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tpfw you think everyone around you is not real and it’s all just an elaborate test to see if you are capable of surviving in your next life, where you’ll live in the ultimate euphoria

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tfw they're not "delusions" they're secrets you're not supposed to know!!! and now They™ are angry at you for figuring it out

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tpfw the Simulation. ur house is not real and neither is ur family. every inch of ur life is an illusion and its so elaborate and intricate but u Know. u see. how are u supposed to get out??

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So I sit in my Car for hours, unaware of what I'll step out into

tpfw u are in ur car and suddenly that's everything. Nothing else exists besides me and my car, like everything outside it's just an ilusion. The people out there doesn't exist. This is my personal hell

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tpfw you're not even really yourself, the actual owner of this body died two years ago and you've been possessing it since, and you feel like you're lying to their friends every day by pretending to be them

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Tpfw you decide to stay at an air bnb but you have to be very careful because you know the host put tiny cameras everywhere

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Tpfw you’re just telling me they’re delusions because I’m not supposed to have this information

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Tfw when you know every random word that seems out of place means something, and you have to put it together so you can get back to the real world

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Fuck . Always wanted to be A Lover.

Indefinite Fighter.

tpfw: involuntary intrusive thoughts of violence are so vivid and persistent, you have a hard time thinking of anything else

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I used to look at myself in the mirror late at night/early in the morning, and I would cry because the longer I looked at my face, the more it would morph and twist until it didn’t look like me anymore. But it was me.

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#tpfw you try your absolute hardest to suppress your symptoms because it exhausts your family so much.

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#tpfw you’re afraid to commit to relationships because you don’t know how much longer you’ll be okay

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#tpfw you can’t sleep until you’ve checked all the doors, windows, rooms, closets, cupboards and more.

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#tpfw you’ve gone too long without seeing your therapist, so now you’re scared to trust them

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A Daddy's Love

A Daddy's Release

The bruises I make create a place of Grace and masterpiece.