Aish. 29. F.
This blog is just full of stupid funny things that made me laugh at 3 a.m. Occassionally a reblog of an intense meta of my OTP may come up, but mostly it's all for laughs.
You must be wondering, since I cannot categorise my blog, what does the 'a-teen-probably-named-it-trying-to-act-random' URL even mean?
If you ever look up to the sky and see a star, refracting multiple colours - it's an Alien Party On A Disco Star!
Something people need to recognize is that sexuality and gender is really confusing. It’s hard to figure out, and some people never do, and that’s okay. It’s not just gay and straight, it’s not just woman and man, there are lots of orientations and identities it’s okay to not know where you fit, and it’s also okay to not fit. Because at the end of the day, we’re all humans and we all deserve respect.
This is the purest, most beautiful thing I have ever seen in the entire world. What a wonderful experience wow honestly what a privilege to be graced with this sweet perfect thing at 4:14 in the morning
korean: “back when tigers used to smoke” (호랑이 담배 피우던 시절에) [x]
czech: “beyond seven mountain ranges, beyond seven rivers” (za sedmero horami a sedmero řekami)
georgian: “there was, and there was not, there was…” (იყო და არა იყო რა, იყო…)
hausa: “a story, a story. let it go, let it come.” [x]
romanian: “there once was, (as never before)… because if there wasn’t, it wouldn’t have been to told” (A fost odată, ca niciodată că dacă n-ar fi fost, nu s-ar mai povesti…)
lithuanian: “beyond nine seas, beyond nine lagoons: (už devynių jūrų, už devynių marių)
catalan: “see it here that in that time in which beasts spoke and people were silent…” (vet aquí que en aquell temps que les bèsties parlaven i les persones callaven…) [x]
turkish: “Once there was, and once there wasn’t. In the long-distant days of yore, when haystacks winnowed sieves, when genies played jereed in the old bathhouse, [when] fleas were barbers, [when] camels were town criers, [and when] I softly rocked my baby grandmother to sleep in her creaking cradle, there was/lived, in an exotic land, far, far away, a/an…* (Bir varmış, bir yokmuş. Evvel zaman içinde, kalbur saman içinde, cinler cirit oynar iken eski hamam içinde, pireler berber [iken], develer tellal [iken], ben ninemin beşiğini tıngır mıngır sallar iken, uzak diyarların birinde…)
Well, quarantine and this year and the news cycle has been really really shitty but a personal silver lining for me has been me rediscovering BTS. I remember it was in 2015 that I was watching one of those XYZ-react-to channels and one of the video was about 'Youtubers react to Kpop'. It was in this video that I first heard Dope by BTS. And I liked it so much that I abandoned that video entirely and went to watch the Dope MV. I don't even remember the other Kpop songs in that react video but I clearly remember the impression BTS/Dope left on me. Now, I had no idea about the BTS Army side of the group so I was very much a casual listener back then. Fast forward a year later, I'm in my university and I hear a familiar song playing somewhere on my campus. I follow it to the source and find a dance group practising to that song. I ask one of my classmate in that group what song they're dancing to and she replies it's Go Go by BTS. And it clicks in my head and I ask her if BTS is the same band who have a song called Dope and her eyes widen and she visibly vibrates, all excited and asks me 'Omg are you Army too?' and I sadly have to deny because I still have no idea about the mega entity that is the BTS fandom and I'm still no where near the BTS Universe. Yet again, I remain a very casual listener. The next song I hear is Blood, Sweat and Tears when it comes out and I still remain quite distant from the BTS Mikrokosmos for a few more years. Then COVID happened. 2020 happened. There I am watching Hwarang interviews on Youtube when that smartass website reccomends BTS' Lie probably because V from BTS is the common point. Serendipity, I guess. But doooooooown I go into the rabbit hole that is the BTS discography. This time I was SWEPT OFF MY FEET. I rediscovered them and how! I was pulled into the BTS orbit by a force beyond my control and yet somehow I was okay with this euphoria. I began carefully reading the lyrics to each song, trying to understand the meaning, sending these songs to my other friends, trying to get them to like BTS, watching them start loving BTS, catching up with years of unseen BTS variety shows and waiting for the next big thing. Then Dynamite happened and I watch myself float further towards this magic shop and here I am writing this long ass message at 3 am in the night thanking whatever it is that led me to this amazing group. Their shows, interviews and songs have been such a source of strength for me. My personal sanctuary, during this tough time. And wow, if I am sitting and admiring BTS, I am also watching in awe as Army gets down to WORK. Doing amazing things like being very vocal about political issues, raising money for important causes and organising fund raisers for charity within their own countries or even working hard to make sure BTS tops every chart ever. I watched all of this and thought to myself that rediscovering BTS has been the BEST EVER DECISION/MOMENT in 2020 for me. As a baby Army, I want to say that BTS and Army - you inspire me to become the best of me, to love myself and to believe in my dreams enough to know that they will come true. Thank you, to whoever is reading. From one BTS fan to another, no matter what happens in this world or in our life - let's make it right. 💜 - Aish.
Is there a emotional support for Episode 18 of Hwarang????? I am a mess bawling my eyes out right now. There was no need to prolong his death scene. Wow showrunner, doing me dirty like this. How dare you.
I’m Gonna Be (500 miles) is honestly just such a pure, solid good song. The lyrics are cute af and actually resemble a long-term committed and happy relationship and to top it all off you can scream ‘DAHDADADA’ and the top of your lungs in a pub and someone will scream it back to you.
One day Sherlock will borrow John’s bank card and he’ll type in his pin code (7437) and then suddenly remember Irene Adler’s phone and realise John’s code is SHER and rush home and kiss that bloody idiot