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idk if anyone will see this, but it’s been a while. i just wanted to say

hi & i still love all of you so much. 

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PSA? idk if that applies but...

hi friends, 

I just wanted to write this here and now to clear things up & explain some stuff. For one, some of you might have noticed it’s been a couple months since i’ve been around or you haven’t. but i haven’t been on this account much & the reason for this is i was getting some much needed help, treatment, taking a break from rpc, whatever you want to call it and focus on getting better. when i left i was in a VERY dark and bad place, there were many times i wanted to take my life or just give up completely. i didn’t want to talk about it with many and i truly felt like i was forgetting real life and was sucked into tumblr. now i don’t want to lie, tumblr has brought some AMAZING people in my life, truly, but for the most part i would see drama and posts glamorizing the pain of depression. as if it was trendy to have pain? or saying things that almost enabled me to stay in my pain. i’m not saying that tumblr doesn’t help people and give them community but for me i felt like it just let me escape from dealing with my real pain. then i began to feel isolated on tumblr, my depression was getting worst and i realized i needed to step back. to reevaluate my life choices and what was keeping me going. so by stepping away i began to start living again, if that makes sense? i got help, i pulled myself back up & took control of my life again. why is this important you might ask? to some extent it might not be? but also i just wanted to explain why i’ll be having a permanent hiatus from this account. for my mental health it is a must, i hope you understand. i love so many of you, and to those i haven’t talked to i love you too. i want to also say if you’d like to stay in touch please message me for my discord bc I don’t want to cut out those who have shown me such love & kindness. to those struggling, please know YOU ARE NOT ALONE, it’s NEVER too late to get help & get control of your life. You are such a wonderful addition to this world. 

xo alexis.

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PSA? idk if that applies but...

hi friends, 

I just wanted to write this here and now to clear things up & explain some stuff. For one, some of you might have noticed it’s been a couple months since i’ve been around or you haven’t. but i haven’t been on this account much & the reason for this is i was getting some much needed help, treatment, taking a break from rpc, whatever you want to call it and focus on getting better. when i left i was in a VERY dark and bad place, there were many times i wanted to take my life or just give up completely. i didn’t want to talk about it with many and i truly felt like i was forgetting real life and was sucked into tumblr. now i don’t want to lie, tumblr has brought some AMAZING people in my life, truly, but for the most part i would see drama and posts glamorizing the pain of depression. as if it was trendy to have pain? or saying things that almost enabled me to stay in my pain. i’m not saying that tumblr doesn’t help people and give them community but for me i felt like it just let me escape from dealing with my real pain. then i began to feel isolated on tumblr, my depression was getting worst and i realized i needed to step back. to reevaluate my life choices and what was keeping me going. so by stepping away i began to start living again, if that makes sense? i got help, i pulled myself back up & took control of my life again. why is this important you might ask? to some extent it might not be? but also i just wanted to explain why i’ll be having a permanent hiatus from this account. for my mental health it is a must, i hope you understand. i love so many of you, and to those i haven’t talked to i love you too. i want to also say if you’d like to stay in touch please message me for my discord bc I don’t want to cut out those who have shown me such love & kindness. to those struggling, please know YOU ARE NOT ALONE, it’s NEVER too late to get help & get control of your life. You are such a wonderful addition to this world. 

xo alexis.

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Hi friends it’s been awhile.

I miss you all, come say hi.

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i just need like……………. a 3 hour long hug

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Note to self

Take a moment to breathe. Notice: you are okay, you have survived, and you have made it. You are going to make it. You are alive. And you are breathing. Your heart is beating, you exist, and you are strong, you have survived.

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Instagram

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things i tell myself

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“People associate me with a time when movies were pleasant, when women wore pretty dresses in films and you heard beautiful music. I always love it when people write to me and say ‘I was having a rotten time and I walked into a cinema and saw one of your movies, and it made such a difference.’” Audrey Hepburn

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When dogs make eye contact with you and start wagging their tail, then you start talking to them and they wag it harder

Reblog if u agree

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anyone else fucking LOVE BEING IN BED???

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More bad news

Awesome.

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Wow I have such a crush on Luke Wilson

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Hey guys, I’m going to be taking a semi hiatus, basically my health stuff seems to be persistent. So in case I’m not around or posting as much, I’ll still check messages and hopefully be able to get some 1x1 replies out, but just a heads up !!

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tell me how you feel about me on anon!

🌞 - i really like your blog! 🌙 - you’re really cute!  ✨ - i love seeing you on my dash! ☄️ - we don’t talk, but i wish we did! ❄️ - you’re my best friend! 🌸 - you’re really sweet! 💫 - you’re super talented! ⭐️ - you have a nice aesthetic!  🌹 - i have a crush on you! 💐 - i wish i could take care of you when you’re sad! 💥 - you seem a little bit intimidating! 🔥 - you need to stop being so hard on yourself! 🍂 - i don’t like you very much! 🌈 - i think i really like you… 

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Kind words cost nothing.

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