aghadbeenhere

[aghadbeenhere]

What could be better?

AGHADBEENHERE's UNNAMED BLOG: 8#

Heyooo, here again with another somewhat short post to tell all of you that NO, I am indeed not dead, as opposed to what some goverments may say about my likelihood, I am alive and in good health, not only that, I've been doing rather alright as of recently, and by alright I mean good! Life is good, things are going great with my friends and all, we play, chat and all that shit.

Cooking's been going good too, Made myself a BREAKFAST burger because I am just that radical, awesome and totally super SICK, and dont worry, I added lettuce & tomato to it because I do care about my health, people!

My creative works have been.. Eeeh, I haven't really been doing much art-wise or animation-wise and I still feel like I should do SOMETHING about it, but I still got all the time for the forseeable future, so I'm not really worried about anything, maybe sometime soon though I will animate something, and I assure you i will post it here for all of you to see.

But on better news though, and something I am very glad to say..

*drumroll*

I..

Got a boyfriend!

That's right! He's very nice and I'm always happy to talk to him, and I really think just having someone to call 'honey' or 'boo' or whatever couples say is something that really does cheer me up and has me kicking my legs.

It's not anything too serious but I still really just like saying that I have a loved one in the romantic sense of the word, and it's not just for bragging rights, he's fun to talk to and just spend time with.

We still haven't reached the stage of 'being comfortable with silence' and that's bad because I totally fuckin' SUCK at conversations and saying stuff without blabbing on for too long, but so far it's doing great.

I really think this is just good, and even if I believe that I am not the best for a relationship at my current state, I still deserve the right to be loved, even if it doesn't work out.

Because fuck all that "oh, im not ready for this at the moment" bullshit.

You only live once, make the most of it, and do whatever you want, and even if I barely know myself and who I'll turn out to be in the future, I should still be loved as the genderless morally ambigious blob that I always have been.

So fuck it, take risks, do stuff that you're not ready for, experiment and try out new things!

I have a close one now and even if it doesn't turn out alright, or if we grow distant, I'll have the memories from the start of it all and I will be able to smile at them.

Of course, I'm not hoping for this to end, but I still don't have my thoughts and views on stuff that would naturally happen down the line in a relationship, but fuck it, we get there when we get there.

So yeah, AG on a really good note sending you all off.

Chase the petals of the rose and live proud from the scars you get by the thorns.

Live and Love, like I love all of you, (not in the same level as him, duh.) and stand proud of what you'll become.

As always, this was AG, wishing you all a happy day, week, month, year, or life.

See you later.

Yours for god knows how long, aghadbeenhere.

-aghadbeenhere, 2024

[aghadbeenhere]

Life, one step at a time, with breakfast lasagna.

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG: 8#

Heyoooo, folks!

It's me, AG here once again to kinda just blab on about things, kick back and have a good time, all the totally tubular and radical things any cool dude does, or whatever.

I feel like I've been kinda NEGATIVE with these last few posts, and don't get me wrong I more than welcome venting and letting your feelings out onto the world, but I think a positive note thorought the darkness is really what we need right now, so I'm here and all.

Before you ask, no, I'm not a clown (contrary to popular belief) so I sadly can't do silly hijinks or pull out my gang of 25 from my tiny little wagon, but I can try and keep you entertained by just blabbin' on about things I do and all, because why the hell not? it's my life and my blog, sooo..

I am having lasagna for breakfast.

Now that's good, very important news right? Very fantastic, spectacular, bravo, blah blah.

I like lasagna because who the hell DOESNT??

Lasagna is a good food, but believe it or not, when I was younger, I kinda had to come around to appreciate it like I do now.

Me, being the picky eater I was (and very much still am) wasn't a fan of the gargantuan and near-horrific mix of so many layers of food, it SCARED ME, well- It didn't, but for the narrative's sake we can say it did to give me a more tragic backstory.

Me, cowering before the allmighty lasagna overlords, colored.

But whatever, back to it.

I'm very glad to have lasagna as my breakfast, it's a great start to a great day, and before you even ask: "But ag, you charming fellow, what's so great about this day?"

Simple! I'm gonna give animating stickfigures a try!

I always have been and always WILL be a big fan of stickfigure animations, I practically grew up with them (alongside madness combat) and for that I really want to try getting into it, I've been out of the animating groove for a while and I've kinda begun feeling guilty for it, and I want to stop that!

Yeah, hey, I'd say this is all I gotta really say for today and all, I just wanted to put us on the more positive track, because I do welcome these thoughts and concerns about life and the world, and I do want to talk about them more often, I also want to talk about silly stuff like breakfast lasagna, because I am having breakfast lasagna, and you're probably not.

So take that, HATERS.

With love, yours forever and ever and ever, aghadbeenhere.

-aghadbeenhere, 2024.

<3 -> lasagmna

[aghadbeenhere]

Letting life go by.

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG: 7#

Sup, folks, AG here once again, I can't really tell how long it's been since my last post, as I said, time's kinda just become a blur for me and I've decided to accept that, the passage of time seemed daunting at first, knowing that i'd miss out on things that i could only live at this stage of life, experiences, people, all things that come and go with time, but the more i spent inside, the more i started giving less of a shit, and I think something that re-assures me of this is an experience I had with two other friends when we were gaming.

I really think I just feel kinda saddened about the situation, yet I feel happy for knowing that it's happening, and that things aren't forever stagnant in my life, and that I'm really learning to accept that shit happens, so I can finally do as I say and as I do, letting life fly by me.

Me and my friends were in a call, we were playing a game together and having fun n' all, but the thing is that they just kinda.. Clicked, you know? Like in a friends way, besties and all, joking around about things they both knew, having a laugh and saying the same jokes.

And I was (and still am) very proud to have introduced the two to eachother, I'm happy that they've become friends, but that also put a worrying thought in my mind.

"What if they replace me?" I was the bro, the homie, the one he clicked with, chatting, joking about the same things, and I think we've kinda grown apart in that sense, yes, we still talk, but not as often as before.

Yes, we play, but not as often as before.

And at first, I was horrified of drifting away from the best friend I had, the buddy whom I had been through thick and thin with.

We still have great conversations and i'm happy to be there to help.

But I feel like the friend I introduced them to can do all that, but even better.

But i'm starting to feel less sad about that reality, more-so accepting of it.

I haven't really always been the greatest friend, I've been quite a dick a lot of the time, and maybe this'd push me to truly become as Kind as I want to be, so it's not a fake persona, so it's actually just me.

And they go well together, maybe them being the buddy-buddy besties that I once was with him will be good for them.

Maybe I'll stay behind as the one that helped, just a stepping stone in their life.

This all may read very depressingly, but if that's how I'll be remembered, then I'll take it.

I want there to be some sorta sign of me, that I was there.

Even in the lives of other people, because that'd mean I had an impact big enough to just be a part of it, even if just a stepping stone.

I think a Legacy's a complex thought for me.

Everybody wants to be remembered, right? To be recalled by someone, to not experience the second death, as Banksy put it.

But I don't feel like I deserve a Legacy at times, to not be remembered but to be free.

But a Legacy isn't a burden, it's something that comes after the freedom, as how you'll be seen after the life you chose to live.

And I think that I don't want a giant legacy, for my name to be a whisper amongst a select few that knew who i was, and only saw me as a train stop in the middle of nowhere, that it was there, yet everything else around it is nowhere to be found.

I dunno, man.

I don't think anybody does.

But that doesn't really matter, I guess.

This was AG, as always.

Remember me, but not who I was.

With love, yours forever.

-aghadbeenhere, 2024

[aghadbeenhere]

A Positive note!

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG: 6#

Heeey, everyone, sorry about last time, I think it was one of those late-time sad thoughts whenever you get tired and all, I don't think i plan on deleting it though, I think it's nice to keep it up there for everyone to see because it's just kinda.. You know, Humanizing.

I've seen a lotta things on the internet, and a lot of disregard for others, I think people really don't get that there is actual people behind the screen at times.

And it honestly surprises me with how much the internet has grown, it's sad that we've somehow de-evolutioned to a more chaotic state now that we can communicate with anybody anywhere in the world, and I honestly don't get it.

Maybe we're not responsible enough, maybe we're too dumb for this sort of power.

Maybe one day the entirety of the internet will go down, maybe it'll go down with this planet whenever we somehow fuck it up past redemption, hell if I know.

I'm not PRAYING for the downfall of the internet, nobody wants that, we have the entirety of human knowledge at our fingertips, just a few clicks away, and here we are totally disregarding it, I think that's kinda sad but it's just the way of life, and I shouldn't be SAD about what other people do or believe, you know?

But eh, whatever, back to the other point I was making.

I think seeing posts like that really can humanize people, sometimes we're feeling bad, we post those feelings out to get them out of our heads and it really brings to light the fact that we're not just the silly little guys behind the screen, we're actual people clicking on our keyboards to type these messages out, and I really like that, we shouldn't feel ashamed about venting on the internet, after all, there's enough space for everything and everyone here.

A part of me really wanted to clear that post and just keep going with the whole 'chill happy guy expressing thoughts' thing I had going, but I'm not even sure if I had it going to begin with, and I don't think I could put up a persona like that.

Sometimes I want to make a new account, an account where i'm all wholesome and sweet, kind to the world and spreading positivity.

But honestly I don't think I could do that, I feel too rash, too irresponsible, erratic, all those sortsa things, and those that know me, know that i could never really shape up to be a soft and kind person.

And I'm okay with that! Be who you want to be! But at times I really do feel like being a fuzzy little spot of joy on the internet at times could be great and all.. But it'd be fake, wouldn't really be me.

Maybe I'll grow softer, kinder, warmer, who the hell knows.

Life comes at you fast with moments like that, hopefully I'll get one to define me as a person.

I kinda feel like a genderless blob of black mass, I mean it's cool at times, but I can't really identify with anyone or anything, feeling more like a drifter through the fields where everyone else has taken a shape.

Here I am, a blob of black mass, forever changing.

But hey, if that's what I am, then I'm okay with it.

As always, happy to be here.

Your silly ol' pal, ag.

:3 <3 | 3: </3

-aghadbeenhere, 2024

[aghadbeenhere]

Staying Behind.

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG : 5#

Hey, Everyone, it's AG once again talkin' to you, sorry about the short disappearance in posts, I kinda forgot about this and didn't really feel like writing something up, since there's not that much going on in my head most of the time, this time's just a rare exception, so don't get TOO used to it, buddy.

I've honestly been thinking about a whole lot of things these past few days after fixing up my sleep schedule, I wake up early in the morning with all the time in the world, but..

I feel so alone.

I have none of my friends online, or capable of responding to me, family being out at work, I'm just kinda left to rot in my bedroom and try to drown out the overwhelming silence by playing videogames all by myself.

And even when I'm in VIRTUAL WORLDS WITH SO MANY PEOPLE, I still feel distant from everything and everyone, none of them would notice me disappearing, that's reasonable, yeah, since I am nothing more than just a stranger to them, but I've been starting to feel like It'd be the case with others.

Close friends of mine, people I deeply care about who I'm happy to see thrive, enjoy life and do things, everything should be good, I should be overjoyed to see them spending their time doing things they like.

But at times I feel like absolute shit over it, maybe it's the anxiety, maybe it's the fear, maybe it's some sort of undiagnosed attachment issues, but-

"Sorry, I got plans with ____" "Not feeling like it, sorry." "Maybe some other time." "busy rn."

All these things are stuff that I shouldn't be remotely worried about, people have their own schedules and things to do, and if they're not in the mood, I shouldn't question it.

But every time i feel like I'm hearing this more often, more than anything at times, sometimes I don't even hear it yet I'm left on my lonesome.

I feel like I'm drifting away from the world, from my friends, from everyone i care about, I'm fading into obscurity and one day they'll all be gone, doing better things, everyone but me.

I'll be here.

I'll be here waiting for one of them to look back, to say something to me.

To drag me along, to take me with them onto new horizons and enjoy what they're enjoying.

And it feels more like a fleeting dream every day that passes by.

I feel like shit because I feel this way, because its selfish of me to want that one person that depends on me, so that even if everybody else left, I'd have them, I would keep them and not have to worry about being left alone.

Of them never moving on, being stuck with me.

That's selfish, greedy, sick of me, yet I still crave it and I know it's awful, deep down I both want everybody to walk away to greener pastures, and also for them to be stuck here with me because I'm too much of a shitpile to get up and move with them.

I don't know where I'll be 3 years from now, maybe 2, or even just 1.

Everything feels so awful right now and I just want the one thing I can have to myself.

My art skills? Degrading.

My animation skills? Dwindling.

My friends? walking away.

It's all just slowly ripping itself apart from me, but hey, maybe I'll learn to accept solitude rather than find ways to reject it.

Who knows.

I don't.

Sorry about the depressing post, but it's always good to get it out of your system, right?

As always, through thick and thin, this was ag, wishing you a good life.

With love and care, yours truly.

-aghadbeenhere, 2024.

[aghadbeenhere]

whgy you so goated

i stay dripped out

[aghadbeenhere]

rotting on my birthday - C

Hello, today is my birthday. I have sat in bed for 10 hours, I had just recently got out. I dont really plan on doing anything, its not like i can anyways. Shout out to @aghadbeenhere . A good friend of mine for ~4 years now for mentioning me on his blog. I appreciate your company through all the highs and lows, you never cease to make me smile at any fucked up jokes and nice comments. Thank you.

I made this yesterday, I like water. Water looks cool, water is cool, water is nice.

It is extremely sunny out today. I took a walk in the park for ~30 minutes. It was nice and calming, I love nature, nature is so beautiful. Yet it is so peaceful and quiet that its a little lonely, somebody should be there for sad old nature. Nature is so cool. I love it.

I like music. I made some today, it isnt that good. I dont feel like sharing it, sorry. I have practiced with my guitar a good bit, I (ironically) tried to cover happy birthday. Yeah, thats cringe as fuck but who cares. I didnt do that well anyways. Maybe I should stick to singing. I dont know, I lose motivation for things a lot, especially because I have autism, I just love a thing for like a week or two and then I just completely drop it and go to something else. Dont get me wrong, I have stuck with SOME things, but hey this might be another thing where I just go: "Yep, this got boring. Goodbye!" and then I come back to it months later to do the same thing again. Personally, I enjoy this for now, especially just putting history on the wall of the internet for someone to find, even if its some uninteresting woman complaining about her life and how she wants to do something, but never has the power or will to do it. I hope to whoever is reading that you find the will or power to do what you want. Enjoy your life, dont be a coward like me. Though, I am being extremely hypocritical. I've sat in my bed for 10 hours since 2 AM today and I havent enjoyed a single thing other than a walk to the park. I should change my life, I swear.

Well, that was a yapfest. I hope you enjoyed reading, I'm gonna destroy a tub of 15$ icecream from a local grocery store that tastes like mangoes even though its chocolate flavoured. I hope you have a good day.

[aghadbeenhere]

Feeling good, feeling sunny, feeling ok.

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG 4#

Hey everyone, AG here once again to kinda just chat about things, sayin' hi, what's up and all.. Anyyyywho.

Today, I feel good! Like- Pretty damn good! Even though I woke up at 8pm today, a good bit of my friends were online, and I was able to talk with them and have a decently good time, a shout-out I have to make is for my friend Cracka (who's hopefully reading this) because it's their BIRTHDAY TODAY! Happy birthday girl, you're valid for who you truly are and I'll support you, even if 4 years from now we stop talking alltogether, I disappear or something, know that I support you and your decisions, and that I'll be cheering you on in spirit! Keep it up!

Now that we got that out of the way, I'm glad to say that I'm happy I found myself still doing this, pushing myself to write something, even as uninteresting as this, is great for me, I love putting all my spare time to something even if this doesn't take all that long, it makes me feel good thinking about the fact that I left a mark on the internet, not a big one, not even a small one, barely a minuscule one, but I was here, maybe 4 years from now this'll be defunct and some random reader will come across it, maybe sympathize or relate to it, the least I can hope for is for that to be the case, and that they enjoy it, if so;

Heeeey! Hello! I don't know how the future is at the moment, maybe you're going through something rough or just having bad luck, and if so; I completely feel you on that, life is.. Well, life's a bitch a lot of the times, and sometimes we fuckup, or just end up having a bad time thanks to reasons entirely out of our hands, and I want you to know that's okay, it's okay to feel like the world sucks because it REAAAALLLY does, but misery loves company, and as long as you have someone that believes in you, you can make it through anything, and that someone is me, I believe in you.

If you're still here, I'm glad to have you reading because now I'm going to be ranting about other things, said things being;

Holy FUCK do I hate staying up late

Listen, I have a very bad sleep schedule as-is (i woke up at 8pm) so that usually means that during the times I should be asleep I am NOT, and you may be wondering; "What's the problem with that?"

Simple! I GOT NOTHING TO DO! I spend my time rotting my brain away on youtube videos about drama and situations that seriously shouldn't concern me, but here I am, battling the beast known as boredom ONCE AGAIN (refer to 1# for our first epic confrontation) with all that I got, so thankfully I got THIS to at least keep me busy for a small while, and thank god that I was given the idea to do this by a friend, because not only do i get to brag to my friends about having a blog, but i got something that can be classified as productive! Which means I don't get that guilty feeling that I could be doing something better with my time.

So hip, hip, hooray for writing.

And hip, hip, hooray to my friend oni for giving me this idea!

Right, I'd say this was a pretty good text-wall for the day, so until next time, I'll see you soon, wishing you a fantastic day, afternoon, or night.

As always, this was AG, with much love, stay safe.

<3

-aghadbeenhere 2024

[aghadbeenhere]

100 Years From now, and Psychic Attacks.

AGHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG 3#

Hey, everyone, aghadbeenhere once again writing to you, right now I'm thinking of some shower thoughts I had like a day ago or so that I never really wrote down anywhere, so these are mostly just small little ideas that I thought would be worthy enough to be put in here, and today we're gonna be talking about time being a flat circle, + the effectiveness of using Generation Z slang to attack anyone over the age of 20.

Two wildly different topics, but I always say variety is good! + It's a shower thought, of course it's going to be outlandish.

Right, so first up, a few days ago I was chatting with a friend of mine about life and allat, very interesting person (in a good way) and he seemed to share a sentiment of mine, where it's pretty much tradition for the older generation to hate on the new one over the media that they consume, when we did the exact fucking same back when we were younger, I don't have any specific examples aside from low-budget Gmod skits that we viewed on youtube as kids, surely if we were to show one of those to our parents they'd silently judge us for watching whatever that was, but we thought it was absolute cinema.

Once again, the cycle repeats itself as we find ourselves mocking those skibidi fanum tax kids or whatever, and in paper, it's technically just the same, except now that we've gotten older we can truly see that dumb media made purely as stupid entertainment is nothing more than that, but we look back at the same exact media with rose-tinted glasses because it's what WE grew up with.

And hey, when a new generation and a new media phenomena comes out, I'm sure Gen Alpha will be bullying the newer generation for whatever it is they're watching.

And you know, for the longest time I thought I was the only one that saw that, that was fully aware of that, and for that I felt much smarter than the rest, someone who was fully aware of what was happening, but speaking to him made me realize most of us probably think these things in private, and I just hadn't heard someone else ever bring it up.

I'm pretty glad I had that realization as a way to keep me humble and considerate of others.

So yeah, takeaway; If you feel alone with a certain train of thought, or an interesting observation you have on literally anything, feel free to share it, because that's the only way for anyone else to hear that message and share said views! (Until we get some sorta neuralink augmentation that makes us psychics, that is.)

Right, somewhat on an earlier topic, I recently realized that I have gained a fantastic ability in my 6+ months of isolation up on my Ivory Castle.

That being the ability to spout slang as a way to mentally torture my opponents.

Just picture this; you're sitting at a restaurant with your friends, eating good food and having laughs, a guy from the corner of the room (that being me) walks up to your table, clears their throat and goes: "That food must be so skibidi gyatt, i hope it doesn't get fanum taxed by an alpha sigma."

You'd die, instantly, like, straight up.

So yeah, next time you're at a restaurant keep your eyes peeled, you never know.

Right, it feels pretty good getting that outta my head, I really hope this was entertaining enough to keep you stuck here for the 2 minutes it takes you to read this.

As always, this was AG, wishing you a good morning, good afternoon, and goodnight, love you! <3

-AGHADBEENHERE 2024

[aghadbeenhere]

Waking up, then laying back down.

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG: 2#

Riiight, and we're back! It's me, AG once again talking to you about random things I thought of in the few days since my first post! (Or was it just one day? I dunno, time's a blur for me now.) and today I woke up at 4 in the afternoon, impressiiiiveee! I'm very much aware of the fact my sleep schedule isn't EXACTLY the best and trust me, I've been fixing it!.. A few times.

Sometimes I wake up at 6am, 10am, 9pm.. 3am.. My sleep schedule's more of a roulette wheel at this point, but I think that's alright, it's not like I'm doing anything THAT productive since I do have all the time in the world..

I had some pasta with bolognesa sauce when I woke up, so I'd say that was pretty damn good..

I did spend most of my day thinking about what to write, since my life's not a very EVENTFUL one, I played some games, drew some art, yada-yada..

(this being said art)

I'd say I'm decently proud of it, I'm still struggling to really find my style and how I feel comfortable with drawing.. I think I might go traditional one day, I'd love to carry a notebook around where I just.. Doodle stuff, art pieces, little sketches, notes.. I see a kinda 'charm' in doing that sorta stuff.. And it can really help me just zone out the world around me when I don't feel like it.

But right now I don't really HAVE a world to zone out from, I think I need to go outside someday (in the future, maybe, just maybe) and get some fresh air and think about things, since I haven't gone out in six months or so.. You know, maybe one day I'll go out to sea, I've never been on a boat trip but I think it'd be interesting! I always see some of my favorite shows have at least ONE boat episode (list of shows being: Always Sunny In Philadelphia & Community)

And although they tend to paint it in a purposefully bad light for the sake of humor, I still think about it!

I still think about a lotta things, actually. (Surprising as THAT is.)

Not-so-recently (about.. a year ago or so) a friend I spoke with just blocked me out of nowhere, no message, no notice, they just up and disappeared, and when I attempted contacting them on an alternate platform, I got no response, actually; when I looked at their account, it was entirely clean! A blank slate! No posts, comments, or anything like it! I was SERIOUSLY dumbfounded by that.. Their account wasn't deleted, but the posts were??

I still haven't gotten word from them, and I can't help but at times think as to WHY they just disappeared.. And maybe even think about how it'd be to talk to them again, I know it's a pipe dream, and they may never come back, but I find a sort of comfort in at least hoping for better times, or some sort of closure on that..

But hey, in the probably one-in-billions-or-something chance of them ever coming back, I'd say something like: "Hey man! Long time no see! How ya' been? Why'd ya' disappear?" or something casual, because I would wait 5 years of solitude if I was assured that they'd come back at the end of it, I'd do that with a lot of my friends, they're really kinda why I keep pushin' on and on, and I know that if I just vanished, let go of everything and just gave up;

They'd be disappointed and sad.

SO yeah, that's how I'm still here.

Considering how this is starting to get long and I want to go get some pasta, I'm gonna go for now, but hey, we got a continuation, and we can only hope for a third part.

So, with that, AG had been here, but before they left, they wished you a good day, good afternoon, and good night. (awkward attempt at a sendoff 1#)

-ag

[aghadbeenhere]

Motivation, beginnings, and the why.

AGHADBEENHERE'S UNNAMED BLOG: 1#

Right, so, welcome! This is aghadbeenhere's (also known as AG from now) first ever blog post, we're gonna go over all the topics in today's title as i think that should be made clear, another thing I reckon should be named clear is that I'm really doing this for myself after a good friend gave me the fantastic idea of doing this because I, to put it simply;

HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD.

So why not put that time to use?

Right, so to start things off, MOTIVATION.

I don't have a lot of it, yep, not much, bit of a lazy slob who spends all day doing random things in their bedroom as a way to hold off the unspeakable horror known as Boredom, the Mind Killer.

Me, corageously battling said boredom. (2024, coloured)

But what I'm getting at is that I'm not too sure if this'll be a long project, something I do every now in a while, I think you get the deal, I might be handling this like some sorta journal I leave in one of my drawers for 2 weeks straight and choose to pick back up, that, or something more common, regular posts, but once again; I'm LAZY.

..So we'll need to see.

SECTION 2:

Right, since this IS the first post in the blog, I guess I should do something that beginners do, I dunno, something like an introduction.

...So..

You can call me AG, I have a few hobbies such as: Animating, Drawing, watching movies and lazying around.

I'm not particularily interesting, which I guess may make things difficult moving forwards since I have to write INTERESTING things, but for now, you get this half-assed introduction, so now let's move onto the third topic;

Well, I already somewhat explained my reasoning at the beginning, a friend of mine (hi oni) gave me this idea as something I could do thanks to all the time I got, so what'd I do? i went with it, because I had never written a blog before, or even had a journal of sorts, I decided to use this as a first-time experience! And that's why we're here today, a part of me is still unsure how this'll go moving forward, I'm using tumblr because I don't really think starting up a site of my own for a project which I'm not even sure will be resumed is probably a waste of time, so not like anybody here would mind if I just didn't post after this one.

So.. Yeah, more things may come, more ramblings about things I do, or things that happen, really someplace to set my thoughts down on paper to really figure them out!

And with that, we come to the end of the first post, if you read this.. uh, I hope you liked it! I'll maybe catch you later, and with that, I leave.

-ag.