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Things to do to feel dark academic

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Annotate a book

Write a rant with sources

Watch an opera

Analyze a Shakespeare character

Watch an opera

Research a scientists

Write a horrifying short story

Take a walk and people watch

Create your own philosophy

Do a tarot reading

Read about old surgeries

Research conspiracy theories

Learn the basics of a new language

Think about something from a new perspective

Build models of things

Press flowers and leaves

Write a letter (to the editor, perhaps)

Make some tea and think

Pick a discovery and research it

Research psychology

Research a philosopher

Find research papers on obscure topics and read them all. Focus on methods

Make a (secret) club

Research poisons

Take photos of forgotten places

Tea stain paper

Think about the futures of nations

Think about alternate histories

Hide notes around your room (and other places)

Watch a noir movie or a deep movie

Write notes to historical figures

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actual husband and wife

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👀🖤

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i never knew why people cared so much about their best boy until i got a best boy myself

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tony stark: is soft and loving with his child, never raising his voice at her and always listening to what she has to say while never being condescending; is the father he wishes his own was and is always ready to be affectionate and gentle with morgan.

me tearing up in the cinema: fucking superb you funky little metal man

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spills the truth

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the Truth™

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“You’re leaving? That’s surprising. No, it’s not surprising. I get it.”

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Just some of my favorite Johnlock evidence for you all

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My friend told me she knew someone where if they were ever together everyone assumed they were in a relationship and she would say she wasn’t interested but he would always stay silent because he liked her and all I could think of was

and don’t forget:

so if there was ever any doubt in your mind (which I’m sure there wasn’t) here’s a real life example of someone showing the same symptoms Sherlock does for not denying your romantic attractions

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DO YOU SEE THIS??? HMMMMmm

Look at how gentle John is being when Sherlock is holding his hand. Look at how perfectly their hands are together. Even though in this scene, John is extremely mad at Sherlock and upset with him, just look at how relaxed his hands are, being held with such care and gentleness as if they would break at the touch of a finger. Sherlock has completely given in to John’s hands, observing his arm for scars and bruises. Sherlock rests his thumb on the John’s hand and John’s thumb wraps around Sherlock’s hand, yes of course he could very well be holding it for support but why would Sherlock need it? The way that they’re holding hands just makes me feel all the feeeeeels. This scene might have a deeper meaning. Sherlock did not need to let Johns hand into his but he did and he consciously held it. Sherlock missed John so much that maybe the touch of John’s warm hand would make him feel something other than pain. Sherlock needs John to feel human, to feel emotion and to calm himself down. Yes, it all could be for naught and this post very likely is useless and silly but this could have a deeper meaning. Sherlock craved John’s attention and wanted him back but John didn’t want to see Sherlock so Sherlock reverted to drugs, yet when he is given, what he believes, could be the only chance to know what it feels like to hold John’s hand and to be in the present, with John and not in his head, to be living in this second, consciously thinking about the feeling of Johns hand. This also could just be the holding of hands for the only purpose and only meaning of — John knowing that Sherlock is constantly addicted and Sherlock is just letting it happen, but sometimes these things could mean more, or seem to mean more and maybe weren’t supposed to mean more.

Anyway thank you for taking the time to read this (for those of you that did) and please do keep in mind that I understand that this is more than likely just a scene like any other with no deep meaning but this is just what I interpreted from the scene and the way everything went down here.

Now carry on with your moving like Jagger and your bippity-boppity-booing. EDIT: THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR 1000 NOTES IT MEANS SO MUCH ❤❤ So much love for all of you x

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Henry Miller, Tropic of Capricorn

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my brain, refusing to focus: hm… this paragraph… i do not vibe with it

me, crying: please… please just fucking process the words on the paper

my brain, acting like a dramatic bitch: it’s vibes are wrong. i cannot read it.

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i miss them a lot :(((

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Stop what you’re doing. Reblog if you should be sleeping or doing work.