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Khani took in a slow breath and turned her eye back up to him, it still shimmered with tears, but either way she moved her hand forward as slowly as possible, and grabbed his mutilated hand. Her nimble fingers nearly being crushed by the much larger hand as she entangled them with his. "I...." She paused, taking a hard swallow "I still love you.." She whispered quietly, her voice nearly blowing away but it lingered, quietly, her fingers gently shuddering inside of his.

She couldn’t stop herself from slightly pulling back from him, unable to feel uncomfortable, like the 14th was standing behind him like he was in the room…

"He’s real.." She mumbled "I try so hard to… To ignore it but…" She couldn’t look Allen in the eye, feeling much to ashamed of herself to even make eye contact, "I’m afraid…" She whispered

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sometimes i recognize the fact that if my best friend and i were fictional characters people would ship us

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She couldn't stop herself from slightly pulling back from him, unable to feel uncomfortable, like the 14th was standing behind him like he was in the room... "He's real.." She mumbled "I try so hard to... To ignore it but..." She couldn't look Allen in the eye, feeling much to ashamed of herself to even make eye contact, "I'm afraid..." She whispered

Khani curled her fingers into his cloak, holding onto him as if he’d fly away at any second.

"I know.." She stumbled over herself, forcing the words out even if she wasn’t sure she believed him or not. It wasn’t easy for her to hide her pain like it was for him, but even if he was good at hiding it, she could feel the despair waving off him. She pulled back and stared at his masked face, still terrified, “It.. It’d be better if you… You said it out loud…” She whispered, making sure to keep her gaze on his, not behind, not below, not above… She didn’t want to see anything or anyone else.

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i morphed firestar and obama

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shipping yourself with a stranger at its finest

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Being in a fandom but not being “IN” the fandom

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Khani pulled her eye away from his face and turned it down to her lap. "That was horrible.." She mumbled, trailing back to the whole reason they were both away. "You saw it... D-didn't you." She carefully began entangling her fingers in and out, "How did it happen..?" She added still not looking up at him, but instead letting out a rough sigh of exhaustion. She just wanted to be done with her life... Done with everything.

Khani curled her fingers into his cloak, holding onto him as if he’d fly away at any second.

"I know.." She stumbled over herself, forcing the words out even if she wasn’t sure she believed him or not. It wasn’t easy for her to hide her pain like it was for him, but even if he was good at hiding it, she could feel the despair waving off him. She pulled back and stared at his masked face, still terrified, “It.. It’d be better if you… You said it out loud…” She whispered, making sure to keep her gaze on his, not behind, not below, not above… She didn’t want to see anything or anyone else.

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Khani's features tensed at the awful sound in his voice, the child seemed broken beyond repair.. She turned her hand around and grabbed his before letting them fall from his cheek. "Me too.." She whispered softly, wishing she knew how to comfort him like he knew how to comfort her, he was always so strong.. She never needed to comfort him... "Can they not just... Let us go home... No more missions...?"

Khani curled her fingers into his cloak, holding onto him as if he’d fly away at any second.

"I know.." She stumbled over herself, forcing the words out even if she wasn’t sure she believed him or not. It wasn’t easy for her to hide her pain like it was for him, but even if he was good at hiding it, she could feel the despair waving off him. She pulled back and stared at his masked face, still terrified, “It.. It’d be better if you… You said it out loud…” She whispered, making sure to keep her gaze on his, not behind, not below, not above… She didn’t want to see anything or anyone else.

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Khani curled her fingers into his cloak, holding onto him as if he'd fly away at any second. "I know.." She stumbled over herself, forcing the words out even if she wasn't sure she believed him or not. It wasn't easy for her to hide her pain like it was for him, but even if he was good at hiding it, she could feel the despair waving off him. She pulled back and stared at his masked face, still terrified, "It.. It'd be better if you... You said it out loud..." She whispered, making sure to keep her gaze on his, not behind, not below, not above... She didn't want to see anything or anyone else.

Khani flinched at his voice and looked up at Allen, her eye trying to see him, trying to see Allen…. This was Allen, wasn’t it? She shivered and turned back to hide her face from him, “I’m sorry…” She suddenly wailed “I’m so sorry I’m sorry…!” She shuddered, her body shaking, though she didn’t know how she felt about him being so close to her at this moment, she needed him… But at the same time this was all her fault.. The demon, the fear, the dreams the attack… Everything… It was her fault.

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It was clear on her arm that was extended, the bloody letters that lined them, now followed by the number fourteen. Slowly, shakily Khani moved her eye up to look at him, tears streaking her red face, pure fear clouding her eyes "It was you..." She mumbled softly, her lip quivering as she looked at him, suddenly wanting to die in his arms as she scrambled out of the blanket and threw her arms around his neck and sobbed into his shoulder, "It was you...!!"

Khani flinched at his voice and looked up at Allen, her eye trying to see him, trying to see Allen…. This was Allen, wasn’t it? She shivered and turned back to hide her face from him, “I’m sorry…” She suddenly wailed “I’m so sorry I’m sorry…!” She shuddered, her body shaking, though she didn’t know how she felt about him being so close to her at this moment, she needed him… But at the same time this was all her fault.. The demon, the fear, the dreams the attack… Everything… It was her fault.

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Khani shook her head in it's hidden position "I'm sorry.." She whispered again, even as he approached, as he spoke, as he sat in front of her. She sucked in a quick breath, still to scared to open her eyes, to see him, afraid he'd have that same horrible expression on his face as he had in his own dream, that expression of death, of torture, of horror. He was the last person she trusted and he'd turned on her in her own dream... She had just been somewhat open to new things to trusting to being more like the others and not so terrified of everything but then... Her worst fear... It... It happened. She was still trembling in the spot, wrapped up in that blanket Ronnie had left her with. She slowly pulled one hand from her face, and reached out, her petite fingers bent ever so slightly as she pushed toward him, until they finally met his face, simply touching his face, seemed to calm her, even if it was only for a moment. "I'm sorry.." She trembled again, not looking up, that fear of him changing into something horrifying still clinging to her mind

Khani flinched at his voice and looked up at Allen, her eye trying to see him, trying to see Allen…. This was Allen, wasn’t it? She shivered and turned back to hide her face from him, “I’m sorry…” She suddenly wailed “I’m so sorry I’m sorry…!” She shuddered, her body shaking, though she didn’t know how she felt about him being so close to her at this moment, she needed him… But at the same time this was all her fault.. The demon, the fear, the dreams the attack… Everything… It was her fault.

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Khani flinched at his voice and looked up at Allen, her eye trying to see him, trying to see Allen.... This was Allen, wasn't it? She shivered and turned back to hide her face from him, "I'm sorry..." She suddenly wailed "I'm so sorry I'm sorry...!" She shuddered, her body shaking, though she didn't know how she felt about him being so close to her at this moment, she needed him... But at the same time this was all her fault.. The demon, the fear, the dreams the attack... Everything... It was her fault.

(DUUUUUUDE YES!)

Ronnie slipped past the room, taking a glance in just to assure Khani was still there. She was, she was sitting on the bed, her body still tangled in the blanket, her hair brushed down into her face, and her face hidden in her hands, she was sobbing, completely sobbing and terrified, she didn’t know what to do and how to do it what just happened why did it happen why was it Allen where was the demon what did he do, how did he control why why why…. She tried to suck in a calming breath but nothing came but choking sobs as she shivered out the fear.

Ronnie sighed and moved into the next room with a growl. Why’d he have to think about Crona… He missed her so much, he couldn’t even remember why he left.. That was a lie, he remembered (idk why lol) he rolled over on his bed and stared at the wall with a mutter.

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Khani's body seemed to tense at the sound of his voice. Awful... The thought of flinching from him scared her even more than actually flinching away from him. But no matter how hard she was trying, how much she feared, she couldn't stop her head from flipping up, her bloody face visible to him, her mangled eye bleeding once again, her beautiful face.... Well... Not...

"Allen.....?" Was all thy could make it from her jaws. It was a squeak, a whisper, a rasp... She was terrified and that was clear, though she wasn't just afraid of him.. She was afraid /for/ him as well... She was still shaking, and the sight of him didn't help anything like it used too because she was suddenly now afraid that the other demon was there, that he would take control of him again. She turned her burning gaze from Allen and quickly turned it around the room in a freak panic, "Wh-where is he...?!" She jumbled to herself in a rasped, shaking whisper, her entire body trembling.

(DUUUUUUDE YES!)

Ronnie slipped past the room, taking a glance in just to assure Khani was still there. She was, she was sitting on the bed, her body still tangled in the blanket, her hair brushed down into her face, and her face hidden in her hands, she was sobbing, completely sobbing and terrified, she didn’t know what to do and how to do it what just happened why did it happen why was it Allen where was the demon what did he do, how did he control why why why…. She tried to suck in a calming breath but nothing came but choking sobs as she shivered out the fear.

Ronnie sighed and moved into the next room with a growl. Why’d he have to think about Crona… He missed her so much, he couldn’t even remember why he left.. That was a lie, he remembered (idk why lol) he rolled over on his bed and stared at the wall with a mutter.

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(DUUUUUUDE YES!) Ronnie slipped past the room, taking a glance in just to assure Khani was still there. She was, she was sitting on the bed, her body still tangled in the blanket, her hair brushed down into her face, and her face hidden in her hands, she was sobbing, completely sobbing and terrified, she didn't know what to do and how to do it what just happened why did it happen why was it Allen where was the demon what did he do, how did he control why why why.... She tried to suck in a calming breath but nothing came but choking sobs as she shivered out the fear.

Ronnie sighed and moved into the next room with a growl. Why'd he have to think about Crona... He missed her so much, he couldn't even remember why he left.. That was a lie, he remembered (idk why lol) he rolled over on his bed and stared at the wall with a mutter.

Ronnie flinched at the sudden sounds of footsteps outside, and narrowed his eyes as they simply just left, he didn’t care who it was they could have checked to see if everything was okay.. Ronnie was still sitting on the floor with Khani, hiding her reflection in the mirror with his own. “Khani…

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"So…" Ronnie narrowed his eyes at Allen, rather confused as to what the heck was going in with everyone "You’re just gonna go back? Well what do I do then, I can’t you just, but.." He sounded like a panicked child "Look I don’t do this I don’t like girls!- I mean.." He paused, crunching his eyes closed as if that was the stupidest thing he’d ever said “I don’t do girls… Drama.. Stuff she, just it, but Allen!” He scrambled for the words and finally ran his fingers through his hair with a growl. (Since this isn’t part of our storyline;)) The last time he’d dealt with anything like this stuff was the time he’d seen Crona last, and that was ages ago.. Before he’d met these other exorcists. ‘Ugh..’ He thought to himself, hating himself for bringing up the subject of the little girl he’d come to love. "Look Allen I can’t go back in there and you can’t just leave her there, she’s just scared, I don’t know. Gah, don’t be an idiot." Ronnie was frustrated now with the thought of Crona, and simply rolled his eyes "Whatever, do what you want, I’m going to bed." The boy quickly moved around on his heels and started back down toward his and Khani’s room, though he wasn’t sure how he was going to make Khani sleep on her own.

Ronnie flinched at the sudden sounds of footsteps outside, and narrowed his eyes as they simply just left, he didn’t care who it was they could have checked to see if everything was okay.. Ronnie was still sitting on the floor with Khani, hiding her reflection in the mirror with his own. “Khani…

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Ronnie quickly stepped back, releasing Allen's arm, as he was definitely not trying to start a fight with Allen and he wanted that to be clear. "Wh- what are you talking about?" Ronnie narrowed his icy blue eyes and ran his fingers through his hair once more, "Bevause we all know you're the only person who deals with this! She- I, she can't /I/ can't handle her, /I/ don't know what to do." He hissed in a quick, almost panicked voice, "it was just a dream, I don't know how it happened no one was in the room, even you're sick scent wasn't." He wasn't insulting Allen, simply stating his scent was different than the others, "Yes, well, I don't know! She," he paused, pulling his eyes away from Allen's, in fear of what might come next "Something attacked her."

Ronnie flinched at the sudden sounds of footsteps outside, and narrowed his eyes as they simply just left, he didn’t care who it was they could have checked to see if everything was okay.. Ronnie was still sitting on the floor with Khani, hiding her reflection in the mirror with his own. “Khani…