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Shout out to Characters who are shells of their former selves! You died and you’re not coming back! You don’t recognize yourself and neither does anyone else, and it’s anyone’s guess what the fuck you’re supposed to be now!

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this the new blue lock character?

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Bunny draining Sae of all his emotions. The type of guy to insert a suicide joke in every conversation and steal the air out of it. To drain the love of soccer out of everyone he gets near because he hates it So much.

Shidou being an explosion of life. Someone who makes soccer exciting again. Who breathes his own life into Sae's lungs to remind him what it's like to breathe.

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Bro are you ok? You havent even touched the fact that Rin cannonically was always quiet and introverted as a child but his bitter jadedness has made him lose all social anxiety because he immediantly assumes everyone's below him instead of looking at them as equals.....

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Shidou is the one who teaches Sae that it's okay to have boundaries in relationships and helps him feel safe, if you even care. Sae is used to being hit on, touched by fans and interviewers since he was 11. Sae is used to people wanting him and his body and his fame. He can handle that aspect of Shidou.

What really gets him is when Shidou starts asking questions. There's no expectations and yet he asks if this or that is okay, he calls him just to ask how he's doing. Sae gets this throbbing anxiety in his chest whenever he wants something as simple as a hug. Afterall, he's the badass soccer prodigy. He shouldn't crave affection when he has such a fulfilling career. Or at least that's what he believes until his new boyfriend gently slips his hand into his at a cafe. And suddenly he's remembering all the time he spent denying his sexuality, all the times men and women so much more experienced than him told him to just suck up his pain because this was all the love he was going to get. All the times he felt unsafe expressing the slightest bit of affection for another man in public and intentionally distanced himself.

It's like you don't even like me, his past flings would whine. Why do you flinch away, his exes chided. They simply hadn't seen what he had, hadn't heard the locker room talk about what one of his teammates would do if he found out he was on a team with a queer person. Shidou scares Sae sometimes with his loud makeup and dyed hair. But damn, does he feel like home. His hand is warm too, feeding Sae's skin hunger. That comfort doesn't stop him from slipping out of his grasp and shoving his hand in his pocket though, glancing around to see who saw them.

Shidou just smiles and leans back. Sae doesn't have to apologize or say anything. He doesn't know what Sae's been through yet, but he can feel the anxiety coming off of him in waves. He doesn't know this yet, but he's the first person who's been gentle with Sae. Who understands that jumping hugs and private comments look much different off the field. No, he doesn't take offense when Sae flinches at pda, and that just makes Sae want him more.

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Do yall ever think about how Rin’s destructive tendencies stem from his obsessive need to leave a lasting mark on things/people as they have on him?

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THE SILLIES

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Bachira would love Tyler, the Creator and he'd introduce Isagi to it. Bachira keeps playing Igor and hoping Isagi picks up that constantly replaying the album abt yearing for another boy is his way of flirting.

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clowns <3

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I would like to kiss whoever drew Isagi with split bangs on the newest official art!

LOOK. AT. HIM.

(I love his silly bunny ears looking hair 😭 so cute I wanna cry)

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someone save my boy

based on this post by @habibisagi

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Rensuke Kunigami in Blue Lock Season 2 Episode 14

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Oliver Aiku | Blue Lock S2EP12 "Flowers"