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why are we suddenly stuck exaggerating our southern accent rn what da hell

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also what’s up. my name’s jordan but i also go by jj. i showed up last night but i feel pretty solid, ig, unlike some of our others who show up fairly unsure once and then disappear. idk. but i’m here now ig

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i just showed up last night, went away for a few hours and suddenly started fronting while salem’s exaggerating the hell out of their southern accent what’s even going on /silly

idk if we’re both doing it? idk? we can’t tell who’s who

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it really does feel like a lot of autistic people on tumblr are looking for any possible opportunity to make fun of other autistic people & especially autistic people worse off than them

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it's loving my best friend's oc hours.

seriously tho our best friend's oc is the absolute sickest character ever she's so fucking cool and i love drawing her so so so so much

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tourettes is so weird but also funny because what do you mean i'm literally forced to skip as i walk. i must skip every so often when i walk. my tourettes is forcing me to have joy and whimsy

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it's one of our dog's birthday (and one year gotcha day) today! she's four years old! and she's so liddol. liddol girl

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we've been feeling so weak lately and physically somewhat ill for several days (at least, more than usual because we are chronically ill) and atp part of me fears that i'll end up in the hospital again. because once again my ED is flaring up badly and i'm eating very little. and now my current fixation food has started to make me feel sick. ahhh. i hate this. can my body not hate me for like two days please

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it's very weird being a median system early into syscovery. so far we concretely have two members, and everyone else is someone we've logged who showed up like, once, and hasn't since. we're still not sure if they were actually separate or it was just me personifying an aspect of my personality that wasn't actually a separate headmate. and others are definitely there, but almost never make themselves known so we know literally nothing except for their triggers and possibly names.

it'll probably take time to find more of us, and get to know them in general, but still. show yourselves!!!! /j /silly

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was cleaning out some stuff in our house and we found a little keychain plushie of aph japan from hetalia that we got in japan like 6 years ago. i can't believe we forgot we had him he's so cuteee

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one of my idiot sons. he stole my phone holder when i was trying to watch dinosaur videos >:(((

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father's day is an interesting thing considering we're actually donor conceived and grew up raised by lesbian moms. we didn't know who our donor was until around age 18, and finally met him irl aged 20.

but i will say, we're all so grateful that we got him. he's the exact kind of person who was meant to become a father: kind, accepting, supportive, and so, so proud. he was immediately very accepting when we came out as plural to him, asking about our differences.

i think we're pretty lucky to have gotten him. : )

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a fox tail for a mangle cosplay. its so over for me /silly

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actual convo with my mom today:

me: ma come here! i'm gonna light the root beer candle

my mom: no! you're being mean to me, i'm not going

me: ma! come up here!

me, more insistently: ma! come up here! i wanna show you something!

my mom: i'm not coming up there

me: ma come here! i want to show you something:

my mom: alright but you better not be mean to me >:(

/silly for this whole convo lol, we have the same sense of humor lol

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THE WIG IS DONEE! i'm so excited it looks pretty good and i ordered the last piece for the cosplay :)))