adamromeo

[adamromeo]

The overwhelming feeling that I need to leave. Matched by the gut wrenching realisation that I have no where to go.

My daily anxiety is getting the best of me.

[adamromeo]

I draw my feelings.

[adamromeo]

Cant remember the last time I took a selfie. I despise the way I look, the last two years have broken me. I am a fucking shell of my former self. In the last two years Iv moved homes 4 or 5 times, been married, taken for every penny I have and thrown out like trash, been chewed up and spat out by the world, dating has made me a self loathing empty human iv massively abused drugs and alcohol and iv honestly forgotten how to grow.

[adamromeo]

This year, this year has been the single worst year of my life.

I have never been so lonely or felt so alone, iv lost so many people for both good and bad reasons and gained none back

Iv compensated for these feelings with heavy drug and drink use thought about killing myself endlessly and honestly I’m not sure if I can do another one

How fucking pathetic is it that iv had to get this fucking shitty app back just so I have a place to vent. Fuck this year, fuck last year, and fuck the future. I’m fucking done.

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Really fun skate at the house tonight with @tomwildblood and @jordanrodgers20 after about 2 week off the board with a bad back 📷 @jordanrodgers20 #skate #skayeboard #skateboarding #skateeverydamnday #propsskatestore @propsskatestore #rockerline #rockerlineclothing @rockerline_clothing #99pcru @99pcru #kurbkrusher @kurbkrusher #supportskaterowned #sorryaboutthestinkinbigflip

[adamromeo]

@thebluemagpie13 took me to a park in Leeds where squirrels and birds come take food from your hand, I felt like I was Snow White or some shit 😍 #imsnowwhite #disneyprince #princecuntofcuntsworth

[adamromeo]

Look and feel like death, the ride to Manchester should be fun then 😷 #boyswhothinktheyretoohardcoolandsexytosmileonaselfieandhavetattoosofinstagram #killme

[adamromeo]

Tonight I'm probably going to drive to one of my favourite thinking spots.

[adamromeo]

Running, hiking, No nights out, no smoking, no shit food has left me a stone lighter and generally feeling a little better. Here's a shit bathroom selfie. Shut up world. #ihavenothinggoodtohashtag

[adamromeo]

My day.🖕🏻.

[adamromeo]

Haters will say it isn't real, but I taught Jesus his walk on water party trick.🤘🏻fight me. such a good day! #jesusnotjesus #holynotholy #satanprobablyamsatan (at Ladybower Reservoir, Peak District National Park Derbyshire)

[adamromeo]

Had hands down my favourite hike today, the route was entirely decided by flipping a 10p coin, ended up walking around 4.5 miles. This put a big ol smile on my face!

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Rainy day skates @houseskatepark with @eliot_ca and @orlandohunt18 proper fun day 🤘🏻#skate #skateboard #skateboarding #skateeverydamnday @propsskatestore #propsskatestore @rockerline_clothing #rockerlineclothing @kurbkrusher #kurbkrusher #99pcru @99pcru

[adamromeo]

This weekend has been fucking vile in all the best possible ways 💙 #itsbritneypal #hardcoolandsexy #stillnotsorry

[adamromeo]

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[adamromeo]

On a Sunday?!!!!

[adamromeo]

Went to Leeds and skated a tree. 📷 @adamthompson87 #skate #skateboard #skateboarding #skateeverydamnday @propsskatestore #propsskatestore @rockerline_clothing #rockerlineclothing #99pcru