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Happy New Year!

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being a star wars fan means getting punished for having better ideas than the writers

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Sia not knowing who her own family is. 

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Star Wars Legends: Ania Solo, Cade Skywalker & Marasiah Fel 

aka The Rise of Skywalker

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Star Wars Expanded Universe Meme:

10 Characters (In no particular order)

9. MARASIAH FEL: “Do this and you become Krayt! You embody the Force, father! This is wrong! You must see that!”

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Please reblog if you play a character who is 30 years of age or older

I don’t care if it’s an OC or a canon character, and while I play a human, I don’t care if your fandom isn’t but for the love of god, why is everyone in their twenties? Give me some mid thirties or even some fourties. Hell, throw me some silver foxes. Please.

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Hello, everyone! This is a brand new masterlist blog for the Star Wars roleplay community, aiming to compile every active blog in one single page so roleplayers can find others and have fun. Please only REBLOG this post and state the following in the TAGS in order to be included on the list:

your muse name 

canon or OC

single or multi-muse blog 

for muses outside of Star Wars that have a dedicated verse, make sure you include the fandom you’re in.

For example: Luke Skywalker / canon / single                        Steve Rogers / canon / Marvel / verse

That’s all! May the Force be with you.

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REPOST, DON’T REBLOG!

name: Redd zodiac: Taurus height: 5′7″  time: 11:04 am favorite band / artist: Currently Bad Religion & Hozer last song i listened to: "Under Pressure” by Leslie Odom Jr. last movie i saw in theaters: Terminator: Dark Fate last thing i googled: Uh...some Kardashian show thing for a student, technically. (Queer Theory was the last thing I googled for myself) other blogs: I have way too many to list... why did i choose this username: I think it captures an aspect of Jaina’s mindset in a way that is fitting. Plus, it’s legit from a line she tells her mom, so even more ansgt! average amount of sleep: If I’m lucky, 5. Normally? 3-4 what i’m wearing: Jeans, boots, a tank top, and a cardigan dream job: Professor & Writer!!! (Slowly making progress on that) dream trip: Ireland favorite food: Mmm...shepherds pie play any instruments: I was learning the guitar, but I haven’t tried in ages so... eye color: Blue-green hair color: Red languages you speak: English, some Irish, and some French random fact: I am obsessed with The Magnus Archives & Critical Role rn... describe yourself as aesthetic things: Uh...books, all things gothic and witchy, tarot and crystals, all things Irish...I don’t know??? describe your muse as aesthetic things: Boss Ass Bitch(TM)

tagged by: Stolen! tagging: Be a pirate; steal the thing!

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i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you

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two funerals

she’d stood as close to the pyre as she’d dared the day they’d burned anakin.  the flames had licked viciously at her face, showering constellations of sparks across her skin, but jaina had refused to move away.  in their searing heat she’d found a strange comfort:  a burning to match the rage coiling within her soul.

nothing burned today:  no pyre, no rage.  instead jaina stood between her parents and uncle before the falcon’s main airlock as the shrouded corpse of her only remaining brother drifted away into the black – and felt nothing at all.  it was as though her blade had cut her own heart from her chest just as surely as it had jacen’s, and in its place all that remained was an engulfing void as cold and dead and empty as the space between the stars that would hold her brother’s body forever.

[ao3] [ffn] 

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i have no words

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Star Wars - The Last Jedi - The Storms Of Crait (2017) #1

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fallasea:

SOOOO……….. LIKE.

I am ENTHUSIASTICALLY wanting to write with you but I am SLOW. 

I AM RIDICULOUSLY HAPPY TO GET OOC MESSAGES BUT I AM SLOW.

HOLY SHIT LIKE I ALWAYS FUCKING WEEP WITH UTTER FUCKING JOY WHEN I GET ASK IC BUT I AM S LOW. 

LIKE I AM GENERALLY VERY SLOW BUT I APPRECIATE MY MUTUALS. 

I AM SUPER RIDICULOUSLY SLOW BUT I REALLY want to LIKE CULTIVATE OUR MUSES RELATIONSHIP 100000% OKAY?

I’M JUST

SO SLOW

AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR THOSE WHO WAIT

AND YES WE CAN BE SLOW TOGETHER. 

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         i have scars on my palms and the insides of my fingers.                    there is blood in my mouth and staining my clothes.                             i have died too many times to count and come back again stronger.

                 ( are you proud of me, momma? are you proud of me, pappa? )

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Y’all!!! The cursed special was referenced to! I am screaming and living and dying all at once!

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Do you ever just love the character you write so much? Like I like all the ones I write but I have two that mean so much to me. It just hit me a few minutes ago. To those of you that love your muses and gush over them that’s really great. Keep gushing. Keep writing. If they’re important to you than let them be important.