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[agust28]

Title: Only You
Pairing: Xu Minghao (The8) x Reader
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Second Chance Romance
Word Count: 1,400 
Warnings: None
Summary: It's been three years since Xu Minghao walked out of your life. Three years of silence, distance, and trying to move on.

A/N: Yall this is rough… but cut me some slack I haven’t written in 2 years! 😫 I promise there WILL be improvement next fic… maybe 😀

Looking from a window above,
It’s like a story of love.

It’s been 3 years since the breakup.
3 years since Xu Minghao decided it would be best to go your separate ways.
3 years since you had any contact with him.

Until one month ago, when you received a text from an unknown number inviting you to a SEVENTEEN concert happening near you.

It’s Xu Minghao, btw.

You, of course, had no reason to believe it was actually him. You hadn’t spoken to him or kept up with anything involving him in all that time.

Slender Men.

A nickname you gave him years ago.
You’d both been lounging around, taking advantage of one of his rare days off. You were scrolling on TikTok when a video about Slenderman came up.

"You remind me of Slenderman," you’d said with a grin.
"Wha-how?!" he’d laughed, as he playfully nudged you.
"You’ve got the physique!"

You accepted the invitation, and he gave you all the information you needed.
The conversation ended after that.

One month passed, with you doing everything in your power not to give a second thought as to why he decided to invite you after all this time.

Listen to the words you say
It’s getting harder to stay
When I see you

And now you're here. Surrounded by Caratbongs, screaming fans, and music. You’re set up in the VIP box, waving your Caratbong, trying to ignore the ache in your heart. But it’s so hard to do when even the smallest glimpse of him sends your brain into overdrive.

Why can’t your heart let go of him after all this time?
Why does it still feel like you love him?

As the concert comes to an end, you can’t help but overthink what happens next. The years you spent trying to forget him vanish as if they never happened.

Lost in your thoughts, you don’t notice a staff member approaching. She apologizes for startling you and explains why she’s there.

“Minghao has invited you backstage after the concert-only if you’re comfortable, he mentioned.”

You gawk at her for too long. She clears her throat, snapping you back to your senses.


“I-I’m comfortable,” you finally blurt, heat rushing to your face. “Going backstage, I mean.”

“Alright, follow me,” she replies, already walking toward the door.
“Wait, now?” you ask.

She turns around, slightly confused.
“Yes, he should be in his dressing room by now,” she mutters quietly, glancing at her watch.

You whip your head around toward the stage (now empty) and notice the crowd making their way to the exit.
How long did you space out?

You quickly gather your things and apologize for the hold-up. She waves it off and leads the way. A feeling of unease and panic builds in your chest. Maybe this will be the closure you’ve needed.

Can’t take no more
Wonder if you’ll understand
It’s just the touch of your hand
Behind a closed door

As you turn a corner, the staff member comes to a halt. She pulls out her phone to answer a call, mutters a few words, and hangs up.

“I’m sorry, but I’m needed at the front stage. Will you be okay on your own? His room is just down the hall.” She points forward and tells you his room number.

“Oh-uh, yes, I’ll be okay.”
She nods and rushes off.

You arrive at his door faster than you’d like.


This is going to take a long time, and I wonder what’s mine.

You stand in front of it, hand raised to knock. Your fingers tremble. Your stomach flips.

This is it.

Before you can touch the door, it swings open.

A month ago, if someone had asked if you still loved Minghao, you might have hesitated… but your answer would have been no.
But now, standing before him—just as beautiful as ever, you know in your heart:
You never stopped loving him.

“Hi,” he says, voice soft and uncertain.

You open your mouth, but nothing comes out.

“I didn’t think you’d come,” he admits, hand still on the doorframe.

“Why wouldn’t I?” you ask

He shrugs. His eyes flicker to the floor, then back to yours.

“Did you enjoy the concert?”
The casual tone in his voice would make a stranger think you were just two friends catching up. Not past lovers still struggling from heartbreak.

“I did.”
You want to say more, but his presence overwhelms you with emotion.
Still, you push through the unease.

“You guys have really improved since the last concert I saw. I didn’t think I’d witness ‘Aju Nice’ being performed about 50 times.”

His giggle fills the hallway. Your heart stutters.
Oh, how you’ve missed that giggle.

And all I needed
Was the love you gave me
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

The laughter fades, replaced by silence.

“Would you like to come in?” he timidly asks.

Your stunned expression must send the wrong message because within seconds, he’s backpedaling.

“I mean-unless you’re uncomfortable with that, which is totally okay!”

“I-”
“We can just keep talking here! No need to stuff ourselves into such a tiny room!”
“But-”
“I shouldn’t have even asked. I totally understand if you want to leave and-”
“Minghao!”

“Yes?” he says quickly, eyes wide.

You smile.

“I’d love to come in.”

His shoulders drop, a soft sigh of relief escaping him.

“I would love to come in.” You smile softly.

You swear you see a glint of hope flicker in his eyes.

“Really?”
“Really.”

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| White noise

Pairing jaehyun x reader

Wc ?

Tags fluff

Notes Feeling like falling behind by laufey lately :) Quickly whipped this up while on shift lol Hope it’s good!

"It’s supposed to rain later," you say while lying on Jaehyun's chest, checking the weather while he scrolls through Netflix. "Really? How hard?" he asks before finally choosing a show. "Pretty hard, I'm assuming. The little emoticon shows lightning," he hums before playfully buffing his chest. "Don't worry, I'll protect you." You smack his chest playfully, laughing at his silliness. "I appreciate the sentiment, but I actually like thunderstorms. They’re calming, especially at night." He bulges his eyes in surprise. "Calming?! You’re crazy," he shakes his head, not believing you for a second. "What?" you laugh. "Seems like someone’s afraid of thunderstorms," you tease. "Pfft, no way!" he exclaims as if he’s actually offended. "I’m just teasing, baby, don’t worry."

Later that night, rain begins pouring down heavily as you and Jaehyun start to get ready for bed. As you finish lathering up your body with lotion, Jaehyun is already tucked into bed, waiting for you. Truth be told, Jaehyun is scared of the rain, more specifically the thunder. But of course, he’s not going to tell you that. So, he stuffs his fear and acts like the knight in shining armor he is for you.

Okay, turns out it is difficult to pretend to be something he is definitely NOT. While you passed out a few minutes after tucking yourself into Jaehyun's chest, Jaehyun has not slept at all. He knows you have to get up early tomorrow, but he also desperately wants to wake you up and comfort him. Lost in his thoughts, Jaehyun does not notice you wiggle out of his grasp. “Jay, what’s wrong?” your croaky voice brings him out of his thoughts. “I'm sorry, baby, I didn’t mean to wake you.” “It’s alright, what’s wrong?” you ask again, worry fully waking you up. “It’s nothing, just…” he feels embarrassed to voice out his feelings but he desperately wants to go to sleep and forget about the thunder. “the thunder kinda makes it hard to sleep,” he expresses so softly, it takes you a minute to comprehend. “Oh…” You didn’t think he’d actually been scared of the thunder, but thinking back to earlier, you should have noticed. Guilt begins to reside in you from teasing Jaehyun even though you weren’t aware of his fear then. “I’m sorry for teasing you earlier. I thought you were joking and stuff…” “No, it’s okay! You didn’t. I’m not like deathly afraid of it.” You both laugh. “I just… it’s just a little hard to fall asleep to it, that’s all.” There’s a moment of silence before you suggest something. “Do you want me to soothe you?” “Yes, please,” his reply comes as quickly as your suggestion leaves your mouth, which makes you giggle a bit. Sleep finally comes to Jaehyun once you lay him on your chest and caress his hair.

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love in the grocery store 2

pairing jaehyun x reader WC ? tags fluff Notes Sorry for the parts I didn't want to but Tumblr had a limit :( Also I literally rewrote the plot like 5 times and have at least 7 drafts In my notes. I wasn’t sure how to link part 2 on the part 1 post sorry again :(

Not even 2 weeks later you find yourself going back. Okay, to be fair, prices were getting outrageously high! You couldn’t keep convincing yourself that splurging on the groceries was better than going back to the forbidden store. Your mind constantly being reminded of the cute employee might have also played a part in the decision, but you’ll never admit that. You had to prep yourself in the car for about 20 minutes before actually entering the store. It sadly didn’t work because as soon as you walk in you wanted to walk out. Think about the prices, think about the prices, think about— “Excuse me,” an annoyed customer shoves you aside. “Sorry,” you squeak out, already embarrassing yourself, and you haven’t walked 5 feet into the store! You exhale before grabbing a cart, which did not fight this time, and head in. You look around trying to spot the cute employee from last time but no luck. You don’t know whether to be disappointed or relieved. Shaking your head, you remember why you’re here, and that’s to get groceries and head out. No detours! Most of your list has been crossed off except for the milk. It was a bit difficult to navigate since you were so used to your old grocery store. You're about to turn the aisle when you accidentally bump into someone. “Sorry! I—” you look up, and it’s like déjà vu. Before your mind can melt into a puddle, he speaks. “Oh hey! You’re the girl who fell into the carts!” His face of surprise morphs into concern. “Are you okay now? You didn’t look too good last time.” Speak, woman, speak! “Yes! I’m okay!” You say a bit loudly, startling him from your enthusiasm. Please universe, just let me shop in peace! “Ah, that’s good! You ran out before I could get a good look.” You look away from embarrassment, hoping this interaction would just end. “Yeah, uh, sorry, it was kind of embarrassing.” He smiles, watching your cheeks blush. “No worries, I totally understand! Well, I’ll let you get back to shopping.” He turns to walk away when you suddenly remember that you still need milk. “Wait! Where can I find the milk?” He turns around and tells you which aisle it’s in. “Or I could just show you? If you’d like.” He rushes the last sentence as if he expects you to turn him down. You nod your head yes, and he smiles widely at that. “Ok, follow me!” You follow next to him as he leads you both to the dairy section. You’re walking side by side when he takes a look into your cart. “You’ve got a cat? I love cats!” You smile brightly at that. Cute and an animal lover? You could melt. “Yeah, one cat and one dog,” you say, pointing to the dog shirt that’s also in your cart. You both continue to share your love for animals before he stops. “Well, this is the milk,” he points towards the wall of milk. You thank him and grab a gallon. From the corner of your eye, you still see the cute clerk standing near you, looking as if he has something to say. As you contemplate whether you should ask if something was wrong, he taps you on your shoulder. “Hi, I probably shouldn’t be doing this but um—” he stops to look around a little uneasy “sorry, I thought I saw my manager.” He breathes out and continues, “I was just wondering if I could have your number?” You’re taken aback because this is the last thing you imagined coming out of his mouth. He takes your surprise as disgust and immediately starts to backtrack. “Sorry! I just thought you were cute! And wanted to have your number to check up on you!” Now you're laughing. “Check up on me?” He sees your smile and visibly relaxes. “Yeah, you know that fall looked really hard. It'd be good to have my number just in case.” You smirk. “In case of what? I fall on your very dangerous carts again?” “Exactly!” He pulls out his phone and hands it over to you, hoping you'd agree to exchanging numbers. And of course, you do! You'd be crazy not to. The two of you exchange numbers and names and bid farewell. You step out with groceries that will no longer cost a leg and a new contact that you'll hopefully keep in touch with.

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love in the grocery store 1

pairing jaehyun x reader WC ? Tags fluff Notes GUYS this is part 1/2 because stupid Tumblr wouldn't let me post without cutting out half. This WAS a jaehyun fic until I realized that I did not even type out his name once lol so I went back and put it in but really this could be for anyone if you want.

As life went on, and you continued to grow older, you wondered why you ever thought growing up would be exciting. Maybe it was all the coming-of-age movies you watched, tricking you into thinking that being a young adult was all about being reckless, going out every day, and spending a week's worth of pay as if it was nothing. Oh, how you wish you could revert back into a baby and have eating and napping as your only responsibilities. Unfortunately, you were an adult and had to make adult decisions, like debating whether it was worth stepping out of your comfort zone to shop somewhere other than your regular grocery store because inflation was absolutely kicking your ass. Spoiler alert: it was. Your friend had suggested KOZ, a new store that had opened up a few months ago. Apparently, it had a good selection of food with cheap prices, and that was enough for you. You entered the supermarket and headed towards the shopping carts. You go and tug on a cart, thinking it would slide out seamlessly. Oh, how wrong you were because immediately you are flung so hard into the carts you'd think a bone or two broke. You hear a loud gasp and footsteps rushing to you. “Are you alright, miss?” You nod while you're curled forward, groaning in pain. “Yeah, I just—” Any words about to leave your mouth vanish as you glance up towards the concerned employee. This might be the most attractive grocery clerk on the planet, and you’ve just made a fool of yourself right in front of him! Maybe paying a bit extra for groceries isn’t as bad as you think. “Hello? Ma'am, are you alright?” He places a hand on your shoulder, peering down at you, giving you a view of his name tag: Jaehyun. Wow, even his name is attractive. No thoughts. Head empty. You were so lost in your thoughts you didn’t notice the crowd of worried patrons start to surround you. You instantly straighten up, starting to feel your face reddening by the second from the attention. “Should I call someone?” The cute employee directs his question to which you shake your head profusely. “No! I’m fine really! Thank you!” you rush to say as you back away towards the entrance slowly. “Are you sure?You look a bit shaken—” “I’m fine! Thank you, bye!” You take off in a second as if you were never there. You are definitely not going there again!

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Ah thank you for the reblog and commenting! 😭🙏

also SAME

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pairing leehan x reader WC 1918 Tags angst and fluff. everybody lived happily ever after no worries. such a drama queen (just like me 😭🙏) Notes can you tell i gave up at the end? i haven't slept in over 24 hours :D i feel like a zombie also i still haven't figured out the request button ugh MISTAKES EVERYWHERE SORRY

It was a cold and windy night as you sat on the bottom of the slide. The reason for you being out in such temperature with only a light sweatshirt and sweat was due to a huge fight with your boyfriend, Leehan. You two had been planning a small, simple date to catch up since there had been much communication between the two of you due to hectic schedules. You reminded him multiple times throughout the week, and each time he would reply, saying, 'I know, don't worry.' It wasn't easy to take time off from your job, especially during the weekend, so it was valid for you to be worried about making sure you both were on the same page.

Then comes the day of the date. You had woken up early, anticipating a message from Leehan, but no luck. You brushed it off, thinking he was just sleeping in. Two hours passed, and still nothing from him. It was nearing the time of your date, and you were already at the cafe you both decided to meet up at. You were starting to feel anxious, worrying if something had happened to him, and he wasn't just ditching you because he forgot. You sent numerous text messages asking where he was, hoping he'd reply. You gave up and decided to call him instead.

Your worry seemed to grow each time you got sent to voicemail and resorted to calling one of his members, hoping they had an answer about his whereabouts. You stumbled upon Sungho's contact first and waited for him to answer.

“Hello?” he's confused as to why you're calling since it's a rare occurrence.

“Sungho! I keep trying to reach Leehan, but he's not answering! Are you with him?”

“Uh, yeah, he's down in the cafeteria.” He's confused as to why you sound so worried and why Leehan hasn't responded to you. Your heart immediately plummets. He actually forgot your date.

“Y/n? You there?” Sungho's question brings you back to reality.

“Do you want me to get Leehan-” you cut him off. “No, it's alright!”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, um, can you not mention any of this to Leehan? Please.” He ponders about whether or not he should obey your request or inform his friend.

“Please, Sungho? It's nothing to worry about; I was just a bit anxious.” Sungho sighs. “…Okay, I won't, but promise to fix whatever's going on between you two?” You let out a sigh of relief. “I will, don't worry.” You exchange goodbyes before hanging up. You stand outside the cafe just a little longer, thinking maybe this was all just some silly prank and your boyfriend is actually on his way. But you knew it wasn't, so you head home.

It's a few hours after the date gone wrong when Leehan shows up at your place. He enters your apartment thanks to the spare key you gave him a while back. He searches the living room looking for you to be lounging on the sofa or reading a book, but you're nowhere to be found. Leehan calls out for you, thinking you're probably in bed since it was late. And he was right because he enters your room and sees you cozied up under the sheets with your phone in hand.

“There you are! I called out for you.” You simply glance and go back to scrolling on TikTok, scoffing under your breath. You can't believe he had the audacity to come over after ditching you and ignoring all your attempts to contact him.

“Hello? Are you ignoring me?” he teases as he waves his hands trying to get your attention.

“What?” you ask aggravated, watching him laugh. As if there was anything to laugh about right now! His smile is immediately replaced with a frown. “Did I do something wrong?” his brows furrowed, trying to think what he could have done.

“Do you seriously not remember?” Your emotions are hitting all at once, and before you know it, there are tears running down your face. “I can't believe it,” you mutter and push past him. “What? Why are you crying? What's wrong?” he's panicking, trying to figure out what he's done to make you cry.

Before you can make it to the front door, he catches your wrist, and his heart clenches at the sight of your tears. You attempt to look down and rid your tears, but it's no use. “Our date? The one we've been planning for a whole week? The one I kept reminding you about!” you burst out in anger and sadness. His eyes immediately widen in realization.

“I can't believe you forgot! I tried calling you and texting you! You never answered! I was so worried something had happened, so I called Sungho just so he could tell me you were with him the entire time!” Sungho talked to you? And didn't even tell him?

“Do you know how embarrassing it was for people to come up and ask for a chair, and for me to say, ‘No sorry, it's for my boyfriend,’ just for my boyfriend not to show up!” he's trying to process everything and get some words out, but you immediately snatch your wrist back and try to make a run, but he throws himself between you and the door.

“Wait! Please let me explain!”

“No! Move!” you try shoving him, but no success. “I'm sorry! I'm so sorry, please just wait!” You let out a frustrated cry, attempting one more time to shove him before giving up and turning your back to him. While you have your back turned, Leehan pulls out his phone with shaking hands, wondering why he wasn't aware of your calls. The blood drains from his face when he realizes his phone had been on DND. He turns it off, and instantly, all your notifications appear on his screen. He understands now why he didn't receive a good morning text like normal. He brushed it off, thinking you had a busy schedule and eventually forgot all about you. Instead, he immersed himself in his work, not bothering to check his phone at all. Until now.

By now, you've moved to the couch, head hung low, and shoulders shaking. Clear indication you're still crying over all this. He rushes to your side and tries to call out for you, hoping you'd give him a chance to explain, but you just shake your head no. You two sit there in silence, your sobs now subsided. He desperately wants to fix this but thinks you should speak first. That is if you even want to speak to him. He thinks maybe he should say something when you announce that you need space.

“Okay, I'll leave-” you cut him off. “No, I'm leaving. I- I need air.”

“Now? It's way too late for you! I'll leave; you stay,” he starts walking towards the door when you rush past him and make your way outside. “No, Leehan, I'm leaving!” you don't even give him a chance to explain before quickly disappearing.

You end up in a park late at night, slight regret seeping in due to the cold weather and eerie silence. But honestly, you're too consumed with your thoughts to really care. After gathering your thoughts, you realize now you may have overdone it with the dramatics and giving him no chance to explain. But it'd been so long since the two had an actual date and talked to each other other than the daily good mornings and 'have you eaten' messages. You were starting to get worried that the two of you were drifting apart, and sooner or later, Leehan would come to the conclusion that you guys were better off as friends than lovers.

Still in your thoughts, you fail to notice the footsteps coming your way. After you stormed off, Leehan mentally smacked himself for letting you leave in the cold late night and sprung into action. He got himself a blanket and beanies before bolting out the door. It took at least 10 minutes before he considered calling the police to start a search party for you when he spotted a familiar figure sitting all alone. He lets out a sigh of relief and rushes towards you.

“Hey,” a deep voice startles you, and you instantly get up, ready to make another run for it when you register that it was actually your boyfriend. You sit back down and turn your body away from him.

“You found me,” he hums and asks if he could sit. You shrug, which he takes as a yes, and drapes the blanket over you. You let him because honestly, you were two seconds away from becoming a statue. You're internally scolding yourself for leaving in such flimsy clothing when he speaks.

“I'm so sorry for forgetting our date. I promise I didn't ignore you on purpose. My phone was on DND, and I didn't notice, I swear. I wondered why I didn't get a good morning text from you, but I brushed it off thinking work was holding you up. I didn't want to bother you, so I let it go and eventually forgot all about it once I was called to the studio. I haven't checked my phone all day, I swear!” He glances over to you, wanting your reaction, but you're still turned around.

“I- I'm sorry; I know none of that excuses me missing our date, but I just want you to know I didn't ignore you on purpose. I love you; I would never do that,” his voice turns into a whisper towards the end due to the built-up emotions he didn't know he had. “Y/n, say something, please,” he begs with tears starting to form.

You try to stand your ground and toughen up, but your body betrays you, and before you know it, you're sobbing again. Leehan rushes to wrap his arms around you, and you let him because it feels like it's been eternity since you've held each other. You end up on his lap with the blanket wrapped around you both and his hands running through your hair to calm your sobs.

“You wanna talk about it?” he breaks the silence, and you want to shake your head no, but you know you can't avoid this forever. This time you break the silence and get out everything that's been bottling up inside of you. He stares at you dumbfounded, wondering how long you had been holding that in. Guilt fills his mind just imagining you having doubts about your relationship. He internally scolds himself for not noticing any of this sooner. Tears start to form again as you take in his dumbfounded face for something else.

“Oh no! You really are gonna break up with me, aren't you!” that brings him back to you and rushes to deny such a horrible claim.

“No, we are not breaking up! Stop thinking that.” he continues to soothe you before a gust of wind reminds him that they are still outside in the freezing cold.

“Let's go inside and talk about this,” he gently whispers and gets up carrying you back home. Once you're settled inside and warmed up, you discuss all the doubts and worries about your relationship while Leehan reassures you that nothing will break you apart. Although it'll take a while to get your relationship back to how it was before, it's all worth it if you have each other.

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Doubts

pairing leehan x reader WC 1918 Tags angst and fluff. everybody lived happily ever after no worries. such a drama queen (just like me 😭🙏) Notes can you tell i gave up at the end? i haven't slept in over 24 hours :D i feel like a zombie also i still haven't figured out the request button ugh MISTAKES EVERYWHERE SORRY

It was a cold and windy night as you sat on the bottom of the slide. The reason for you being out in such temperature with only a light sweatshirt and sweat was due to a huge fight with your boyfriend, Leehan. You two had been planning a small, simple date to catch up since there hadn’t been much communication between the two of you due to hectic schedules. You reminded him multiple times throughout the week, and each time he would reply, saying, 'I know, don't worry.' It wasn't easy to take time off from your job, especially during the weekend, so it was valid for you to be worried about making sure you both were on the same page.

Then comes the day of the date. You had woken up early, anticipating a message from Leehan, but no luck. You brushed it off, thinking he was just sleeping in. Two hours passed, and still nothing from him. It was nearing the time of your date, and you were already at the cafe you both decided to meet up at. You were starting to feel anxious, worrying if something had happened to him, and he wasn't just ditching you because he forgot. You sent numerous text messages asking where he was, hoping he'd reply. You gave up and decided to call him instead.

Your worry seemed to grow each time you got sent to voicemail and resorted to calling one of his members, hoping they had an answer about his whereabouts. You stumbled upon Sungho's contact first and waited for him to answer.

“Hello?” he's confused as to why you're calling since it's a rare occurrence.

“Sungho! I keep trying to reach Leehan, but he's not answering! Are you with him?”

“Uh, yeah, he's down in the cafeteria.” He's confused as to why you sound so worried and why Leehan hasn't responded to you. Your heart immediately plummets. He actually forgot your date.

“Y/n? You there?” Sungho's question brings you back to reality.

“Do you want me to get Leehan-” you cut him off. “No, it's alright!”

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, um, can you not mention any of this to Leehan? Please.” He ponders about whether or not he should obey your request or inform his friend.

“Please, Sungho? It's nothing to worry about; I was just a bit anxious.” Sungho sighs. “…Okay, I won't, but promise to fix whatever's going on between you two?” You let out a sigh of relief. “I will, don't worry.” You exchange goodbyes before hanging up. You stand outside the cafe just a little longer, thinking maybe this was all just some silly prank and your boyfriend is actually on his way. But you knew it wasn't, so you head home.

It's a few hours after the date gone wrong when Leehan shows up at your place. He enters your apartment thanks to the spare key you gave him a while back. He searches the living room looking for you to be lounging on the sofa or reading a book, but you're nowhere to be found. Leehan calls out for you, thinking you're probably in bed since it was late. And he was right because he enters your room and sees you cozied up under the sheets with your phone in hand.

“There you are! I called out for you.” You simply glance and go back to scrolling on TikTok, scoffing under your breath. You can't believe he had the audacity to come over after ditching you and ignoring all your attempts to contact him.

“Hello? Are you ignoring me?” he teases as he waves his hands trying to get your attention.

“What?” you ask aggravated, watching him laugh. As if there was anything to laugh about right now! His smile is immediately replaced with a frown. “Did I do something wrong?” his brows furrowed, trying to think what he could have done.

“Do you seriously not remember?” Your emotions are hitting all at once, and before you know it, there are tears running down your face. “I can't believe it,” you mutter and push past him. “What? Why are you crying? What's wrong?” he's panicking, trying to figure out what he's done to make you cry.

Before you can make it to the front door, he catches your wrist, and his heart clenches at the sight of your tears. You attempt to look down and rid your tears, but it's no use. “Our date? The one we've been planning for a whole week? The one I kept reminding you about!” you burst out in anger and sadness. His eyes immediately widen in realization.

“I can't believe you forgot! I tried calling you and texting you! You never answered! I was so worried something had happened, so I called Sungho just so he could tell me you were with him the entire time!” Sungho talked to you? And didn't even tell him?

“Do you know how embarrassing it was for people to come up and ask for a chair, and for me to say, ‘No sorry, it's for my boyfriend,’ just for my boyfriend not to show up!” he's trying to process everything and get some words out, but you immediately snatch your wrist back and try to make a run, but he throws himself between you and the door.

“Wait! Please let me explain!”

“No! Move!” you try shoving him, but no success. “I'm sorry! I'm so sorry, please just wait!” You let out a frustrated cry, attempting one more time to shove him before giving up and turning your back to him. While you have your back turned, Leehan pulls out his phone with shaking hands, wondering why he wasn't aware of your calls. The blood drains from his face when he realizes his phone had been on DND. He turns it off, and instantly, all your notifications appear on his screen. He understands now why he didn't receive a good morning text like normal. He brushed it off, thinking you had a busy schedule and eventually forgot all about you. Instead, he immersed himself in his work, not bothering to check his phone at all. Until now.

By now, you've moved to the couch, head hung low, and shoulders shaking. Clear indication you're still crying over all this. He rushes to your side and tries to call out for you, hoping you'd give him a chance to explain, but you just shake your head no. You two sit there in silence, your sobs now subsided. He desperately wants to fix this but thinks you should speak first. That is if you even want to speak to him. He thinks maybe he should say something when you announce that you need space.

“Okay, I'll leave-” you cut him off. “No, I'm leaving. I- I need air.”

“Now? It's way too late for you! I'll leave; you stay,” he starts walking towards the door when you rush past him and make your way outside. “No, Leehan, I'm leaving!” you don't even give him a chance to explain before quickly disappearing.

You end up in a park late at night, slight regret seeping in due to the cold weather and eerie silence. But honestly, you're too consumed with your thoughts to really care. After gathering your thoughts, you realize now you may have overdone it with the dramatics and giving him no chance to explain. But it'd been so long since the two had an actual date and talked to each other other than the daily good mornings and 'have you eaten' messages. You were starting to get worried that the two of you were drifting apart, and sooner or later, Leehan would come to the conclusion that you guys were better off as friends than lovers.

Still in your thoughts, you fail to notice the footsteps coming your way. After you stormed off, Leehan mentally smacked himself for letting you leave in the cold late night and sprung into action. He got himself a blanket and beanies before bolting out the door. It took at least 10 minutes before he considered calling the police to start a search party for you when he spotted a familiar figure sitting all alone. He lets out a sigh of relief and rushes towards you.

“Hey,” a deep voice startles you, and you instantly get up, ready to make another run for it when you register that it was actually your boyfriend. You sit back down and turn your body away from him.

“You found me,” he hums and asks if he could sit. You shrug, which he takes as a yes, and drapes the blanket over you. You let him because honestly, you were two seconds away from becoming a statue. You're internally scolding yourself for leaving in such flimsy clothing when he speaks.

“I'm so sorry for forgetting our date. I promise I didn't ignore you on purpose. My phone was on DND, and I didn't notice, I swear. I wondered why I didn't get a good morning text from you, but I brushed it off thinking work was holding you up. I didn't want to bother you, so I let it go and eventually forgot all about it once I was called to the studio. I haven't checked my phone all day, I swear!” He glances over to you, wanting your reaction, but you're still turned around.

“I- I'm sorry; I know none of that excuses me missing our date, but I just want you to know I didn't ignore you on purpose. I love you; I would never do that,” his voice turns into a whisper towards the end due to the built-up emotions he didn't know he had. “Y/n, say something, please,” he begs with tears starting to form.

You try to stand your ground and toughen up, but your body betrays you, and before you know it, you're sobbing again. Leehan rushes to wrap his arms around you, and you let him because it feels like it's been eternity since you've held each other. You end up on his lap with the blanket wrapped around you both and his hands running through your hair to calm your sobs.

“You wanna talk about it?” he breaks the silence, and you want to shake your head no, but you know you can't avoid this forever. This time you break the silence and get out everything that's been bottling up inside of you. He stares at you dumbfounded, wondering how long you had been holding that in. Guilt fills his mind just imagining you having doubts about your relationship. He internally scolds himself for not noticing any of this sooner. Tears start to form again as you take in his dumbfounded face for something else.

“Oh no! You really are gonna break up with me, aren't you!” that brings him back to you and rushes to deny such a horrible claim.

“No, we are not breaking up! Stop thinking that.” he continues to soothe you before a gust of wind reminds him that they are still outside in the freezing cold.

“Let's go inside and talk about this,” he gently whispers and gets up carrying you back home. Once you're settled inside and warmed up, you discuss all the doubts and worries about your relationship while Leehan reassures you that nothing will break you apart. Although it'll take a while to get your relationship back to how it was before, it's all worth it if you have each other.

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Sucker for you

Pairing riwoo x reader WC 322 Tags pure fluff Notes 2nd fic! Hate this but also love it but also hate it. Also im trying so hard to get the ask a question button on my page but it wont appear! UGH! help

"It's so cold," you say as you and Riwoo stand in line for a nice cup of hot chocolate. "Here, gimme," Riwoo says, enveloping both your hands with his.

"What are you doing?" you giggle.

"Warming you up," he says, rubbing both of your hands so fast it could start a fire. It's been a while since your last date, so you suggested, "Let's go ice skating," remembering a new rink had opened up near you. You were beginning to regret your decision.

The queue for the rink had been too long, so to pass the time, you guys decided to wander around, which led you to a food truck selling all sorts of hot treats. You're deep in thought when Riwoo pulls you into his chest. "Woah!" you exclaim, startled from the sudden pull, before humming in contentment. The both of you rock side to side, enjoying each other's warmth, but the sound of a zipper brings you back to reality.

"Are you trying to trap me in your jacket?" you tease as you're squeezed between his chest and jacket.

"You've been shivering so much. I told you to wear a bigger jacket," he scolds.

"You know it would ruin the fit," you pout as he simply rolls his eyes at your stubbornness.

Finishing up your hot chocolates, you head for the rink and spend a good while skating and catching up on everything. When it starts to get chillier, you decide to call it a day and head home. As you walk home, you notice Riwoo deep in his thoughts, and before you could question him, he speaks.

"I'm sorry we haven't spent much time together," he says with a frown.

"It's okay, it's not your fault," you raise his hands to kiss his knuckles to show it really was okay. He blushes and shies away from your affection. But you know deep down he's a sucker for your love.

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REM

Pairing leehan x reader WC 289 Tags pure fluff Notes My first fic for bnd! This is so shit but i suddenly got the urge write a fic. Excuse the thousands of mistakes.

It was another night of restless sleep. You didn't know why it was so difficult to fall asleep these days, but after three hours of tossing and turning, you finally gave up and headed for the kitchen. "Maybe a cup of tea would help," you thought to yourself. You started up the coffee machine quietly while searching for some sweets to go with your tea. After grabbing some tea and crackers, you headed for the balcony. Maybe some fresh air would help ease your mind. You were placing your mug and crackers on the coffee table when suddenly you heard the balcony door open.

"You scared me," you said with a hand on your chest. "What are you doing here?" Leehan said, ignoring your previous statement. "I couldn't sleep," you sheepishly said. "Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you." "It's okay," he said, walking towards you to bring you into a hug. "What's wrong? Why can't you sleep?" he said while running his fingers through your hair. You sighed because honestly, you didn't know either. Nothing was bothering you. Your mind just wouldn't stop running like a hamster on a wheel. You said as much. He hummed while you both stood just embracing each other.

"C'mon," he says, dragging you to one of the balcony chairs. He plops down on a chair with you on his lap. You both sit there for a while, quietly rambling about the most random things every few minutes. Leehan is in the middle of talking when he hears quiet snores. He looks down with a gentle smile, realizing you've finally fallen asleep. He slowly gets up, leading both of you to the bedroom. "Love you," Leehan murmurs as sleep takes over his body.

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looking for army and onedoor moots 😭🙏

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I wish friends held hands more often, like the children I See on the streets sometimes. I'm not sure why we have to grow up and get embarrassed about it.

-Anna And The French Kiss