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Update from Jo

Hello everyone. 

I thought I'd let you know that the funeral arrangements have been made, and so far, The wake is going to be new years day the funeral the next day. 

I wanted to make sure that you all got the memo from me saying that I wanted you all to be apart of the wake in some way. I am open to taking small messages I can print off and put in her casket, some of you have requested songs to be played for her at the wake. 

So far we're playing "Isn't it A Pity", "What is Life" and "Behind that Locked Door" By George Harrison, and "Let it Be" and "Hey Jude" by the Beatles at the wake, and I am completely open to play an hours more worth of music.

At the funeral, we will be playing "All Things Must Pass" by Harrison and "In My Life" by the Beatles. 

I dont know why I am posting all of this, but it's a bit TMI for you guys... but it helps to not just keep it all inside. 

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Thank you. You're Dylan, right? Oh, I hope I'm right. Of course, Annie merely referenced to you as "My Sher". I am sorry to be such a bad news bringer. I'm sure Annie is watching over you just like she is watching everyone whom she loved. 

OOC: From Jo (Annie's twin, for those of you who don't know.) If you've talked to/know Annie, you should take the time to read this.

Hi guys… uhm… 

I really don’t know how to tell you guys this.

I don’t know what to say to make it okay either…

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Please, please please do not be furious with yourself! Annie wouldn't want that in the first place. It's not your fault that you didnt see the post. Everyone needs a good whine every once in a while, and just because you were having a bad day doesnt mean that you were being selfish or anything like that. You just didn't see it. Simple and plain. I don't want you being mad with yourself because of that, and neither would my twin. 

Love, 

Jo

((Do you? Someone on my dash passes away, really and truly is gone…and all I’ve done in the past 6 hours -besides nap- is whine. I didn’t even know they died until I happened to look it up. But the message was posted nearly at the same time as my first whine.

So no…I’m not ok. I’m furious with myself and can’t sleep.))

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I am signing off for the night. 

Thank you all for the messages of support and love. Annie definitely had good taste in friends. I'll more than likely be on tomorrow, seeing as I'm making the funeral arrangements... and I want you guys to have a part in it if you so wish. I want memories, prayers, song you'd like to see played, anything. If Annie has to be put to rest, I believe that you all deserve to send her off as well. So, if you have a story, memory you'd like to have told at her wake or funeral, or a song you'd like played at the wake for her, please please please let me know.

~Jo

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I am so, so sorry everyone. 

I feel like I've ruined everyones day by telling you all what's happened.

But, I feel like I should have told you. If I hadn't, you wouldnt have known... and I think knowing, in the end, is much better than never knowing at all. 

I am so sorry, again for this. 

All my love, 

Jo

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It's beautiful, thank you so much.

My friend said I could give this to you. Her URL is endless-grim and she made this by hand. I don’t know if this will help, but I hope so.

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Aw thank you.

This means a lot, really it does.

And I’ll make sure Jo sees it.

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From Jo (Again)

There are a certain few of you that are particularly special to Annie. And me being the anal twin, I have to make sure that you know how loved you were. I apologize for not knowing all of your names, and I am so sorry for your loss. There are some of you that I am going to tag in this post, and those of you should reference this post, and then know that Annie loved you particularly, and talked of you often.

I want you to know that in particular, Annie loved you and talked about you all the time, and it was nothing but good things. And on the days where she was in the hospital and I was typing for her, I could see why. All of you are in her favorites, and a few of you have permanent spots in her tabs, where she kept them open and simply refreshes them to save time. And if any of you ever replied privately to her asks, I'd like you to know that she kept all of them. She spoke of you all as if she had known you for years on end, and as if you were one of the family. As far as she was concerned, you were her family, and therefore you are now apart of my family. 

I love you just as Annie loves you, and I am here for you as we all begin this healing process. 

Love, 

Jo

P.S. I'm going off of who I've heard about in tagging this, so if I didnt tag you, that is my fault. Annie loved everyone she talked to here.

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Thank you. Really. You have no idea how appreciative I am of that. Losing Annie... is like having half of myself die. But I am sure that if we are all here to support one another, we can heal.

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I will also be checking in on this blog periodically, so if you’d like to talk to me, I will be around for you.

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Thank you Jo

and just know that all of us who knew Annie? we’re gonna be with you through all this okay?

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She spoke about Sable often, wishing she could think of a reason to get her character and yours together in an RP. She found Sable very funny and enjoyable, and Im sure she was incredibly fond of you as well.

Hi guys… uhm…

I really don’t know how to tell you guys this.

I don’t know what to say to make it okay either.

A few weeks ago, we were cleaning out Peter’s house, some of the last things to go were some of the big furniture. Annie was cleaning out his drawers, and in...

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You are in no way being selfish, I promise you that. I'm sorry that I have to be the bringer of bad news.

Hi guys… uhm…

I really don’t know how to tell you guys this.

I don’t know what to say to make it okay either.

A few weeks ago, we were cleaning out Peter’s house, some of the last things to go were some of the big furniture. Annie was cleaning out his drawers, and in…

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I am so sorry, Sarah. I know that Annie loved you particularly. She thought you were a wonderful person and an awesome friend. She talked about you often and really loved the way you portrayed Charlie. I caught her more than a couple of times just reading your drabbles and roleplays with other people. She was very, very fond of you.

Hi guys… uhm…

I really don’t know how to tell you guys this.

I don’t know what to say to make it okay either.

A few weeks ago, we were cleaning out Peter’s house, some of the last things to go were some of the big furniture. Annie was cleaning out his drawers, and in...

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OOC: From Jo (Annie's twin, for those of you who don't know.) If you've talked to/know Annie, you should take the time to read this.

Hi guys… uhm… 

I really don’t know how to tell you guys this.

I don’t know what to say to make it okay either. 

A few weeks ago, we were cleaning out Peter’s house, some of the last things to go were some of the big furniture. Annie was cleaning out his drawers, and in the sock drawer was a ring and a letter he intended to give to Annie when he proposed. Annie has been so distraught lately.. and it all exploded in a huge fight between her and mom. She went back to Peter’s house, and she took a bottle of sleeping pills, causing herself to overdose. Teresa found her the next morning, on Peter’s bed, ring on her finger. She wrote us all a note, explaining that she was done. She was done trying to be happy in a world where she could no longer see the light. That even after months of trying to be happy with the help of pills and therapists, she could see no light at the end of the tunnel. She asked me to tell her Tumblr family that she was sorry for being so weak. That she loves each and everyone of you. Anyone she has talked to, she loved. 

I will continue to run this blog in her memory. I dont know about her RP accounts just yet, but if I decide to, I will run them to the best of my abilities. 

I am so sorry, guys. Even though I have to bury my twin- my better half and best friend- you have lost a great friend. I am sorry to be the one to tell you. But, in the end, I think Annie is now happy. She is with Peter and Emily Therese, the two people she wanted with her so desperately. Not to mention that Becky is there to welcome her. I fully believe that my twin is at peace, and that I will see her again, after I am old and gray. I know she watches over all of us, her chosen family, the one’s that loved her just as ferociously as she loved them. 

Please, please do not think that you could have done something. Annie hid this from everyone. Do not blame yourself and think that you could’ve/ should’ve noticed something. Annie wouldn’t want that on your heart. Her entire world had crumbled around her, and she saw no way of rebuilding it. 

Remember Annie the way she should be remembered: loving, kind, mature, wise, sarcastic, happy, and above all remember that she loves you. Yes, she LOVES you. Present tense, because even though Annie is no longer with us, and her spirit is departed from her body, the love she felt for every single one of you is so intense that it will always be around. 

The ones who love us, never really leave us. They live in your heart, protected by your memories. They live on, forever young inside of you, guiding and protecting you in ways unseen. 

My apologies and undying love,

Jo <3

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"Just two more people left." Alessa smiled, growing tired. Seeing/Hearing all these messages takes a lot of a person. "A woman... close to your height. Bright red hair.. and she's very blunt." Alessa laughed, looking entirely amused by the redheaded woman next to the doctor. "Donna Noble? Is that right?" she looked at the Doctor. "This woman's a pistol, Doctor." she laughed, watching the woman with eyebrows raised. "She calls you her blockhead." 

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Alessa listened carefully. “She says… ‘I regret nothing, and that whatever happened to me… it was never your fault. That anyone who’s travelled with you, it was never your fault if you lost someone. Because we chose to go.’” Alessa smiled at the doctor sadly. “She’s hugging you, Doctor. She really loved you. She doesnt want to see you feeling badly because of things you can’t control.” She said, watching The Time Lord. 

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Alessa winced, grimacing. "That... doesn't seem fair though, no matter what you may have screwed up... that seems a little harsh as a punishment." she said quietly. "I would hate to have that happen to me."

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Alessa smiled and continued to lightly rub his head. "So... What exactly are you hearing?" She asked, highly curious.

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She placed the cool cloth on his forehead, gently massaging his scalp. "Any better?"

One second his thoughts were quiet.

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Alessa nodded and rushed off, grabbing a cool towel and a glass of water on her way. "Here." She said, handing him three Advil.

One second his thoughts were quiet.

The...