yuumicore

[yuumicore]

Title: Thy will be done, on earth (as it is in heaven)

Warnings: Angst, Oneshot, Bad Ending, Tragedy

Rating: SFW

Main Pairing: Volo/Reader (Pokemon)

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You thought you had lost your sanity the day he left.

You returned to the Village a new being, a defeated shell and a bundle of tears and unpleasant feelings. The man you had fallen deeply in love with had betrayed you in the most dastardly way. He had used you for his own ends and on his way through the village, while Professor Laventon took you by the shoulders trying to reach the emptiness in which your gaze had sunk, you could not stop thinking about how stupid you had been.

Days went by and everything continued as before. You passed by the people of the Gingko company a couple of times a day and they looked at you with a pitying smile, knowing what you wanted to find. You went to visit Cogita who looked at you from the corner of her eye with concern, as you became more and more immersed in thoughts.

Thoughts of hate, thoughts of revenge, thoughts of destruction and thoughts of...love.

It became unbearable.

As the weeks went by, you began to scour every corner of Hisui in every possible mount and shape, as if your heart clung to the childish idea of finding it near a ruin, that it was all a bad dream. Your hands stiffened in the cold and the binding of the saddles and your gaze became more unsteady and deep.

Since there was no longer any possibility of returning home, you assumed to live your life as a hermit, going down to the village from time to time to greet Cyllene and exchange short words with Adaman and Irida. Things seemed to be going great for everyone.

Except for you.

You lived at a mountain base near Mt Coronet, the last place you saw him. You screamed to the heavens with your throat scratched and your mouth tasting blood. You looked around for him with your eyes as the wind played with the loose remnants of your coat. You screamed demanding Arceus to come home, you begged Giratina to bring him back. You wanted to hold him close to you, to hug him. And tell him all the things you never told him.

Because sometimes the heart and the mind work like two different machines, you were aware of the pain caused, but you couldn't stop loving him.

You screamed until you were mute, cursing the gods. Cursing your life. Cursing the being who gave you life and the one who brought you to live this miserable fate.

One day, the Togekiss that Volo had left you and your Lucario appeared alone in Jubilee Village and arrived at the door of Team Galaxy Headquarters. Professor Laventon and Cyllene looked at them in astonishment, and a sad sigh came from the latter.

They never saw you again.

At least not alive.