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grrm hiting the post button on his blog after writing "i have no idea what ryan [condal] has planned - if indeed he has planned anything"

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Has “for the cameras” been discontinued? 🥺

No, darling, I just girl bossed too close to the sun, and I became so important at my day job that since November last year, I couldn’t have any hobbies because I didn't have any free time 😂

The good news is that my big project is done and results were amazing. Now I just came back from a month long holiday, so I am finally working on FTC. It will come (hopefully soon)!

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LAMINE YAMAL Spain - France | Euro 2024 (July 9th, 2024)

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I think I remember u saying u were going to the eras tour this yr. Have u gone yet?

Anon omg??? Your timing is impeccable!!! My show was literally last Friday (Amsterdam night 2). It was amazing, I had the time of my life. And my surprise songs were literally all my faves 😭 I couldn't have asked for better mash-ups tbh!!

PS: I KNOW I KNOW. TRUST ME I KNOW. I've been gone for months. I'm slowly making my way back to my life, but it's been rough. On one hand, I don't know what to do with myself after 6 months of intense work and only being able to sneak in a bit of enjoyment here and there, but on the other hand, I'm so bloody tired I can barely function (guess that's what happens when you'reno longer functioning on adrenaline alone). I guess what I'm trying to say is lemme catch my breath, come back to having a NORMAL 9-5 and my usual family life, lemme find my muse again, and I'll dip my toes back into the fandom accordingly... until then: I am good, I'm just trying to slowly get back into things so I don't burn myself out. Missed the fandom a lot. I miss jonerys, I miss writing. I miss FTC. I missed y'all 💖

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you've ruined my life by not being mine. i love you it's ruining my life.

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT - TAYLOR SWIFT

all's fair in love and poetry...

(out april 19th)

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Miss you, Alice.

Hope you are having a good time. Happy holidays.

Thank you!! Sorry for ghosting, it wasn't intentional 🤗

And my December was busy with work, then I was sick with bronchitis for the holidays so...yeah not the best time but I pulled through, like always🤠

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alice are you on a tumblr break? hope all is well 🫶🏻

Thank you for checking in, that's actually very sweet of you 🫶

I'm not necessarily on a tumblr break, it's sorta just happened as I'm more on a break from most things in my life if I'm being completely honest. Currently dealing with some high-level things at my job, so things are a bit insane right now. I'm working most weekends, and the rare off day I get, I just try to rest as much as I can. I'd take a screenshot of my Outlook calendar if it wasn't confidential because I literally have days where I'm just jumping from one meeting to another, with barely any time to eat my lunch (unless the lunch itself becomes a business lunch lmaooo). And the no-meeting days are for doing the "actual" work and catching up on the emails I couldn't read because of the meetings. It's gotten to a point where I feel like January was 8 weeks long 😩

If I get some me time, I usually just scroll through reels on Instagram. Everything else just feels like a lot of effort. It doesn't help that I've been pretty sick in December and January, so it feels like every other week I'm dealing with a cold, some sort of bug, or PMS/period.

I should be getting a bit of a break soon(ish). I can't say more since it doesn't depend on me alone (I was given 3 different dates so far lmao). But I know you're all eager for more FTC. I miss them too 🫠

So yeah... it's just impossible to do any writing at the moment. I'm really sorry for keeping y'all waiting. Trust me, I feel plenty of guilt and anxiety over it 🙃 No one feels worse about it than I do at this point.

Sorry for the long reply 😭. I finally got around to checking my tumblr notifications and your message made me realise I haven't posted/reblogged anything in a while. What is time even...

As I'm reading this back, it's giving corporate Barbie on the brink of burnout, but I have to say that it's actually the opposite. While it is pretty intense at time, it's pretty fucking amazing and exciting 😂 I really love my job, and what I'm doing now is a pretty rare opportunity so I feel very lucky to be part of this thing. I hope you can understand 🥹💖

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OLIVIA RODRIGO —The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon (Dec 07, 2023)

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Dibujillo de Taylor reputando✨🐍

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happy first Bella From Twilight Depression Month

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TAYONCÉ PT 2

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excuse me what now

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it’s december 1 where’s the christmas tail kitten bring him to me

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TAYLOR SWIFT attends the London premiere of "RENAISSANCE: A Film By Beyoncé" (Nov 30, 2023)

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TAYLOR SWIFT attends the London premiere of "RENAISSANCE: A Film By Beyoncé" (Nov 30, 2023)