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Myth Vs. Reality

Didn’t I realized, moment will come 

Into the depth of CAN’T I will be drowned

Pins in my heart aching each day

When I heard the worst news that gloomy day

How can I manage to believe 

Our forever in this lifetime can never be achieved

I can’t be with you, though you are with me

I can’t hear your voice in this vague reality

How can I make my self fine

With the truth that you will never be mine

When life gave us so much promising signs

But now, from the reality trying to make myself blind

With All the can’t I have in me

I don’t know if still i can see

A happy future with a family

To a guy who’s far from being thee

How I wish all the I CAN’T I have within me

Is nothing but just a myth vs. reality

But I know the time will finally meet me

When I need to open my eyes to the bitteness of reality

@aibeloved Copyright 13November2018 

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My Dearest Honey, 

Why life is so unfair?

Why cant I be happy just like when you were still here

Why do I need to live life without your breathe in my void atmosphere

Why life is so unfair? I missed your heatbeat, your cute lips, i missed when your eyes wink I missed your loud laugh, your tight hug, i missed when your hand massage

I missed myself a year ago now and I missed you to forever 

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Can I just die? Please.

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Sadly, not today.

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No wonder I killed lots of cockroaches series of times.

Fun Psychology facts here!

[aibeloved]

Sometimes I wanna run to you, like lovers do...

But we are not and we will never be... 

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So me.

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Sorry, Self.

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The only thing worst than loving someone who doesn’t love you back, is them finding out about it.

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Heartbreaking

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Mastered this already

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