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(ml spoilers) Adrien: Plagg! Claws out!! Plagg: Haha ... claws out, what’s thahuBbUBUGLURUGH

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Mob Psycho 100 is my entire brain right now 😤

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Another ko-fi request for @Basher314, this time for bakumomo ~ ! I wanted to draw that sexy-wholesome dynamic I get from these two, so it ended up a little spicy.

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A ko-fi request for @Basher314 on twitter! I love izumina so I'm thankful I got the chance to draw them.

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On a lighter note, I’ve been revisiting Chobits! I never finished it as a kid, but I did always love Chii and her design. So nostalgic! (twitter mirror)

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I‘m generally disappointed and disillusioned regarding most of my fandom involvement in the last few years. There’s a culture that’s become the norm here that is so toxic and miserable and has driven so many kind and talented people from it (and I don’t blame them). I’ve done a lot of thinking personally about my place in fandom and what I get from it, and slowly started distancing myself because of it.

That’s not to say I’ve given up entirely. I still like these series and I still like making content, but there’s a level of involvement (in some fandoms) that I don’t see myself coming back to, just because of the frustration and misery that comes with. It feels like every day I see something awful on one of my feeds that makes me wonder what the hell any of us stick around for.

Of course, it’s the passion for the series, game, whatever - that brings us back - but I do want everyone to really think about how they interface with fandom and whether or not it’s bringing more stress or more joy to them.

Like ... does your fandom spark joy? I mean that legitimately. Are you spending more time stressing from anon hate, general anti culture, or otherwise? Do you feel pressured to make content but you don’t feel like you’re enjoying it anymore? Re-evaluate. Think about what made you happy in the first place, what makes you happy now. Pursue what brings you joy.

There’s no reason to stick around if you find your net enjoyment of your fandom experience is wanting. Take care of yourself. Don’t go through blogs that talk shit about you, don’t browse antis and their tags, don’t instigate. That in itself is a subtle sort of self harm where you’re intentionally bringing misery into your own life.

It’s hard living in this world, and when your escape is filled with even more hatred and misery, it can make things feel genuinely hopeless.

I love you guys and my ask box is open if you need to talk. You can love and enjoy a series and fandom without this. Surround yourself with kindness. Treat yourself well.

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I’ve finally been playing Nier, so I had to draw my wife. God I love her ... (twitter mirror)

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I haven’t opened commissions since losing this blog the first time, but I think I’m going to open sketch (maybe ko-fi?) commissions soon.

I hope I get some takers! 💦 I really need to pad out my income, since I’ll have a few months of no work coming up soon.

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Here's my preview for @aite-zine​! I adore this zine, it's been a treat to watch it come together and everyone’s contributions are absolutely wonderful. I hope that you consider picking up a copy! Preorders are open until 2/27!

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Sneaking kisses at a cafe ~ ☕💘 (twitter mirror)

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AITE ZINE — Preorders Open Now! 

We have six different ways to show your love for Kirishima, Midoriya, and Bakugou, and to show your support for the many wonderful contributors who have put their heart and soul into this project. We’re so excited to share it with everyone! We have a SFW and a NSFW option available, as well as tiers within those options.

Preorder Here!

That’s not all! We will be raffling off two full bundles!

The first raffle is open to everyone! All you need to do is reblog this post! A winner will be selected after preorders close, and will win a full bundle, including shipping, complementary of the Aite Team! 

The second raffle is open to everyone who preorders a physical copy of the zine! Every person who orders the Zine Only or the Full Bundle (either Standard or After Dark) will have their name entered to win a refund of their purchase, and with have the zine sent to them, free! If ordering a Zine Only bundle, the winner will automatically be upgraded to a Full Bundle.

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I had to put botw down for a bit because life has been hectic, but I picked it up again recently and I've been thinking a lot about these two. (twitter mirror)

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Watched the new episodes, started thinking about my masquerade AU again ...

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Here's a little bonus Deku I did for the @BnHAKitchenKink zine! He accompanied @unoutan's tasty kirideku fic. ❤️❤️❤️ (twitter mirror)

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Do you know some bakudeku nsfw fics? I really just want to read something dirty rn

Here’s a link to the Smut Oneshots Masterlist: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, and Part 5 ! And below are some recommendations from us 😊

Kaiwen:

Blood Moon by lalazee( E | 94,860 | 27/27 )

The Thank-Fuck-We-Aren’t-Dead Sex had started then, and had never really stopped. Then came the feelings and the fights. The ego, the pride, the jealousy. And then there was Us.(The one-shot smut fic that turned into an entire world for you.)

{ Curator’s Note: I never knew how much I needed this until I read it. Do not read at work; trust me on that one. }

Procrastination by capncapnk ( E | 5,458 | 1/1 )

But it is still surprising to see his more-than-friend-but-also-lover-he-guesses in his office seeking attention though Izuku already turned him down.

Usually he’ll get a text of ‘wyd?’ followed by a time and place if Izuku responds with a confirmation, and silence if he’s busy.

Or slammed into the wall in the agency’s shower for a quickie if no one was around, which despite his anxiety, he often acquiesces to.

There was also the time at the annual Pro Hero Gala that Katsuki discovered the bathrooms had their own individual stalls with thick walls that reached the ceiling and shoved him into one, to which he definitely protested because he was not fucking in a public bathroom. ‘Germs, Kacchan’, was his reason, and of course Katsuki made sure to make fun of him and his ‘germaphobia’ for a solid month after that.

{ Curator’s Note: Smut + Fluff and a side of Worried!Katsuki = perfection. } 

Storm Stayed by actualdevil(E | 4,221 | 1/1)

Inclement weather leads to finding shelter and reluctantly sharing a bed. Also, Kirishima was supposed to be here, damnit.

{ Curator’s Note: It’s a blanket fic without all the drama. The ending “rain check” is what lovingly killed me inside. }

Jack: 

Night Out by Morpheel ( E | 35,821+ | 9/? )

When news spreads around about Ground Zero’s rise to the Top Ten Heroes list, leave it to his “friends” to plan a special get-together for their group.

Too bad that get-together included a trip to the local Omegan strip club; which Bakugou was firmly not interested in. Why the fuck would he want to go to a club where you stand with a bunch of other sweaty Alphas just to stare up at some scantily clad Omegas? It’s completely goddamn pointless.

That’s what he kept telling himself. At least, until he wound up enraptured by a special dancer with the code name “Deku”.

{ Curator’s Note: A/B/O omega strip club goodness }

A Fight To The Death by iknewaman ( E | 10,366 | 1/1 )

Izuku isn’t competitive by nature, but when the blond, cocky asshole from the other table’s team gets involved he suddenly becomes hellbent on winning.

Rival Pub Quiz AU

{ Curator’s Note: Cute little read, smut at the end }

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My @bkdksecretsanta for @georgeyani! I went for the devil/angel AU (surprise surprise). I had SO much fun with this, I hope you like it! Happy holidays!! (twitter mirror)