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I was beat up really bad a few days ago. I tried to leave but he followed me out and kicked me in y back got on top of me hammer fstd me in my temple nose and even bit e. I was in a really dark place I've spent the past few days sleeping crying I was so close to killing m6s3lf.I might have but these two beautiful women were here for me thank you so much @hypotheticalbabe & @misstorimayes

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@misstorimayes @redhot_tori is the best! She doesn't have a website and that's not right so until this changes and it needs to, this is now the Tori Maye's fan page she's the best and saved my life! I love you so much #torimayes

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This is the phone number f the piece of shit that sucker attacked me his name is Jared Lee I'm calling the cops on him tomorrow I've decided I'm pressing charges on him getting him blocked from being able to come into my community and filing a restraining order on him

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I meant to post his the other day but been too depressed to I'm coming on #record as of #july19th2016 I'm gongobn #record @misstorimyes @redhot_tori is the #thebest #one #sheis so #beautiful #insideandout and that #makes her even #morebeautiful #thank you #torimayes #iloveyou and #oweyou a #huge #debtof gratitude I #honestly don't think I would've made it #through this #withouther #thereis #nothing I wouldn't I do for her

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I just wanted to let @musstorrimayes @redhot_tori @hypotheticalbabe and @jjonesy_dabs @jeffreestar that I love and admire you all so much but I can't think of a reason to not end it

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My life has been full of sexual abuse physical and mental abuse my whole life is pain I'm tired of hurting um tired of being alone I really can't think of any reason to hold on & keep going. I did want to say @misstorimayes @redhot_tori although you've been in my life a short tim3 I see your duty and you have been the one thing that's brought me joy and happiness. I know I don't mean too much to you as you don't know me but I just wanted to say thank you & I love you

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I got a Instagram message saying that some one reported me cause they think I'm going to hurt myself, so I think I'm just gonna delete all my accounts this needs to happen

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How #fuckedinthe uh dad #dhave to be when you're #smokingweed and I at even get myself to #stoprying

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I have four cigarettes and one bowl. I'm gonna lay around and smoke until I have one Lt ten I'm gonna smoke my bowl then my last cigarette then I'm going to take all my sereqeul I tried and triedto think of a reason not to so my next post will be of me taking them goodbye everyone. Turned off my GPS on my phone so no one can find me and stop me

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See that I take the pills no more pain no painful way to die I just take them and fall asleep forever no more mental pain no more emotional pain no more feeling like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster with my emotions a rollercoaster from hell that won't stop no more physical pain just eternal sleep sounds Luke a no lose situation to me! I wonder if I take the pills and post it then maybe I'll be known for something first online suicide

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This is my last post tweet whatever to I figure out what I'm going to do I'm not a knife girl I'm not a gun girl nor hanging these are 81 200mg sereqeul tablets. So I will make it through this and if I'm not back on then you know I opted out. Be good to one another people good bye going to sleep and not waking up feels comforting

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One lat post until I figure out what I'm going to do to myself, just wanted to show the bites gotten worse

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In in the deepest #darkest I've ever been #imsounhappy #icantstopcrying #icanteventhinkhow I make the world a better place withoutt me I have some thinking to do I'm turning off my GPS I have 90 200 mg sereqeul so I'll ether get over this or this is goodnye

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This is exactly where I'm.at right now. The sad thing is I feel like I deserve it, and that there's no other option for me!

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#instagram #ustagramfollowers #twitter #twitter #twitterfollowers #facebool #tumbler #flikr if you're my #friend #followet #whatever do #yourself a #favor #unfollowme #unfroend me I'm #famagedgoods #ypuall will be #waybetteroff #withoutme #inyouelifes #bye WS nice #knowing you all

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I can not stress enough this is not to get attention I am more unhappy than I've ever been in my life I have no friends left over from childhood. I ave a total of three friends, two of which are family I fucked over @tsravenroxx #tsràvenroxx #ravenroxx. Said I stabbed her in the back and I'm the common denominator in that and she's right! Theses pills are serrqeul 200 mg I have 90 of them I'm taking a social media break I got to figure out if I want to live anymore? Maybe I'll be back if not have a nice life by

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I did the most horrible thing to #ravenroxx and the guilt and pain has not gone and she sa7d I was a psycho and I'm the common denominator in this I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of being sad so I'm ending it I think a mix of xamax & serequeul will do it. Anyone that has shown me Kimber dress that k you cause there's not been much kindness and happiness in my life so thank you and good bye (at Americana Estates of Casco)