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Fic update is now live! Thanks for your patience with this one ya'll.

Love ya, -forehead smooch-

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Im still alive and writing, December is just a very tough month for me anyways and then my dad had a heart attack on top of it. 8)

Hes okay, but it was really scary as he's the only trusted family that I have. I'm getting back to a routine and should be able to post new chapters soon. Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts, you all are in mine too. <3

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Can you guys believe it's only been a week.

A GOT-DANGIT WEEK. IT FEELS LIKE CENTURIES.

Listen, I know so many of us are scared, disassociating, and angry. I'm currently doing all three at the same time! Just know that you matter, your existence matters, the world is a better place with you in it. I feel that a lot of us realized how much women, especially women of color, are actually seen in the United States and it's atrocious. I'm not surprised, but I'm disgusted anyways.

One thing that my writing gives me is catharsis. I get to write about toxic masculinity and how stupid it makes both men and women. My male characters are not just shallow, cardboard cut-outs for sexual fantasy, they contain real ideals and themes that continue to infect our society. The idea of a hyper-violent man that would destroy the world to protect someone he loves is a fantasy that many women have, that we ARE worth burning the world down for. Unfortunately, that's not reality.

The reality is that many men use women, especially white women, as tools to continue their sense of control over those they deem as 'lesser than'. (My white supremacist grandfather from Arkansas said it was about 'keeping everyone in line', including women.) And many women play into this because they think they aren't being targeted, that they will also be saved if they show how useful they are to these types of men. They don't realize their necks are still on the block, even when they lay down their heads willingly. They don't realize that this hatred extends to themselves, as well. That's why the 'pick me' mentality doesn't work.

I wish I could say that we all will be okay, but I feel that we all know better than that. What I can say is that we have each other, we have our found families, we have our communities, and we no longer have to tolerate catering to people who see us as sub-human. They will feel these consequences, even if they lack the mental capacity to self-reflect and understand their own actions caused all of it. Let them. We're used to this fight. Women and the LGBTQ+ community have been fighting for thousands of years to establish and retain human rights. While coddled, wealthy white men scream about egg prices and how they have a right to a woman's body.

It's okay to feel scared, angry, disgusted, and hopeless. But don't let it defeat you. I will be channeling these feelings and destructive themes into my artwork, as I know many creatives will also do. Art is a foundation of resistance, it is integral to our culture. It motivates, comforts, and inspires the people that it's meant for.

I will be taking a short break to recover my center, so there will not be an update this week. I feel that it's important we tend to our souls first. Reach out to others experiencing this too. Make your favorite meals. Find connection through your own hobbies and artwork to express these feelings in a healthy way. And most importantly, do not despair. You do not have to fight the current to keep your head above water. Sometimes you just have to lay back and float.

So, let's float through this together, my friends. <3

TLDR; elections are terrifying with real-world consequences. It's okay to take a break if you need to. There won't be an update to the fic this week as I also try to process what is going on. Take care of yourselves, take care of each other. <3

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HEEEREE WE GO, ALL ABOARD THE TRAIN TO THE THIRD ACT!

Please enjoy nearly 50 pages of fresh content with four new chapters. I'll see ya'll on the other side. ;)

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well well well, look what I've gone and donnnneee ;) be sure to follow me on bluesky as well if you've moved over there as well.

If ya'll have enjoyed my writing, I have a feeling that you're gonna love this new series brewing in my head which I'll start working on in the next few monthhsss. New characters, new settings, new plots and horrible happenings!

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Newww chapter new chapter~ I'm only publishing one chapter this update but it is longer than usual. The Silent Hill 2 remake has been phenomenal and I couldn't resist fully investing myself in it as it's one of my favorite games of all time.

Next update is going to be HUGE. ;) I can't wait to show ya'll what I've been working on. Now, go, enjoy~!

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Two new chapters have been published!

Have a feral weekend, my lovelies. ;)

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AWWWW YEAAAAAAHHHHH GOOD SHITTTT~

G is certainly stupid enough to be a himbo that never fuckin smiles the absolute ingrate.

fhjksdahkjfads Got dang man you spoil me! Makes me super excited to publish two more chapters the end of this weeeeek~~~

Small doodles from the recent chapters from @allocate-aloe

Started drawing G in my style vs trying to make him accurate xD safe to say I draw his pecs big AF. G would make a great himbo for sure.

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HUEUEUEUE~~~

This is fuckin amazing, youre amazing, i love you forever n ever! MMMMSOGOOD

It took way too long to animate this and I finally have time to read the story which means more animations that are story related HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I just couldn't help myself with this one

Fastest sketch in my life to add to the thirst @allocate-aloe I'm sorry In advance I'm now obsessed all over again with old bag of bones over here

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"Tears and whimpers, my dear." He grins, flashing his fangs.

Spent the day drawing my dumb, handsome son. Enjoy!~

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Spent the day drawing my dumb, handsome son. Enjoy!~

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Hi Aloe! I've got a quick question, if you don't mind. When Inwas reading the latest chapter, one line caught me a little off-guard:

"He pressed his tongue forward, parting you and dragging his course, flat tongue against..."

Did you mean "coarse" instead of "course" by any chance?

Sorry if it was inappropriate to ask!

Ah, thank you for finding a pesky typo for me! It has been corrected.

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Chapter 4 and 5 have been published! Things are heating up ;)

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Gonna drop two new chapters tomorrow since I will have my hands full all day Friday. Keep an eye out!

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HUEUEUEUEU~

"On your knees, my dear."

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"On your knees, my dear."

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YEAAHHHHHHHHHHH BABYE THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT THATS IT THATS THE SHIT LETS FUCKING GO THATS THE FIX IVE BEEN WAITING... checks watch 3 YEARS FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LETS FUCKING GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! QUEEN SHIT THATS IT u don't have to respond to this btw I'm just hype about the chapters anyways bye love u

AWWOOOOO BOY IS IT GOOD TO BE BACK MY FRIEND!!!