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SOLSTICE

Chapter 5 of Seasons of Love by Shahara Solstice It's been almost half a day, just sitting like a rock and staring at the embossed name on the black tile. My bruises are all healed. Some minor broken bones are alreay treated and maintained. My body looks fine and healthy. Half a year have passed but still the pain from six months ago is still lingering on every corners of my heart. I sleep in extreme misery. I wake up in nightmares and damp pillows. Everyday for me is a cycle of complete agony and I don't have any idea as to how I can rise from drowning in tears. It's like I'm already hanging on the edge of a cliff with only a mere flower to hold unto, only that its roots are too strong to even let go of my grip. I blew a deep breath for the nth time. My feeble hands reached the cold tile mounted on the green grass. I grazed the cursive letters of the name that I missed saying out loud with a carefree tone. Every touch brings out series of flashbacks. I won't mind recalling them all every now and then for it holds wonderful memories that I have no guts to forget. Shin Daisy Lux. The woman I loved for years, and will continue to love til forever. “I miss you,” I whispered as gentle as the autumn breeze. There's no more tears. Months of crying every night probably dried all the tears, not even a single drop was left. But the pain is still here. So painful that I can't shed a tear anymore. “I wish I can see your face again just for this day,” I continued. “But I know I can't. No matter how much I think of you, I can't bring you back.” Again, I stared at her tomb. I don't know how many minutes I've been staring at nothing until a hand touched my shoulder. “Let's go, Azi. It's nearing sundown. Time for your meds,” her voice sounds authorative and I slowly get up from sitting. I faced Doc Ashley then extended my palm. She pushed her blonde hair to her back before handing me two white pills and a bottle of water. I intaked the meds in one gulp. Antidepressants. I've been taking them for the past months as what a shrink have consulted. At first I didn't even lay a finger on the bottle of medicine. I mean, what's the point? If being depressed can kill me then that would be in my favor. I want to end my life on my first weeks of being alone. Until Doc Ashley came knocking on my door and pointed a huge syringe, threatening me to take the antidepressant if don't want to be pricked by the terrifying needle. Since then she had been my companion. She became my shoulder to cry on. Her savage attitude somehow gave a little bot of hue in my dark world. “Come on, before I drag your ass out of here and hang you at the back of my car,” she rolled her eyes as she led the way outside the cementery. My lips curved into a tight smile. I faced the orange pastel colored sky and its cotton clouds. Closing my eyes, I whispered in shallow breaths, “Til we meet again, Shin.”

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BISEXUAL LOVERS                              CHAPTER 5                                    by:Alexa

In the Philippines all of one has no idea that Alex was in the Philippines ether Kim. Because Alex want to surprise to everyone especially to Kim, Alex was very excited to see her friend even though that she have a girlfriend and almost 3 yrs that she had now. Until such as a time that the reunion is coming so all of us was very excited especially Alex because she saw her best friend again. Then suddenly Alex and Kim was meet each other in one place so that Alex was very bless until Alex invited to Kim to have a dinner in the most favorite place of Kim and so that is CARMELLA’S BULALO STORE.

                              “AT CARMELLA’S BULALO STORE” 

Alex:How are you right now Kim?                                                                          Kim:I’m fine and also I’m so very thankful because of GOD I have this that I had right now and also because of you.                                                                        Alex:What do you mean that because of me you have this what you had right now?                                                                                                                      Kim:Yes, because of you I had this now and also thank you very much because you are part of my journey at all even though you hurt my feelings, but its okay.   

Alex:Ohhhh!! sorry for everything that the time that I hurt you.                            Kim:It’s okay and also I’m fine right now. By the way Alex do you have a something boyfriend or girlfriend?                                                                         Alex:Yes,and we are almost 3 yrs. How about you?                                              Kim:Me? I’m still single because their’s one person that I wait, but suddenly I know now that she have a girlfriend now.                                                              Alex:Don’t tell me that......                                                                                      Kim:Yes, you I still loving you even though that you have a girlfriend now.

Suddenly a few hours Kim wanted to go home right now because many of works that waiting to her and so that Alex and Kim was arriving to go home now. 

                                                 “AT HOME” 

Kim:Bye Alex..!                                                                                                        Alex:Bye Kim see you in reunion.                                                                          Kim:See you too Alex....                             

                                                 “AT REUNION”  

Alex waiting Kim in the outdoor and she saw a beautiful girl that coming into her. So that Alex was very amaze to her special someone and that is Kim. And then the party is begin......Alex decided that she want to dance the one person that she had now...

                                         “AT THE DANCE FLOOR” 

Alex:Let me dance with you?                                                                                Kim:Sure why not {with the smile}.                                                                        Alex:Kim! let me ask you something.                                                                    Kim:Sure go ahead Alex.                                                                                      Alex:Kim can you be my girl entire of my life?                                                      Kim:What are you sure?How about your girlfriend?                                          Alex:She break up with me because she found someone that she feel happy to him.                                                                                                              Kim:My answer is yes.I am part of your entire life.. Alex                                        Alex:Yes?Are you sure?                                                                                        Kim:Yes,Yes, Yes                                                                                                     

So Kim decided to adopt a baby until Alex agreed the idea of her girlfriend. So that Alex and Kim was leave happily ever after.....THE END

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BISEXUAL LOVERS                              CHAPTER 4                                             by:Alexa

Alex didn’t want to hurt the feelings of her friend because Alex didn’t want to ruin her friendship so that Alex decided to go back in Canada, but suddenly Kim was arriving to go to the house of her friend.Alex started to gathering cloths so that if they go to the airport so that she ready at all, but Alex wanted to wait her best friend, but Kim wasn’t to go the house of Alex because Kim didn’t want to see her best friend that they bring her a big bag. Until Alex’s mom decided that they want to got to the airport now. So Alex have no choice so that she agreed that they will go to the airport right now. Alex and her mom arriving to go to the airport already, but Alex has no idea that Kim always crying because she didn’t see anymore to her best friend and also Alex started crying until Alex calling to Kim.

                                               “RINGING”

 Kim answered calling of Alex.........

Alex:Kim we are you?                                                                                 Kim:Alex are you so that you want to go back in Canada?                                 Alex:Yes,because I don’t want to ruin our friendship so that I decided to go back in Canada.                                                                                                            Kim:Sorry!                                                                                                            Alex:Sorry for what.?                                                                                            Kim:Sorry for everything that I can’t control my feelings for you.                          Alex:Don’t say sorry because it is my fault. Sorry because this is the last time that I call you.Bye..............

 So that’s the last time that Alex called to her best friend. Alex and Kim has no more conversation. After 5 years Kim graduated a Business Science Education and also Alex graduated a Nurse. Suddenly Alex remembered to her best friend Kim so that Alex decide that she wanted to go back in Philippines...... Until Alex receive a good news message to her ex classmate that they have a reunion....In the Philippines....to be continued

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SPRING

CHAPTER 4 of Seasons of Love

by Shahara

It was like I was seeped back to my senses after an indefinite state of pure darkness and oblivion. I can feel my limbs, but I could only do a slight flinch on the tip of my fingers and toes. The lights are off—no, my eyes were definitely still close. It seems like a book-thick earmuffs disappeared from covering my ears as a pitched beeping sound ringed my auditory senses. As I inhaled the antiseptic scent in the air, I already realized that I am here, lying with eyes closed on a firm mattress—helpless.

I stayed there for a couple of seconds, unmoving. When I heard the creaking sound of the door followed  by a series of footsteps. I tried to pull out the last strings of my worn out strength and lift up my eyelids to see the world that holds the reality that I’m not ready to intake. And I did. Although with a sight of blear, I saw two silhouettes rounding the room but stopped right at the foot of the bed—enough for me to see them right in front of my eyes.

“W-Where am I?” I know that question was nonessential but that was the only one that came out from my mouth.

When I already have a vivid view of the persons in front, I immediately noticed that shining gold badge on their chests. Officers.

“You’re in the North District Hospital, Mr. Monteverde,” teh man in a clean cut hair informed. He was shorter and leaner than the man beside who was holding a small notebook and a pencil, scribbling some notes on it.

I didn’t response.

The other police officer cleared his throat and began speaking his voice out. “The SUV that hit your car on the 4th Street lost its brakes, causing the driver to panic. Leon Vastia was then a new licensed driver and he admitted that he’s having a quite hard time driving on highways—”

“Shing. W-Where’s Shin?” I interrupted. I don’t care about who’s at fault anymore. I just want to see my Shin safe and sound.

The two shared a glance. The officer with a notebook sighed. 

“Mr. Vastia is charged to reckless imprudence resulting to homicide. Ms. Lux didn’t made it. I’m sorry for your loss, Mr. Monteverde. For now, all we can help you with is to process the filing of case if you would consider.”

I just stared in daze. It took me some time to process everything her said. And when I finally comprehend the situation, a lone tear fell off my cheek. Followed by another. And another. Until it spilled from my eyes like an open faucet.

“J-Just leave me alone,” I said in almost a whisper. “Please.” 

They didn’t need to be told twice. They immediately left the room, leaving me in despair. Crying my heart out as I reminisced our memories together. Her laughters. Her sweet smile. Her pouting face. I can’t see them anymore. I can’t.

I don’t know what to do anymore now that she’a gone. My heart is clenching in pain—physically and emotionally.

The door bursts open. A woman in a doctor’s robe strided her way towards me. Her blonde hair is in a messy bun. Her lips painted in light pink lipstick. Her hooded eyes stared directly at mine. And I don’t know if it’s just the stress or the pain that made me say the most foolish words I’ve ever told my whole life.

“Are you single?”

In a span of seconds I felt a prick on my leg and all I can see is the woman fuming mad at me holding a syringe before everything went black.

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INTRODUCTION

Yow wazzup! We are your crazy buddies!

I’m Alexa a.k.a Isang. I am a type of girl who has a crazy twisted mind to bring humor all over. I love dancing inside my room and singing in the bathroom with piglets as my listeners. My sports include hurdles, swimming, volleyball and running . . . to your heart. LOL!

YOW! I’m Shahara and I am your once stop comedian friend. You can mistake me from a bamboo but don’t worry, I’m the only bamboo who can walk and talk. 

We are just students from Dipolog City National High School (Barra), a not-so-prestigious school in our city but it holds different groups of people and we consist the 20% of the students who have a lively and crazy group of friends. Let’s embark on a journey together with full of laughters and unforgettable memories.