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― Madeline Miller, Circe

[text ID: When I was born, the word for what I was did not exist.]

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&. 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬.

( this is basically just a very self indulgent list of various fluff, angst, and suggestive themed dialogue sentence starters. )

❛ i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me. ❜

❛ i’m trying to fix your hair, so hold still. ❜

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you’re not as bad as everyone says you are. ❜

❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ 

❛ clean yourself up. you're getting blood all over the place. ❜

❛ here, give this a try and tell me what you think. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ working together again, it’s just like old times. ❜

❛ how is it you always know what i need, huh? ❜

❛ you’re lucky you got away with only a scratch. ❜ 

❛ i can’t imagine losing someone like that. i’m sorry. ❜

❛ you know you can always talk to me. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ so, what do i owe this pleasure? ❜

❛ ah, so you aren’t heartless after all. ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜ 

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break. ❜

❛ enemies make the best lovers, you know. ❜

❛ hold still. this might sting a little. ❜

❛ we can't keep doing this. ❜ 

❛ you look like you've got something to say. ❜

❛ just relax and let me take care of you. ❜

❛ thought you’d be lighter without all that blood. ❜

❛ i had it under control. you didn’t need to do that. ❜

❛ everything looks so beautiful from up here. ❜

❛ you treat all your ladies like this? ❜

❛ well? how do i look? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ do you mind if i smoke? ❜

❛ i’m scared of ending up alone. ❜

❛ i don’t think i’ve ever seen you smile. ❜

❛ how long has it been since you've slept? ❜

❛ you are losing my interest, and that’s very dangerous. ❜

❛ i’d suffer hell if you’d tell me what you’d do to me tonight. ❜

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ i’ve never cared for anyone the way i care for you. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ just a few more stitches and you’ll be as good as new. ❜

❛ i’d say we make a pretty good team. ❜

❛ i want you to forget this ever happened. ❜

❛ i'm here for business — not pleasure. ❜

❛ if i didn't know any better, i'd say you were jealous. ❜

❛ you'd look better down on your knees. ❜

❛ fine, keep acting like you hate me. ❜

❛ kiss me again. ❜

❛ are you asking me out on a date? ❜

❛ just sit there and look pretty and let me handle this. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜

❛ i'm not drunk enough for this. ❜ 

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ i was wrong about you. ❜ 

❛ the first time i met you, i had no idea you'd mean this much. ❜

❛ you gonna be a good girl / boy for me? ❜

❛ i’m not afraid of you. ❜

❛ books mean more to me than people anyway. ❜

❛ i just wanted to say thank you for protecting me. ❜

❛ how about a kiss goodnight? ❜

❛ i don’t have time for distractions right now. ❜

❛ you shouldn’t be out here by yourself. ❜ 

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

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would like to note that circe has no real moral scope; haven't decided where she falls on the dark triad but i know for a fact that she will seek power for herself above anything & everything else. she will trip, skim, hurt, maim, traumatize, anyone & anything to get to the top ... & there's no one that can / will stop her from reaching that goal. this 'completeness' is something that she shares with her two sworn enemies ( hippolyta & diana ), whereas they would seek peace & love above other prospects. i'd like to think that's the only thing she truly respects those two for. the completeness to one emotion / one goal & being so driven towards it that it becomes your purpose in life.

adding on, nothing drove circe towards this life-path / way of thinking. she has made up lies to help others sympathize & grasp some of her psychopathy or violence ( two separate branches of her personality ), but it's just that. lies. she was always going to end up here. hurting something or someone in the name of power & place blame on others.

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ANYA CHALOTRA as Yennefer of Vengerberg in The Witcher 3.01 🍎

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＊ 𝖽𝖺𝗌𝗁-𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒,      iteration of CIRCE.. brought to you by vendetta.

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₍ 🎞 ₎   the  great   (2020 – 2023)  rp  starters  ! featuring violence, explicit language & mature themes . some lines have been slightly adjusted for rp purposes .

if the crown fits ... take it.

i promised myself a great love. that didn’t work out. 

you fired something in me, and when i look at you now, i must have you again. 

i have carried a romantic idea of people all my life.

it was an act of love, not an act of betrayal.

i saw a great love as a kind of perfect love. maybe it's not.

you're delusional about people, about the world.

that is your great gift. but it's a curse as well.

we cannot change without cost, even if it is our own.

you are always seeking for me to look at reality. well, i am, and it's horrifying. 

it is a flaw for a leader to want love so much.

you don't believe in me. i've spent my life trying to get you to.. and you just don't.

the worst thing in life is to come up against your own limitations and stumble.

i can't stop loving you when you talk, it rushes me.

no morality, no philosophy, just win.

i think you have a large appetite that is not constrained by morality.

you are complicating me.

a great love, like a great country or a great leader even ... is a flawed one.

not as fun as me. because i am known for being fun.

it's .. close to enough.

you do this, and you can't come back. i mean it.

there are many versions of you, and you know i'm the only one who sees them all.

i never thought being doomed would feel so pleasant.

i am fucked. i have decided to embrace it.

sometimes you just take the next step and the path appears. 

i look at you ... and my heart breaks. for your pain. for your sorrows.

i will not live a powerless life.

i do not wish to avoid bloodshed. what part of that plan do you not understand?

sometimes i'm so clever, i have to take a breath not to become dizzy.

i think i was angry because no one has ever not liked me.

there is no other way. i am a prisoner here.

you think me more naive than i am.

we are always not quite as good as we wish.

i don't want to kill you. you're not a bad person.

i could kill you. you are a bad person.

you're so sweet sometimes, i could just kiss you on the nose.

people underestimate the joy in suffering.

it wasn't destiny that did it. i did it.

i'm not scared, and i'm not holding your hand.

you're lying, which is both out of character and really annoying.

i am as good as dead here. that's why i have nothing to lose.

i will not be at your, or anyone's whim.

i wondered what had happened to you! well, wondered might be too strong.

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noticing.

"You're really happy."

"Your laugh is so... I missed it."

"So when did you meet them?"

"Hey. Want to talk about it?"

"That's not your usual order."

"I didn't think you liked (item/flavour)."

"Since when?"

"You're in loooove."

"Those scars... [Name]."

"How long have you been hiding it?"

"It's your favourite."

"I thought I'd find you here."

"This is your spot, right?"

"When you're upset, you do this... disappearing thing. You're doing it right now."

"Where did you go?"

"How are you feeling?"

being noticed.

"How did you find me?"

"It's been a pretty great day."

"I didn't know you knew that."

"That's... my favourite."

"Yeah, I've... I think I met someone."

"It's not like that!"

"It's just -- I fell."

"Oh my god. Lay off, okay?"

"I like to come here when I need to think."

"I don't know. Just needed some air."

"How do you notice this stuff?"

"You're not my mum/dad/parent."

"I didn't think anyone was coming."

"I didn't know if you'd actually show up."

"Thank you, by the way."

"Thank you, for being here."

"I don't know what I would have done if I'd been alone tonight."

"Better. Now that you're here."

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" TO BE EATEN ALIVE, " BY MARIAH THE SCIENTIST. PT. 1. ( lyrics taken from mariah's newest album & lightly adjusted for your writing prompt needs. )

HEAVEN IS A PLACE ON EARTH.

in the end, we regret the chances we don't take.

maybe it's best to make some mistakes.

i got shit to lose now.

all the blood, sweat, and tears put in this throne i built by hand.

stuck wit' you under blue skies.

i only promised you my love will never change.

wish you told me that it would've been this dangerous.

one day i'll be home to kiss you on your forehead and tell you that i'm sorry.

at least i held you down and played my part.

GOOD TIMES.

should've known you'd die in color.

lord knows i've tried to see if i'd see it in your eyes.

i'd be a fool to believe you'd let me rule your world.

don't wanna hear you say that you love me when i know you don't.

FROM A WOMAN.

i close my eyes and trust your plan.

i thought i seen it all before.

here's to someone i can depend on.

sent from above, i am convinced.

seems like you changed your mind, and it's showing.

i roll the dice and take a chance.

if it isn't luck, i guess love exists.

40 DAYS N' 40 NIGHTS    / / /    FT. VORY.

it's hard enough learning to let you go.

hate the fact that i can't leave you alone.

i should've listened.

how come you never check on me?

how come you're the first thing on my mind when i'm lonely?

--- but i wasn't ready for it

does that bring back all your memories?

is that the only way you remember me?

all because of you, i can't love again.

do you ever think about what you did to me?

i ain't even good for myself these days.

oh, baby … i ain't even good.

OUT OF LUCK    / / /    WITH KAYTRANADA.

believe that i'm all out of luck, love.

baby, have you lost your mind now?

if you treat me right, you won't need another lover.

would you make me believe?

i'm all out of luck.

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⠀(        ＊ 𝖽𝖺𝗌𝗁-𝗈𝗇𝗅𝗒,      𝗌𝗂𝖽𝖾𝖻𝗅𝗈𝗀   𝗍𝗈    @𝗀𝗂𝗋𝗅𝗈𝖿𝗐𝗈𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋.        ＊      )

vendetta's  iteration  of  detective  comic's  𝖢𝖨𝖱𝖢𝖤,  the  self-proclaimed  goddess  of  sorcery.  based  heavily  on  multiple  literary  adaptations;  focusing  on  circe's  overall  villainy,  headcannons,  mythos,  dynamics  within  the  amazonian  hierarchy  &  greek  pantheon  -  instead  of  canon  plot—points.    this  page  contains:   generational  trauma,  mental  illness  (  mentions  of  manipulation,  violent  tendencies,  unfathomable anger..  ), internalized misogyny,  the occult,  murder,  death,  war. follows back from main account.    𝖠𝖵𝖨𝖣  𝖴𝖲𝖤𝖱  𝖮𝖥  𝖷-𝖪𝖨𝖳  &  𝖫𝖮𝖢𝖪𝖤𝖣  𝖳𝖮  𝖡𝖤𝖳𝖠-𝖤𝖣𝖨𝖳𝖮𝖱.

///                  𝖨𝖭𝖥𝖮.                 𝖬𝖤𝖬𝖤𝖲.                 𝖯𝖨𝖭.