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Will i ever stop seeing you in every boy that i meet?

Will i stop seeing your smirks or your eyes or stop searching for you when none of your pieces are found?

And when i do find the strength, you pass right before my eyes and pretend you dont know the weight of my body, the touch of my lips.

its June and i still find my being lost in the cold of November.

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Măi sa stii ca nu mai tin minte de ce ne am certat in Octombrie. Stiu ca e vina mea si am fost nesimțita. Uneori mi e foarte dor de tine si as vrea sa vorbim ca inainte, dar mi e rusine. Esti capabila sa ti formezi un viitor atat de frumos and you already do, mi e rusine pt ca stau cu gandul ca eu reaparand in viata ta would only drag you down and u dont deserve that.

M ai întrebat azi daca sunt ok si ti am zis ca da, dar nu e prea asa. Cred ca mi se dezvolta lobul frontal pentru ca am ajuns sa realizez ca poate s un om de rahat si nu am absolut nicio initiativa in viata. Daca ai stii ce nasol e sa realizezi ca semeni cu fostul tau intr o oarecare privinta. Fostul care nu mai dispare din viata mea!! De ce toată lumea il cunoaste pe Alecs?? O ajuns pe revista Playboy sau ce puii mei. Orice discuție apare despre fosti si l mentionez, exista mereu 1 persoana care l cunoaste cause he dated a girlie.. unii baieti sunt asa de handicapati eu nu stiu de ce au atat de mult lipici

dar in fine, da l in pula mea, pe romaneste. Un prost care isi fute viata, sper doar ca n o sa ajung si eu ca el.

Ti as zice ca daca citesti asta sa faci nu stiu ce, dar nu stiu ce sa faci. Vreau doar sa stii, i suppose.

Ca mi pare rau si desi i tried to play it off si sa mi zic ca whatever, im better without her, nu i adevarat. Uneori iti simt lipsa mai mult ca oricand, alteori ma gandesc ce frumos te ai incadra in grupusorul meu de prieteni. You would love Iustina si ai rade si tu cu Vlad si te ai intelege bine cu Melisa, pt ca efectiv imi dati acelasi vibe intr un fel.

Imi pare rau si im trying to be better, inca nu stiu cum, but ill get there.

Now its my turn to see you glowing in every room and you really look amazing.

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can't wait for the moment the ghost of you leaves me alone. i hate how you poluted every city i walk in, every part of my body i touch, every cigarette i smoke

i hate how you live your life just fine.

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no rizz just speaking from the heart with a deep sense of curiosity

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Do simple shit for your significant other. Send them songs you like, tell them they look good, write them dumb little notes, buy them their favorite candy, tell them corny jokes, watch their favorite show with them, etc.

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instagram | manonpaardenkooper

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This too shall pass but like holy fuck

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“My moon”

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“Spine Corset” by Shaun Leane for Alexander McQueen, SS ‘98.

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there is no shame in being soft

there is no shame in loving

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Melb Jan #14, 2024. Polaroid SX-70 soaked in Peroxide.

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isn’t it weird how you just like… grow.

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Light & Smoke