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Yehuda Amichai, from Selected Poetry of Y. Amichai; “The End of Elul,” (edited)

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Beautiful Story

It's hard being a poet who loves so strongly.

I don't feel average emotions, only extreme.

When I fall, I fall hard,

Which isn't always great and can easily lead to a broken heart.

All the anger and sadness get suppressed,

I'm always scared that that's gonna be the reason why you will have left.

I'm afraid I'll erupt, and you'll see the side of me I don't want anyone to know.

I'll push you away, I'll fall, dragging you down with me.

Then once you're gone, I'll pick myself up,

Write the most beautiful pieces about you.

I'll know it's my fault that you left

If I didn't keep the emotions locked away then none of it would have happened.

All of my poems become about you.

Every single word a jot down becomes this beautiful story

Of when you were mine and how I love every part of you.

At least it's something I can write about.

Being a poet and a romantic is hard.

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One More List of "Beautiful" Words

to include in your next poem/story

Beneficence - the quality or state or doing or producing good.

Calefaction - the state of being warmed.

Callosity - lack of feeling or capacity for emotion.

Cicatrizant - promoting the healing of a wound or the formation of a cicatrix.

Estivo-autumnal - relating to or occurring in the summer and autumn.

Evagation - a wandering of the mind.

Hamartia - a defect of character : error, guilt, or sin especially of the tragic hero in a literary work.

Imparadise - to make supremely happy, transport with delight or joy.

Impedimenta - things that impede or hinder progress or movement.

Inhesion - the condition of being inherent in something.

Jocoserious - mingling mirth and seriousness.

Lowery - gloomy, lowering.

Malobservation - erroneous observation or interpretation

Mordacious - biting or sharp in manner or style.

Natation - the action or art of swimming.

Pandiculation - a stretching and stiffening especially of the trunk and extremities (as when fatigued and drowsy or after waking from sleep).

Pestiferous - dangerous to society; pernicious.

Satisdiction - the condition of having said enough.

Ugsome - frightful, loathsome.

Unclubbable - having or showing a disinclination for social activity: unsociable.

If any of these words make their way into your next poem/story, please tag me, or leave a link in the replies. I would love to read them!

beautiful words list pt. 1

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You'd Never Know

You’ll never know the trouble that goes on in my mind.

The way I silently scream for help throughout the week multiple times.

You’d never know the real reason I am the way I am,

Only the version of myself I portray, the one you feel you’d ever understand.

You never fully take into consideration why someone is the way they are.

You just assume that that’s their personality, but, deep inside, they’re a victim.

They’re a victim of their vicious mind; past, present, and even future.

You never know the trauma someone has been through...

You assume they do the things they do because of peer pressure or for attention.

But what if they’re acting out, asking for help?

You just don’t want to think that because you don’t do that.

Everyone grieves and handles their emotions in their own ways.

Just because they don’t heal like you, doesn’t mean it’s not okay.

The pressure you put on someone because they misbehave

Is also the reason why they keep acting this way.

Think about what someone may be going through and try to relieve them,

Because you’d never know what someone is going through.

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What'd I do wrong?

Did all the nights mean nothing to you?

Like when I kissed you all night long

And when you hugged me when I cried?

I guess not cuz you moved on before I could say goodbye.

I’m crying all night long

And when you’re sleeping,

Instead of me sleeping, I’m over here thinking about what I did wrong

What I did wrong

Boy what’d I do wrong?

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In The Distance

Wind’s blowing so peacefully

All around me I can see

A beautiful world waiting for me.

Miles ahead I see a majestical world

That’s waiting for my place.

I’m gonna take it over and

Give it the best future it will make.

It needs some love.

It needs some care.

But in the end I’ll be there

When I make it to the land in the distance

Obstacles all around me

Monsters are surrounding,

Pulling me away.

I push back.

Dragging me down, I attack.

I can accomplish another with a little faith.

I’m gonna help with this land God made.

With the land that is no longer in the distance.

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Last Shot

Did you block me?

Did I do something wrong?

I don't understand,

But it hurts.

I love you,

And I want us to work out.

But I'm scared.

I'm scared you're losing feelings,

That you're finding someone better.

I'm scared that when you're gone,

Everything we have is gonna disappear.

I'm losing hope.

You're my last shot at love,

Then I'm done.

I fell for you harder than I thought,

And this shit is gonna hurt.

If we end,

Then I'm done.

I'll be done with love,

With falling hard,

With companionship.

With all of it.

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“i was angry, i was sad. this anger, this sadness, it was eating me alive. it was eating at my heart, at my soul. it’s tiring, it’s lonely... no one knows what i try to say, what i try to write. no one understands what i can’t put into words and it makes me mad.”

— m.v // that’s all i could write

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When I Was

When I was four years old I couldn't wait to be five,

To be able to learn to read or fly a kite.

When I was nine, I couldn't wait to be ten,

I'd be double digits and could start to fit in.

When I was twelve I couldn't wait to be thirteen,

I could start to finally plan out my life dreams.

When I was fifteen I couldn't wait to be sixteen,

I'd be able to get my temps, get my first car, and live some of those dreams.

Now that I'm seventeen i can't wait to be eighteen,

I'll soon move out, live life, and push myself to be the best I can be.

When I look back at my younger self,

I can remember how happy I was.

I had no responsibility, I could live life as it was.

But now that I am older it gets more difficult as it comes.

I enjoyed my younger life I lived,

And I sure hope I'll love my life again

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I Won't Rest

You know,

One day I'll overcome the world.

I'll see it and treat it as it should be.

I'll climb the highest mountains

And swim the deepest oceans.

I won't rest til I experience all the world has to offer.

I won't rest til my name is written in the stars.

The world is beautiful, it's the people that aren't.

People are cruel, unjust.

But nature,

Nature is beautiful.

Nature protects.

Nature guides.

I won't rest til I see the beauty it provides.

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Updated Introduction

Allison | 17 | United States | ambivert | she/her | straight

What I post: poetry | chapters of books I write | letters

Books/Authors: Dean Koontz | Stephen King | Percy Jackson series | (always looking for recs)

Genres: romance | horror | mystery

Hobbies: reading | writing | cleaning | studying | planning | working out | scrolling through various socials

Achievements: NSHSS ambassador | author of two poems | top 10% of my class | high honor roll

How I act: I match the energy of others. If you're an ass, I'll be an ass. If you're yourself, I'll be myself. If you're nice, I'll be nice | I don't have average feelings; I feel them as extreme | I get defensive if someone says something to upset me | I get real depressed easily

Academics/future: I take college courses, though I'm in high school. I'm working to get my associates degree in psychology at MUO to be a psychiatrist | planning on joining the Army National Guard

College classes I've taken/am taking: intro to lit | general chemistry | intro to psych | ASL I | American Government | ASL II | Developmental Psychology

Other blogs:

Main: @the0nlyallison

Academics/daily lists: @allisonsacademics

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Alex Davis

I see the look in your eyes while you're looking at me;

You're over there, you don't think I can see.

But you're wrong. I can.

I know what you're thinking.

You're scared that I'll tell someone about what you did,

But the thing is, no matter how much I want to, I can't.

I risked it all and got myself in trouble to save your ass.

Which is kinda funny, because I know you would never do the same.

It's all about you, isn't it, this cruel little game?

After everything you've put me through, and then not giving a shit...

What kinda sick person are you to not care for what you did?

Sneaking me to hidden places, taking away all my innocence,

Lying to me, stealing, sneaking around behind my back.

Calling me a "homie hopper" when I'm anything but that.

You're a sick, sick person, Alex Davis, and you deserve what comes to you.

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January 17, 2023

It's been a year and a half since you went away.

After that day I've never been the same.

I miss you, grandpa, with everything in me.

Life isn't the way it should be.

On a daily basis I think about you,

And the day I last saw you.

I see it so vividly, so clearly.

The way I wasn't able to hug you and could only wave goodbye.

The way you smiled and looked me in the eyes.

I keep thinking it's my fault for what you committed,

Even though I've been told it wasn't me who did it.

I feel if I had told you a proper goodbye,

I wouldn't have these tears that I continue to cry.

I can't help picture how you might have done it.

Were you on the ground? Standing up?

Was it from the side? Or were you pointing up?

I can't help but imagine what was going through your head

As you were forcing yourself to quickly see death.

All the memories of you and I fill my mind.

Like when you pranked me with fake alligators,

When we went fishing every year,

When I'd sneak behind your chair to scare you.

When you'd touch my knuckle rings and ask if I was married.

I can see it all so vividly.

I miss you, grandpa, for the life in me.

I dreaded the day of January 17, 2023.