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[Rahool voice] Ah yes, the two Disciples. Daddy Long Legs, and Ketamine Ape

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hmmm. falling under the service of captain misraaks, who miraculously does NOT kill you. he DOES make you bust your ass working and being useful, though. it's a little much. so maybe, you think, getting on his good side will help him ease up a bit.

you take note that sucking up and being pathetic isn't going to do it, both on the account of how it's gotten his foes AND his own dregs nowhere, and. well. you frankly find it a bit distasteful and manipulative on your part. that, and... well. he's not an idiot...

he's worse. instead, he is a cruel, calculating brute with mommy issues.

thankfully this is both doable and hot to you, because you also have issues. better than hating every second of this though, right? you wonder if he thinks of you as a "useful eccentric pet" rather than one of his own idiots. it would at least explain why he's not treating you quite as bad despite the still present indifference. you wonder if this can be used as leverage.

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update: the horrors use she/her pronouns <3

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is that piece of media actually bad, or is it just not following the blueprint you projected onto it? is that work actually not good, or are you just demanding something from it that is absolutely antithetical to its themes, genre, tone, and narrative goal? is that story actually poorly written, or do you just dislike that it is not the specific things you wanted from it that it never set out to be, never was, and never is going to become? is it actually bad, or is it actually well-executed and you just dislike the story it chose to be because it isn't catering to your specific desires and expectations?

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Where do you think I drew the inspiration from. Eramis is my favorite character do you know how many bug tits I have seen. How many snatched waists and thick asses with carapace slapped on them. How many human dicks the size of my forearm with massive balls strapped to an alien and colourshifted to match in my quest for good tasteful eliksni porn. I'm dying squirtle

had a brainwave last night about how awful the alien dildo designs must have been pre-friendly contact in the Last City and just had to draw it for...reasons

(as a biologist, drawing the left image physically hurt me. so now i must inflict it all on you too)

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had a brainwave last night about how awful the alien dildo designs must have been pre-friendly contact in the Last City and just had to draw it for...reasons

(as a biologist, drawing the left image physically hurt me. so now i must inflict it all on you too)

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The Lighthouse

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every time I see that god damn sniper rifle all I can think is "hey lil mama lemme whisper in your worm"

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y'know, I think you can do a coherent reading of the Witness as an analogy for generative AI and now I've thought it I can't unthink it... (I do not think this was the intention of the writers but it kinda fits)

the Witness is incapable of creating anything original, anything it makes is just a remix or mockery of other things. It's soldiers, the Taken, the Shadow Legion, the Scorn, the Wrathborn, even the Hive, are all twisted versions of things that already exist - the Hive are a species it changed. The Dread in Final Shape are looking to be warped versions of different species.

It's pyramid ships are terraforming parts of the Earth right now, and Terraforming is something that the Traveller does, but the Traveller brought life, while the Witness can only turn things into a sterile place devoid of life. It rages against the Traveller because it wouldn't give them purpose, never understanding that purpose is what you create for yourself - the same way AI bros want to make art without actually doing any of the work or having any of the inspiration

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my new Riven of a Thousand Voices tattoo!!! designed and inked by Necromandi on instagram! 🥹💜 (she took a lot of inspiration from my own art hehe)

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EUROPA in DESTINY 2: BEYOND LIGHT (2020) • dev. Bungie

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5 Things Every Destiny Player MUST Do Before The Final Shape

Spend all of your Legendary Shards

Get the Dredgen title and equip it

Gild your Dredgen title

Recolor every weapon and armor in your collection with the Gambit shader of your choice. (I prefer Gambit Emerald.)

Plan your day one TFS raid attempt for June 7th. When the first three team members join your fireteam, say "Let's warm up real quick with some Gambit!!" and launch into the activity.

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Glint: Remember, you haven’t spoken to him in a long time, so just keep it light and casual! You can use our conversation starters if you get in trouble. :)

Young Wolf: 👍

Crow: Light and casual, got it… (exhales) Thanks, guys.

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Crow, gay panicking: I’M GOING INTO LABOR

Jolyon: ?!?!?

Glint: HE’S PULLING THE PREGNANCY CARD THIS EARLY??

Young Wolf, observing through binoculars: If he u-turns the topic back to supply runs we might clutch this.

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Absolutely in love with this dialogue from the midnight coup quest. Number one character of all time.