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[aestheticemi01]

“I’m not fine as in “fine,” but fine as in “you don’t have to worry about me.””

— Dr. Gregory House

[aestheticemi01]

I'm tired. Just so, so tired.

[aestheticemi01]

The government may take away our holiday, but they'll never take away our SPECIALTY CARDAMOM BUNS!

FREEDOOOOOOOM

[aestheticemi01]

“I close my eyes, but I can’t fall asleep, my body dying for rest while my mind’s wide awake.”

— Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

[aestheticemi01]

“Nobody dies a virgin…Life fucks us all.”

— Kurt Cobain

[aestheticemi01]

...i know you tried to save me but i'm already gone...

[aestheticemi01]

The hardest battle I'm fighting is with myself and everyone thinks I'm absolutely fine. When in reality behind the walls, i die everyday, slowly. And grip myself every morning.

~zoereeb//

[aestheticemi01]

There are a lot of things that hurt and, tonight breathing is one of them.

[aestheticemi01]

You try and try to keep postive but nothing seems to work. All the negative keeps overcoming you. The more and more of the missery that overcomes you closing you in with darkness. All you see is darkness, all you see is the pain and hurt you feel. All you want is it to all go away but nothing you do works. You wonder if you should let darkness overcome.

[aestheticemi01]

Currently sitting here wondering what to do since I wasn't expecting to live for this long and now I have no life plan

[aestheticemi01]

How it used to be💔🐉

[aestheticemi01]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

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That's a fact

[aestheticemi01]

I don’t care anymore. Just let me go.

This is all meaningless and pointless. I’m fighting a losing battle, I’m trying to survive something I never had a chance to begin with.

This place only brings me sadness and paint, just let me leave.

[aestheticemi01]

I hate the question where do you see yourself in 5 years like bro fucking dead next question thanks

[aestheticemi01]

sometimes I just get so sick and tired of fighting just to survive.