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Having the wrong kind of people in positions of power such as something as simple as assistant manager in a gas station, can seriously fuck up any kind of good employee you had that is now under that thumb of power. I used to love my job, some days I still do when said people aren’t around for a couple of days. But gosh..when they’re back and saying ugly shit about you and your work ethic..it makes you want to give them the only kind of employee they so wrongly expect out of you. Leaving me feeling incomplete in my work that supplies my means of living…I want out. I just want to be appreciated for the hard work I do that leaves my already aching young body broken at home. Is that too much to ask?

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This post is legendary

no language should be mocked other than french

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They say “Kill them with kindness”, but some people just deserve to live loonng miserable lives.

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So let me get this straight.

If I don't have to talk but I can't sign and if I sign I should talk and if I can't talk I should talk anyway and how dare I refuse.

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The day after my birthday, I couldn't help but think of my dad. When will he die, and for how many days will he have meant nothing to me?

With all the information the internet can provide, I'll never know when that feeling started growing. When it clicked. When it counted.

I can imagine finding out. I can think about listening to the songs he liked and the ones that describe my feelings. I can memorize blurry paintings and wonder if they'll come to mind.

When I found out my grandma died, I had already accepted it. She kind of stopped being herself before then anyway, and maybe I was already mourning.

So there it is, I guess. I can think about how I'll feel when my dad dies now because I've felt it before. He kind of stopped being himself a while ago, right?

I start to wonder, sometimes, if he just wasn't who I thought he was in the first place, but then I have to decide whether I care about the distinction or not. So far, I haven't been ready to answer that question.

It is different though. Because grandma didn't seem to even recognize me anymore. But dad still texts me on my birthday.

And it's different because my fond memories of him have run like water colors while hers only ever seem to drop details like puzzle pieces.

I hope that, by writing it here, I remember that she would have liked that simile.

My dad likes motorcycles. As much as I hate to remember that, I'm just not convinced it isn't important.

A toast, then, to the bitter end.

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Found out today that my hearing loss is not permanent! Obviously, yay, but I don't regret the scare. I'm gonna keep learning asl and continue expanding my knowledge of disabled culture for a brighter, better future for me and those around me. I am safe.

I have hearing loss. I recently realized that, if the audiologist I'm gonna see in a week thinks I need them, I could be using hearing aids soon. At first, I was nervous about having such a visible signifier of disability on me all the time, but @duskycervitaur reassured me. The bigots who refused to believe I was disabled will have to think twice now before calling me a faker.

Also, maybe other people with hearing loss and deaf folk will notice, and we can give each other some solidarity! And I can give some solidarity to someone else I know who uses hearing aids!

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You're really incurious and gullible if you think there's an epidemic of pedophilia in the trans and drag communities. Most drag queens are not even trans women. Most drag queens are gay men, and a LOT of them are 6 foot tall, jacked, black men. These are people who have spent their entire lives being terrorized by cops, the church, and the republican party. They're mostly on the left. They are continually accused of grooming by institutions that simultaneously protect and empower actual pedophiles in their own ranks. They fucking despise pedophiles. A pedophile would have to have to be the world's biggest dumbass to do drag, bulecause drag queens don't fuck around with cops. If you touch a kid and a bunch of drag queens find out, you're toast. You'll have your nose poking at your brains faster than you can say "Hear me out." Trans folk don't abide pedophilia either. I'm sure I can't take most cis men in a fight but I'll make sure everybody knows what you did.

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I think I might turn my blog into a disability positivity blog.

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I'm like, pretty sure I have meniere's disease.

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I have hearing loss. I recently realized that, if the audiologist I'm gonna see in a week thinks I need them, I could be using hearing aids soon. At first, I was nervous about having such a visible signifier of disability on me all the time, but @duskycervitaur reassured me. The bigots who refused to believe I was disabled will have to think twice now before calling me a faker.

Also, maybe other people with hearing loss and deaf folk will notice, and we can give each other some solidarity! And I can give some solidarity to someone else I know who uses hearing aids!

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Same

The Danny Phantom fandom needs to be observed under a microscope the show ended like 10 years ago and somehow y’all just kept it strong?!? I still see new Fanart all the time like what. The shows creator turned out to be a huge dbag, the ending of the show was terrible and somehow y’all still kept it up for like a decade honestly amazed

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DID systems are way more fascinating in real life than the movies that are just like "He was a normal man but he had a really bad day and now Rick the Asshole Personality is here."

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A true story of vehicular queer solidarity. Happy Pride.

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ok NOW we can all freak out marvel vfx workers voted to unionize thank god

article here

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<3 uwu :3

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body neutrality is NOT, "so long as you're happy and healthy, your body is a good body". it's about getting rid of the idea of a "good body" at all. it's saying that your body is A BODY, and having a body is a neutral feature of all humans. it's saying that specific bodies shouldn't be focussed on more than others, because all bodies are bodies

when you say "so long as you're happy and healthy", you're not actually helping. because. unless you've put in the hard work of deconstructing what you think "happiness" and "healthiness" look like, I can guarantee "happy and healthy" is just going to loop back to ableism and fatphobia