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i keep waiting forever for someone to do something very gorey to me and i wish i could satiate that hunger with something else but unfortunately i am stupid

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i am going to kill myself

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me after drawing a total of 5 strokes: can i lay down and die now

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i used to think it was "disco asylum"

i used to think it was "yobanashi detective"

i used to think "squid game" and splatoon were one and the same

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to speak in cringe danganronpa terms, i have noticed that all annoying minors on the internet act like monaca and all annoying adults online act like junko.

i was gonna elaborate, but this is stupid anyway so i'll leave it at that

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"ooh but if this character got their memories erased how come they can still read and speak english" bitch procedural memory is stored in the balls

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on that same note, i never liked the idea of "favourites". as in, single option number 1s. it forces me into consciously picking a favourite even if i dont like it more than other things of the same type, just so i can answer the question "which one is your favourite? if you had to pick ONE" i hate ittttt

i hate when people insist i either like or dislike a thing. not everything calls for an opinion like that. i have thoughts about things as any other human does but i can still be neutral towards something.

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i hate when people insist i either like or dislike a thing. not everything calls for an opinion like that. i have thoughts about things as any other human does but i can still be neutral towards something.

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"canon event" this, "canon event" that, the real canon event across all walks of life is starting a blog or journal of some kind, keeping up with it for less than a week, then promptly dropping or forgetting about it

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maybe if i kissed them i would become a better artist

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logically speaking, i know pronouns aren't inherently indicative of someone's personality or values or anything past "what i want you to refer to me as", but i still feel a bit of warmth in my heart and excitement under my skin every time i see someone who also uses he/she/they. it's like a stupid sensor in my brain gets activated. i don't even "admire" the person in question for it, but it just feels so nice that we have something in common, in a way that no other labels OR interests have managed to make me feel. we probably don't experience gender the same way regardless, so it seems so silly

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what is the significance of the number 3 in The Stanley Parable? the downstairs room that says "1 2 B 4" is a construct of Stanley's own unwell mind, so it's fair to assume it's a representation of his obsession with the number 3. a distorted view of the number he loves so much, a reflection of his descent into insanity. the bucket elevator ending reveals it even more, when Stanley ruins his friendship over his passion for the number 3, after trying so hard to share it with the world. my hypothesis for this thesis is t--

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i'm sorry i can never be her

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some of you should shut up, look up "vocaloid original" on youtube and sort by upload date

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some of you need to close your mouth and open itch.io

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about to make some annoying posts, don't come any closer

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seriously so much popular media on the internet is related to dreaming and sleeping and simulations and i get why, though it does get kinda tiring when all indie projects are about that. silly little "fiction vs reality". silly little dream symbolism.

people and their silly little stories about dreams