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[adhalera]

maybe in another life

i believe in other worlds i need to because that means that sometime somewhere out there there’s a me that never gave up dancing that never gave up music a me that’s born into the right body while i am stuck here thinking that maybe i could have been happy maybe but in another life

[adhalera]

I don’t

I don’t sing. I don’t dance. I don’t speak. And I don’t write.

No. I do. I write. As long as I am me, I write. Always have. Always will.

Trying to silence my soul, I screamed in breathless agony. The universe listened. The universe heard. And sent me you.

Like a warm breeze after a cold winter. A ray of sunshine amidst the storm. Stumbling into the eye of your hurricane, you kept me safe.

[adhalera]

Honesty

‘Cause honestly? Honesty doesn’t mean a thing.

And truth’s just a commodity available to few.

[adhalera]

Blue

Everything is blue.

Your hair and your lips as they smile breathlessly amidst the falling snow

The air around us and within the cave inside your mind that we have fled into for shelter.

[adhalera]

mono.

time isn’t real on a day like this it’s mono o’clock

listen to mono on soundcloud

[adhalera]

Sometimes

Sometimes I think I can do it. Be happy living like this. All cute Boots and skirts Heart fingers on my tee K-pop scrunchies in my hair.

Sometimes I really think that’s it.

Who am I kidding?

[adhalera]

Never - Forever

And if we never speak again never meet again or hold our hands again

This moment of defenselessness of courage and of trust is ours to keep forever and ever in our hearts

[adhalera]

Capitalism

“The numbers speak for themselves” they say.

Bullshit.

Last time I checked they said nothing about stripping us of human dignity.

They just sat there -  blank and cold and meaningless.

[adhalera]

Today’s Tea

So you want to change the system?

How about we start by stopping to dissect every word they speak, every glance they take?

So they are close in words just as in actions? Gravitate towards each other like they’d drown?

Comfort through proximity like they’re their support? 

Newsflash assbutts. That’s anxiety.

[adhalera]

Daydream

I love holding you and kissing you like that’s just something I can do

But you’re right. Our time is running out and soon we will be strangers star crossed lovers nevermore

[adhalera]

Sirens in the Night

In the dead of night the sounds of sirens ricochets off the walls of your mind.

Even loud music cannot drown out what you already know.

The world’s on fire and you’re the spark, the smoke, the ash.

[adhalera]

Flowers

when the flowers in your heart are wilting take one look at him and spring returns to your soul in full bloom

[adhalera]

The Public Face

and suddenly you’re sixteen again madly in love with the idea of a boy that doesn’t exist not in this realm of reality

(but what if he did?)

[adhalera]

Rain

When it rains I think of you and I can’t tell if that’s good or bad but it hurts because you’re not here and I am.

[adhalera]

Social Glue

Unbreak the parts damaged by a battle fought in our minds in the field of digital realms.

No pressure, it’s not real just a dream shared by millions across a planet that’s unlearned how to care

Mold on our hearts that’s the price of fame tiny filaments spreading throughout our days and nights leaving our soul with every word we breathe

[adhalera]

Wish

I wish to be a rock steadfast and strong standing the test of time

Instead I’m but a leaf dancing around free and wild and gone

[adhalera]

Firefly

I’ll let you in on a secret Something I’ve never shared before.

If the night is dark enough Even a firefly can look like the sun.

I am that firefly. Watch me burn the universe.