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Disregard the incompletion

there’s nothing more to mend,

resistance is only to kill yourself,

retrieve in silence,

it is what you do/know best —

as for me,

I am too careless now,

I will only give you less

and less is not what you deserve—

Dolly ~

13.04.2018

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I’ve heard and read of irreparable, never would I ever imagine that I would end up here, where I feel forced to embodied such a word when it comes down to the kind of love that I once would do anything and go to any length for it to be repairable —

Dolly ~

13.04.2018

I’m not going to a battle I know I won’t win

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The next cycle would have to be either magical or a miracle for this dead love to be resurrected—

Dolly ~

13.04.2018

You either have to be a magician or something else to make this happen, right?

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The thing about being here or there for someone

regardless as a friend, a lover, an acquaintance, a colleague or even a good Samaritan is that you need to actually show the effort of being there for them when you said you would. 

I think being human, we like to promise things we can not even give.

Throwing it out like it’s a cheap thing. Empty gestures, yeah?

But why bother giving your empty gesture to someone who actually needs

a full glass gesture? Sad don’t you think? 

I guess I’ve given myself an invisible penny for my thoughts.

D C de Oliveira 02.10.2017 7.15am

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I have prepared myself for the goodbyes that I might encounter in the future 

and this is one of them.

“For once I want you to know that I too can love like the autumn and you can be the Willow that gets all the Weeping as your leaves slowly leaving your naked branches the day I depart”.

D C de Oliveira 7.21am 12.07.2017

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She was standing right in front of you,

When you made the decision, away you flew,

Her eyes were saying,

Wipe my tears,

Take away my fears,

And you were just playing,

How cruel could you be,

She loved you but you didn’t even wanna see.

- DG (Wipe my tears)

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Some day, you’ll write a book and the pages will be black; ink, the colour of moonlight.

Instead of moonlight you could easily have said white. You could have said something simple like I love you but you were always afraid no one would believe you so you’ll write a book some day

and everyone will read it but only when you’re dead.

There will be tea on the bedside table and it would never grow too cold for your liking.

There will be stars resting on the lake and they will outnumber us but they won’t ever shine brighter than you.

Some day, you’ll write a book but today, it’s a gloomy day and the streets are empty, this whole neighbourhood is waiting for rain.

You want people to climb inside your skin, feel their bones rub against yours

but only softly - like a whisper when the night is young and we force ourselves to believe that the dead is but asleep

and so you’ll write a book some day.

- MJL

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ever flowing

To say we hold

all there is to know

about existence

is to place our soul

in a drought,

hindering growth.

Remember,

we are seeds.

To listen and learn

is to plant ourselves beside 

an ever flowing stream.

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I’m working on my no’s the way a baby lion works on it’s roar. They’re quiet for now. But one day I hope to get to a nice chesty growl. And then someday you will hear my battle cry.

Battle Cry, V.P. (via bandaids-for-the-heart)

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One day, one rhyme- Day 1482

You use pens to write on paper, Poetry to write on souls; The brain is governed by logic, Poetry the heart controls; Those who taught me thought the world ends When by errors they are stayed, I think it’s far more important That the story is conveyed.

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I’m a Physicist. Of course I am existential - Promethean Dread

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the worst thing is to drown in someone’s misery to internalize their pain as yours but understand their grief isn’t your responsibility their problems aren’t your problems sometimes they have to find their own way to surface.

tylerjosephscott (via wnq-writers)

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ef·fer·ves·cent

/ˌefərˈves(ə)nt/

adjective (of a liquid) giving off bubbles; fizzy or  vivacious and enthusiastic. 

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That is part of the beauty of all literature. You discover that your longings are universal longings, that you’re not lonely and isolated from anyone. You belong.

F. Scott Fitzgerald (via help-n-quotes)

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