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Do it for Tessa 🤝

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Rihanna ville aldrig lade drenge behandle hende på den måde som jeg lader dem behandle mig på

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Jeg hader ham men han er også lidt the love of my life

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CAN’T PROMISE TOMORROW… but i promise tonight…

dale ;)

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Piratos er onde blue jeans

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my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

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men jeg ER jo lykkelig.

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hvis du ignorerer sulten, drikker pepsi max som dit liv afhænger af det, føler dig høj på mavens rumlen og fornemmelsen af tomheden, kun føler kvalme, ryger 2 cigaretter i træk i solen og føler dig helt mæt af det,

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friends: how was work

me:

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griner

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Usikre smil der udveksles i kantinen

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Mig i alle seksuelle situationer

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er vi egentlig kærester

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kære nye student: du skylder ikke nogen at udrette kæmpestore ting. hverken samfundet, din familie og vigtigst af alt dig selv. træk vejret, når alle festerne er overståede og glæd dig over spændingen ved ikke altid at vide, hvad der skal ske.

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