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prettylittlegreentea🍵

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Anybody else ever feel like they’re not making progress and then just get mad about the fact that you did this to yourself in the first place?

I made myself this fat, I made it this hard to get to look halfway decent. Like...why did I do this?!

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I will never understand how years ago I could barely eat 10 grapes without feeling full and now I can demolish half a bag of Hershey kisses with out a second thought. I want my old brain back 

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current weight: “wouldn’t hurt if you didnt eat today”

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🖤leg thinspo🖤

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YES.

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THIS!!!

It's like I know I shouldn't feel like this with people I care about????

But also......If I'm not the skinniest one I will in fact want to rip my skin apart ✌🏼👅

everytime anyone i know says they’re gonna lose weight, my ed goes crazy and makes me feel so competitive against them? the idea of someone becoming skinny before me is so scary and makes me so angry with myself. 

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This is one of the worst feelings in the world

Y’all I think I’m fatter than I thought

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Workout Routine 💫

Warm-up

💢2min running in place

💢50 jumping jacks

Stomache

🌹30 second plank

🌹20 second side plank

🌹30 bycicle crunches

🌹25 side scrunches

🌹25 hip raises

🌹30 pushups

Booty/Legs

💧20 squats

💧20 leg raises

💧50 tippy toes

💧20 squats

💧20 leg raises

💧50 hip raises

💧50 squats

💧1min wall sit

Cardio

🔥100 jumping jacks

🔥2min running in place

🔥100 jumping jacks

(do that every night)

Daily Stuff

Each morning: 20 squats

20 jumping jacks

20 crunches

Before weightin: 30 tippy toes

Using the bathroom: 20 squats

Before eating: 10 situps (repeat after meal) 30 crunches

Before going out: 20 squats

20 jumping jacks

💫 ❣ ️💫 ❣ 💫 ❣ 💫 ❣ 💫 ❣ 💫 ❣ 💫 ❣ 💫 ❣ 💫

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Restarting this blog because I realized I'm a fat piece of shit who seriously needs to get her shit together ✌🏼👅

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i’m not fat, i can see my ribs without sucking in, i have prominent collarbones, a thigh gap, a defined jawline, i can see the bones in my wrists.

but i’m not skinny either, my thighs are huge and jiggle when i walk, my stomach isn’t flat, my calfs are huge, my chin is fat when i look down, my arms jiggle, and i cant wrap my fingers around my arm with one hand.

can my body make up its MIND ???

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Day 3: A picture of your thinspiration. What features do you like about this person?

I don’t have any particular person that comes to mind with thinspo. But here’s a picture that inspires the hell out of me, she’s my goal