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2004 Tamagotchi collector cards, featuring the adorable genius Mimitchi 💕

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People really be simping for Endeavour when he literally looks like this

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Emonga’s expression✨

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I never thought I'd be that weeb who loses sexual attraction for real people and only feels that way towards 2d characters, but here we are 🤷‍♂️

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おひるは冷やし中華♪暑くて食欲がない時でも、ちゅるちゅる〜って食べられるよ！

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korilakkuma 

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@mysweetayachan

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I feel sad everytime I wake up. everything's going to shit and I don't know what to do. I wanna hurt myself so badly to just relieve some of the stress and I can't. I just wanna cut up my arms and legs again. I wanna kill myself in the most painful way possible, because in the end I'd rather be dead than empty. God. this hurts. I don't wanna seem needy, but I want someone to text me occasionally, maybe ask if I ate, if I drank water, if I slept well. I feel bad for wanting that. I don't deserve that. I wish I would just die

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愛

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Finally got round to playing Killing Harmony...this is how it went

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*please don't interact, this post is purely so I can vent and get things off my chest without anyone I know irl seeing*

I'm honestly so exhausted from my mental and physical health issues and I just don't know how much longer I can carry on. I absolutely dread waking up every morning because I can't bare to face another day feeling like this, and I just no longer see the point in trying to make my life better when I know it'll just turn to shit or result in horrible failure. I'm trying to force myself to accept I'll never get better, I'll always have a mediocre life, I'll never have the beautiful house and nice things I want, I'll never have my own business, and just that my life will never be worth living. It's hard to accept all of these things though, and in turn that makes me feel even worse.

Living with no job, no income, awful mental health issues and no prospects for my future is breaking me down more and more every day, and I can't take it. I don't want to suffer like this anymore.

Please let me get the courage to end my life.

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Wave PVC-ABS Dream Tech ; Natori Sana from Sana Channel (さなちゃんねる)

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Kirby Milk!!

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