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Stuck in a vicious cycle of feeling empty…

intimacy, fills for a while but after its nights like these I’m left wondering why i come back to solitude with side of feeling broken, is this now the new norm?

Sigh it’s like my heart wants to think and my brain needs to love… what is this endless vortex?

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by James Felix

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If simple pleasures were enough, then maybe we wouldn’t still feel so empty.

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#luxury #sail #fineliving #addictionsofthemind

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Part of me is just writing this to see where my mind is at..I’ve always wondered if my imposter syndrome holds me back from being what others see in me..

Part of me also wonders about things like love what part of my life that will manifest itself into. But also taking into account my flaws and the bits I’ve learned from one particular person from my past.. I wish to never wield the bad habits of her soul with my future wife…

I sit in a place where i question whether I haven’t been patient enough..when I feel like I have..but then again those I like never like me in return so I end up feeling like I’m wasting another’s time..

It’s just part of the draw I guess that’s life. I wish I had a different grasp on things though and I wish I could see myself in the eyes of another just once.

I think in the end, up until this point I have not invited the lord into my love life and that’s something I rather change now. I don’t want meaningless fixes in sexual relations. Honestly.. if I’m being honest my wish would be for the one who brought me so much peace to settle down with me but maybe that’s selfish of me to want. I guess all I can do at this point is have the lord move his will and not mine in my life.

Things might turn out better than expected.

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Unexpected dream shot, Boundary Bay

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It's my 13 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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I wonder where we would be if we ever gave each other the chance back then, its funny but I hope your new life and little one are ok....fuck your husband though.

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Love letter to T

I love that Tumblr is like a time capsule lost in the late 2011 to 2012. peak teenage years and some of the best experiences of my life. Fast forward to 2024 now and I love my growth I love what I've become and I hope to continue on this path, but nothing warms my heart more than this piece of nostalgia... thank you Tumblr thank you for being here

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“In a Fairytale” by | Leire Unzueta

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Photo: Jaime de Diego