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6/20/21

Your moans are driving me crazy. I have to take my hand off my dick or else I’ll cum.

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“It’s days like this that make me know that I love you. It’s everyday that I love you.”

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My bf is content that I push the shopping cart for him, make boxed mac and cheese for his dinner, and hold his hands when they’re cold. The bar is set low with this one.

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Okay but drunk Aizawa out at dinner with the other teachers and Mic needs to input a new phone number into his cellphone for him so he sticks out his hand and is like “let me borrow your phone for a sec” and Aizawa’s too far gone and doesn’t understand so instead he takes his hand, kisses his palm, smiles, and then passes out on the table. All the teachers are speechless and Mic goes into a silent gay panic. Midnight eventually breaks the silence by whispering, “I knew it...”

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@burrito-aizawa-sensei  :) Forgive me.

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read about this dumbass adding salt to his chocolate by @kakashifan9

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3/30/2020

I was trying to make a fluffy omelette and I didn’t have an electric mixer so I tried to whisk the egg whites by hand. I ended up doing it for 40 minutes (lmao) and I still couldn’t manage to get the foamy, creamy texture. Now my wrist hurts like a bitch and the pain woke me up overnight. I’m sure it’s going to happen again tonight.

The in place shelter has also been getting to me. It really show that even though I don’t go out often, I still use my breaks to catch up with friends and go outside to chill. I’m starting to worry about clinical hours, too. Since the program is accelerated, we already cram a lot of information into one year. I really need more floor experience because I feel extremely unprepared. Really hoping things work out.

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Concept: Teen Mic doing all the cliche shoujo things with Aizawa before they officially start dating:

Mic giving Aizawa his uniform jacket when he falls asleep in his lap as a blanket. 

Mic letting Aizawa sleep on his shoulder while riding the train home because he doesn’t want him leaning on anyone’s shoulder other than his own. 

Mic sharing his umbrella with Aizawa on a rainy day so they’re blushing while bumping shoulders. 

Mic comparing his hand size with Aizawa’s to see the size difference and then realizing how close they are to intertwining their fingers and holding hands. 

Mic and Aizawa sharing a bed together during training camp because they were short a futon and they’re both unable to sleep because of how nervous they feel sleeping back to back.

Mic getting up close to Aizawa’s face to tell him how amazing he is even after he loses a fight and then they realize they’re super close to each other so they quickly step away blushing.

Mic and Aizawa getting tangled in Aizawa’s capture weapon during training and Mic ends up tied face to face with his crush trying not to think about how close he is to kissing him.

Mic realizing how he’s slowly falling in love with Aizawa after seeing him smile for the first time when seeing a cat at the animal shelter together.

Mic winning a cat plush for Aizawa from a crane machine because he could tell Aizawa wanted one and Aizawa names it Mic Jr.

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During an early mission as a new hero, there was a time when 18 year old Aizawa was out on his patrol in the middle of the night and encountered a villain with a mutation quirk attacking a citizen. Aizawa quickly springs into action and tries to detain him, but during the fight he fumbles with his capture weapon and the villain manages to pin him to the ground, his rough arms wrapped around his neck, knocking all the air out of him. Aizawa struggles to get free, fighting against the villain who was slowly suffocating him and probably a minute away from breaking his neck. He starts growing desperate when his vision starts to blur, his lungs feeling like they would explode. Panic nearly takes over and he finally remembers the knife strapped to his back, grabs it with his trembling hand, and blindly stabs the villain who was on top of him.

Blood splashes over his face as the villain gurgles incoherently. Aizawa finally manages to kick the villain off of him, gasping and sputtering for breath. He weakly turns to the villain and with wide eyes, he realizes that he had rashly stabbed anywhere he could, desperate to get free. In his hurry he had blindly stabbed the villain in the jugular.

When another pro hero finally appears on the scene, they find Aizawa trying his best to stop the wound from bleeding. The villain had already died minutes before the hero’s arrival. Once things had been cleared up and Aizawa had quietly given his statement about what had happened that night to the police force, he stumbled home, throwing his capture weapon and dirtied knife onto the floor of his doorsteps. As he goes to the bathroom to clean up, he turns and sees his face and hero costume soiled with blood. He hurriedly takes off his clothes and spends an hour in the shower cleaning himself off.

That night, Aizawa lamented on his hero status. He lied in bed, eyes red from crying. He didn’t feel like a hero that night. More than anything, that night he felt like a villain. Aizawa never forgave himself after that, hardening his logical judgement even further to ensure mistakes like this would never be made again.

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White Day

I had an idea for a fanfic but I don’t have the strength to write it so I thought I’d jot it down and maybe get to it in a year or two.

Aizawa and Mic are in their first year of high school and Mic ended up giving Aizawa chocolate on Valentine’s Day. At the time Aizawa didn’t think it meant anything because Mic was always so friendly to him anyway. He assumed they were just obligatory chocolates.

But then White Day rolls around and Midnight is like “so are you going to finally respond to Mic’s feelings?” and Aizawa’s like “wtf are you talking about?” So Midnight has to give him the low down that Yes Mic Gave Him Honmei Choco (true love chocolate… or in Mic’s case confession chocolate).

Aizawa’s like “um no he didn’t” but Midnight finally tells him that the chocolate Mic had given him had been a whole different type compared to the ones he had given to everyone else. It was probably an expensive brand name and of course Aizawa doesn’t know shit about stuff like that.

So Aizawa feels bad and kind of embarrassed that he might have hurt Mic’s feelings by not replying to his confession when he had received the chocolates from Mic on Valentine’s Day. Never in a million years did he think his best friend would return his feelings anyway.

Aizawa tries to go shopping for chocolate before White Day, but he gets confused by all the brands and he can’t tell the difference between cheap vs expensive chocolate. Not wanting to accidentally buy Mic cheap chocolates, he decides to make his own chocolate for him. Midnight had already convinced him that was a more common “romantic” thing to do anyway.

Aizawa nearly blows up the kitchen and does stupid things like microwave tin foil. But He’s A Hero So He Makes It Work.

White Day rolls around and Aizawa asks Mic to meet him at the training grounds after class and he’s sweating bullets while Mic thinks they’re just going to train.

Aizawa gets to the training grounds early and he’s standing there awkwardly gripping a baby blue chocolate baggie with a white ribbon tied around it, shuffling in place from nerves.

That classmate who bullies Aizawa from the Vigilante manga finds him there and being the jerk that he is, he ends up trying to pick a fight with him. Aizawa’s aloofness ticks him off even more and in the end he ends up making Aizawa drop the chocolates, stepping on the bag and ruining them.

Aizawa stands there in shock over it as the classmate taunts him about it. Mic eventually arrives and tells the guy to scram and asks if Aizawa is okay. He sees Aizawa staring at the chocolates on the floor and quietly asks him who those were for.

Aizawa just shrugs, still looking at the ground and only replies with “today’s white day”. Mic puts two and two together and picks up the bag of chocolate and takes one out to eat it.

Aizawa sputters and is like “DON’T EAT THAT!!” but Mic ends up swallowing it. He coughs and is like “omg did you use salt instead of sugar???”

And Aizawa turns bright red because how the fuck did he mess up so badly??? But Mic just turns to him, smiles and says he loves them and he really hopes they’re Honmei Choco. Aizawa blushes and just nods his head slightly and apologizes for not realizing that the chocolates he got on Valentine’s Day were a confession from Mic. Mic doesn’t care because at least they’re dating now. He also wants to finish the rest of the destroyed, salty chocolate. Aizawa berates him for wanting to do that as Mic holds his hand to walk them both home.

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Hizashi moves to America after high school to get his hero career started and after about a year or so he returns to Japan. Of course one of the first things he does once he comes back is hang out with Shouta. He goes over to his best friend’s house and they order take-out, open some beers, and just start catching up with each other. There’s a lot of friendly banter and many stories about how their hero work is going, some light-hearted ones, some darker than needed. Eventually they both get quiet and Hizashi tells Shouta that while he was in America, he realized he didn’t want to move his life over there even though he was so sure that it was what he wanted after he graduated from UA. Shouta asks him why and Hizashi turns to him, takes a deep breath, and says, “Because you weren’t there.”

Shouta’s eyes widen slightly and then he rubs the back of his neck, embarrassed but also secretly happy that Hizashi cares so much about him. Hizashi eventually continues and talks about how he missed Shouta so much while he was overseas and how he couldn’t have a life away from him. It felt unnatural to be away from someone that he had spent almost everyday with while they were in high school. He ends by telling Shouta that he had fallen for him and the distance between them made him realize that.

Shouta’s speechless for a moment before muttering, “You’re only saying that because you’re drunk.”

“I’ve only had two beers. What kind of lightweight do you think I am, Mr. Black-Out Drunk?” Hizashi retorts, mildly offended that Shouta thinks that he can’t hold his own liquor.

After they talk it out and Shouta is convinced that Hizashi is telling the truth, Shouta admits that he also really missed Hizashi while he was away. He had even considered taking a trip to America just to visit him and maybe, just maybe even scout out if he could possibly make a life there too. He then turns to Hizashi and glares at him, making him swear never to tell anyone about that.

Hizashi laughs, leaning in to share a kiss with Shouta, the lingering taste of beer both on their lips.

“You better remember this in the morning, Shouta,” Hizashi says, before gently pushing him down onto the couch to continue kissing him.

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@burrito-aizawa-sensei Anbu Aizawa for you.

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Vigilante Aizawa is such a huge kink for me. No more baggy tracksuit, he wears hoodies to hide his face. Instead of his scarf he uses ropes and even though he tries not to, he isn’t above choking a villain to death with it if he needs to. He has thigh holsters to hold knives and he wears black gloves to help prevent rope burn and to not leave fingerprints around while he works. Also a batman makeshift fanny pack to hold more goods like pepper spray, a tazer, lock picks… and it’s rumored that if you look closely there’s a cute fat cat sticker on it.

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1/6/19

If I’ve been struggling with something for years, I think it’s time I let it go and move on. I want to let myself be happy too and at this point I think I’m the only one whose still in pain over it all. It’s a clear sign that it’s time to let go because it’s gotten very toxic for me.

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1/5/19

Lately terrible memories have been resurfacing about a past event with someone. At the time that it was happening it was terrifying and extremely painful. It was a thought that haunted me nearly every hour of the day and it followed me around for months until I decided to cut everything off. It was still there, the thought always so close to me, giving me bouts of extreme anxiety and panic attacks throughout the day.

It was so unbearable and even though I know I’ve gotten much better from how I felt during that time, the feeling of dread and anxiety still comes back and I find myself thinking about what happened more often than I should. It’s so stupid to think that I have PTSD from something so mundane, something that didn’t really have anything to do with me LMAO. But nonetheless it still hurt me so much and at the end of the day I wish I had said something sooner and even more so, I wish I had never been told what was going on.

It’s a struggle to get past the negative memories and even more so deciding on how to manage them. Right now it seems impossible to just forget what happened after how terribly it affected me, but I need to remember that I’ve been in this state before, a time when I was stuck on something that someone had already long moved past (or maybe never even realized how I felt). During that time I thought I was trapped forever, subjected to feeling that way forever and to live with those constant anxiety attacks, crying over something that had hurt me years ago, something that shouldn’t be able to hurt me now. But it doesn’t bother me anymore. Somehow I found closure about the situation without consulting the other person involved, I found an answer that let me move forward. 

Honestly the solution to moving forward now is just to accept that the situation made me extremely uncomfortable, yes it gave me the worst anxiety I had ever felt. The things that built up and the terrible fall out was for the best. It really was and the more I think about it, I don’t regret what I did.

I’m going to be okay. I’ve chosen not to interact anymore and I’m going to stick with that decision. There’s no need to wonder where they are anymore or what they’re doing. I don’t need to check social media anymore for them. I’m ready to move forward and even though these anxious memories will follow me around for a bit more, I know I’ll find closure at one point and one day I won’t even understand nor care to think about why it bothered me so much at this time.

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A simple little Kakashi for the colder weather.

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what do you think of my first inktober contribution for this year? 10/10 amiright???