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I originally wasn't going to post this but what's the point of having a self improvement blog if I can't be vulnerable; I had a very good day on Tuesday and like usual I created a post about it but I forget to post it, the next day I realised this and thought 'whats the point of having a good day if I can't post about it' which I believe is about craving validation online, so to work on this i'm thinking of maybe every 5th good day I won't post or perhaps one or two days a week I won't be posting. if anyone has any tips on how to not seek validation please let me know.

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only reading haunting adeline because my sister recommended it to me, I do not condone any of the contents in the book or similar ones. read at your own discretion, read the warnings!

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22nd may. 4am wake up. first job. morning coffee + breakfast. reading. clean kitchen. studying. sims 4. second job. todays read; haunting adeline (ew). todays watch; greys anatomy.

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As part of her social media detox this girl on YouTube made herself do one hour of understimulating tasks every day and she just counted rice for 60 minutes straight because its no different from doomscrolling in terms of wasted time

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19th may. 9am wake up. clean room. shower. driving lesson. house reno. second job. study session + hot chocolate. todays watch; greys anatomy.

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😭😭

. . . I've never felt anything like the love that spreads through my heart. Like I swallowed the sun. Like it's breaking up every bit of darkness inside me.

Emily Henry, from Great Big Beautiful Life

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14th may. 8am wake up. clean room. shopping; birthday gift. 3 hour study session. reading. attended party. second job. todays read; frankenstein by mary shelley. todays watch; grey's anatomy.

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12th may. 9am wake up. shower. study session + morning coffee. clean kitchen. shopping. rest + music. second job. todays watch; grey's anatomy.

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at an eye test now and one of my old classmates has a really cushy job here, really needed to here this <3

﹙ 🕧 ﹚stop list ( for me n u ! )

ॱ ₊ . Stop overthinking people who don’t value you.

ॱ ₊ .Stop comparing your journey to others

ॱ ₊ .Stop tolerating toxic energy from others.

ॱ ₊ .Stop doubting your path because of someone else’s noise.

ॱ ₊ .Stop shrinking to make others feel comfortable.

ॱ ₊ .Stop letting people control your space and energy.

ॱ ₊ .Stop ignoring your own feelings for the sake of others.

ॱ ₊ .Stop letting fake kindness or lies affect your peace.

﹙ ✒️ ﹚ start list ( for me n u ! )

ॱ ₊ .Start trusting your own growth.

ॱ ₊ .Start choosing peace over drama.

ॱ ₊ .Start owning your space and boundaries.

ॱ ₊ .Start setting limits on who gets your energy.

ॱ ₊ .Start walking away from things that drain you.

ॱ ₊ .Start protecting your energy like it’s sacred.

ॱ ₊ .Start showing up for yourself, even when no one else does.

ॱ ₊ .Start focusing on what truly matters to you, not external validation.

@bloomzone

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9th may. 9 am wake up. morning coffee. clean room. study session. reading. spotify playlist update. soduko. second job. todays read; frankenstein, by mary shelley. todays watch; greys anatomy.

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i think that sometimes the best thing that you can do is remind yourself that there are beaches. lakes, rivers, and ponds. there are forests. little woods and meadows. there are canyons. gullies and mountain cliffs. there are rainy days. dry spells and scorching blue skies. that the world turns. changes as much as it repeats. that feeling slow today won't stop tomorrow's high tide. won't make july's blackberries any less ripe

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— jessica therese, from ‘a different kind of heartbreak’ (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to David Gurewitsch featured in The Selected Letters of Martha Gellhorn

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— natalie wee, never been kissed (via letsbelonelytogetherr)