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Why did I agree to meet a friend for coffee tomorrow at NINE IN THE MORNING.

Tomorrow is SATURDAY.

Gonna be there looking like:

Nine. AM. Like I'm some kind of adjusted adult who wakes up on her own at 6am and does yoga or some shit.

I'm a fucking goblin person.

Fuck.

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Barbie, Greta Gerwig, 2023

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Doing ho shit in your 30's means coming to terms with the fact that you're absolutely gonna let someone's literal father spit in your mouth...

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the fact that John Walker used the shield to murder someone has so many layers, the metaphors of a bloody shield are top tier

Pristine and tainted vs. filthy and clean

Captain America's symbol being a shield means he's DEFENSIVE. his main weapon is one of de-escalation, of protection, of harm reduction. He stands for what's right and protects the weaker

One man doesn't have the power to judge and prosecute at will, he doesn't get to decide who lives or dies. America is a country built on blood and Steve Rogers stands for what real freedom should be, including opposing the very government that maintains the oppression of its people. It is always better to accidentally protect the wrong people than to hurt the good. If Steve stands for America, he stands for the ones who need protecting, not the authorities or aggressors

And then John Walker gets ahold of the same power and prestige and turns it into a weapon. A killer. A symbol of protection used to take life

He so quickly violated everything Captain America stood for, physically painting it in blood

America's downfall was when they chose a man to represent them who does so with violence and rage instead of justice and peace

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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How else could you explain his hand feeding the audience? How words came out like canaries, summer fruit in the dead of winter? They were all in love with him. He had that effect on everyone.

Lestat as Harlequin in style of Art Nouveau theatrical poster

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"You were INCREDIBLE but we're gonna change the title and scope of the role and not ask you if you have this experience ok cool byeeee!"

Me:

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There’s this guy that sits in front of me who you would think is a conservative redneck bc his entire aesthetic is southern lumberjack w boots and denim and hats but he’s actually one of the most inclusive and anti trump guy I’ve ever met and today he wore this hat that sums up his entire personality and I’m screaming.

Don’t judge a book by its cover; make cornbread, not war.

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You’re welcome to draw your own conclusions, but that’s just where I’m at.

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#same

daredevil | 3.01: resurrection

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SEBASTIAN STAN as James "Bucky" Barnes THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER | 2021

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your body deserves respect in its current form, whatever that form is. it deserves love and care and softness and food and fresh air and comfortable clothing, now. not once you’ve lost 10 pounds. not once you’ve cleared your skin. not once you’ve attained whatever body goal you’ve convinced yourself will bring you body confidence and happiness. you deserve comfort, NOW. 

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First off:

If you sent me vibes THANK YOU SO MUCH I APPRECIATE THE HELL OUT OF YOU!

As the gif indicates—despite having two "incredibly impressive" interviews—I didn't get the job.

If you're also unemployed and looking for work, know that you're not alone in this struggle. Shit is hard out here. I'm sending you all the good luck.

Here's to hoping the next one pans out.

Y'all, if you've got extra good vibes...

I could use a few. Just a couple. Please.

I'm like very tired of being un/underemployed and have applied to something I'm very qualified for and that I really want.

Thank you. Love you. Mean it.

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THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021) I 1.04