adventureswithdipplin

[adventureswithdipplin]

// hello !!! important post from the mod here!

i will likely be going on a very long hiatus for this blog and @past-tense-problems

i do not have any plot ideas no longer, and have lost most motivation for this :(

i do not know if i will come back at all, but i will not delete this blog in case people want to look at it again in the future, plus, who knows, might have ideas :3

it’s been fun !!

PS: thinking about starting another ask blog for kieran! will update later on.. :3

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Did'ya know that there's such thing as ranch dressing soda?

what the fuck did i wake up to

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// gah im running out of ideas :(

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im so tired i cant deal with it anymore im. so tired. goodnight everyone

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..yeah. yeah. a nap. a nap would be nice. thank you

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

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.thank you my name is kieran tea is good

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

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What? Don't wanna talk about her?

i dont i dont i dont

[adventureswithdipplin]

How's Carmine been?

stop it stop it get out of my head get OUT OF MY HEAD

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i keep remembering things i dont want to remember i dont want to remember that anymore i dont want to think about it im so tired

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

[adventureswithdipplin]

Oh my, poor thing. You look quite agitated.

Are you perhaps in need of some assistance?

- Fae ( @kantosillyduo )

i cant handle this i dont know what to do get it out of my head

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day 76

theres something there im sorry im so sorry i cant face that i want to forget it please stop

[adventureswithdipplin]

Something watching you? Then, maybe you should try following it back? Or something, idk

i don’t want to follow it

i don’t want to follow it

i don’t want to follow it

there’s something behind me

it’s there

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Something. :)

..surely there has to be something watching me. i wouldn't be feeling like this for no reason they say to trust your gut for a reason and my gut is telling me there's something watching me.

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i feel like im being watched

i keep turning around as if theres something behind me but i dont see anything

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Well, if a memory is suppressed, you are still most likely going to remember it. Especially if it resurfaces again. If you truly want it erased, then amnesia or brainwashing it is the best option.

I don't suggest doing either of these, both have their own separate consequences.

-satori anon

then what am i supposed to do

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Forget what really? You can't really forget a memory. All it's going to be is suppressed.

what even is the difference

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day 73, march 2nd, 2024

didn’t do much today. didn’t have the energy.

thought about my friends. hopefully they don’t miss me. i was gonna move soon anyway, but this is probably worse.

..i can’t think about them much. i have to stop thinking about them.

i have to forget them

i have to forget