leave is so intense

i wanna go i wanna go so bad but i cant

ppl care abt me but its not enough

its not enough its never enough

im hopeless

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something is wrong with me idk exactly what it could be

is this just puberty and being an immature teen or do i rlly have smth going on in my brain????

i need to understand myself i need to dissect but i cant if my personality keeps wriggling around like a maggot

idk who i am

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dont even get me started on the noticeable cliques i see on tumblr. on twt the groups are more spread out and pretty loose but here it’s just so… odd. its as if everybody else has a secret gc and everyone except me got invited.

tbh my parasocialness on tumblr rlly BUMPS up drastically like holy shit. never felt so lonely on this stupid fucking app and being constantly reminded how miniscule i really am. like i can deadass delete my main blog and only maybe like 3-4 ppl would actually notice and care

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i feel so alienated on tumblr compared to twitter

maybe its bc i use the latter more, but the attention i get on tumblr elevates me sm but quickly dissipates and my joy just drops significantly. yet for twitter its quick yet oddly permanent, or at least the feeling i get from being noticed doesn’t leave that fast.

it could always just be that i have more followers on twt therefore will get more attention than on tumblr. but still tumblr’s algorithm is better than twitter so idk.

also like i dont know a single person who admits they actively scroll thru tumblr like scrolling thru the twt tl like it feels like a whole different, weird experience. like tumblr feels more like an archive than anything.

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i love smells i love fresh scents i love sniffing snif f fsnigf sniff sniffff 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

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ovulating + thinking abt sunstreaker 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 ts sucks

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im so selfish

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i hate i hate i hate i hate it why cant i have a big friend group im always drifting to or away from other ppl im always inconsistent im always angry im so angry

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i keep reading the short fanfic oomf made of sunjinks im gonna cry i love her sm theyre def one of the best friends i could ever be blessed w that never judges and even encourages my selfship 🥹

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im gonna hold sunny extra tight tn

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i need my dad to stfu like forever im so srs if i fucking hear his voice ever again im blowing my fucking brains out

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토로 이노우에 도코데모 잇쇼! (へ´∀`)へ 《all taken photos by me》

戻ってきてください。 どこまでも

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im not studying for this psat dawg imma just accept im getting 400 💔💔💔💔

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my mental health declining methinks i havent been so spiteful and irritable and insecure and gaf sm till recently

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i h8 u i hate u i hate you I hate you

​youre so lucky youre different enough from me so i cant fully hate you

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nah but fr i am so annoying like its not even funny 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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