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i dont want to dream anymore
#shut up mimi#vent#why do i miss someone who wont ever feel the same#why do i want something that wont ever fucking happen#everything sucks and everything fucking hurts
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ive lost faith in god, the world and everything else.
why am i trying to make friends when all friends do is shred your trust into pieces and leave you behind and forget about you like its fucking nothing
my time was so precious, every fucking memory, every moment i pour my heart out, every second i tell people i care so deeply for them
bam
nothing in return
nothing but heartache
and betrayal
and revelations of something so wicked and vile
and loathing
and broken promises
and hatred
i wish i could feel hatred as deeply as the world does to me, so at the very least i dont have to cry anymore
why do i care so much anymore
im so tired
im so fucking tired, god
#vent#shut up mimi#sad posting#3-4 months hiatus and i thought it would be over and i could move on#no#the pain is worse now that my partner is gone back home and im alone again#remembering that someone r//ed you emotionally in your childhood really does numbers to you#especially if that kind of trauma rears its ugly head in the form of more friends betraying my trust in the worst way possible#sighs#gonna just rot for tonight and not open up anymore about myself#not that anybody cares anymore
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Hi, I am starting to post here ✨
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Added some recent prints and original drawings to my shop!
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#delete later#shut up mimi#anyways maybe i will delete these or forget abt them as they get buried in reblogs idk#im just grateful i had the friendship to begin with#i can only hope for the best now#i just need to survive and stay alive at this point#anxiety is a bitch and so is ptsd and audhd#unsure if im actually autistic though my partner and his close friend is very much suspecting i do#bcs u know#oc special interest#and too much of it makes sense#whatever haha#also to my stalker#fuck you#genuinely#idk who tf you are but you better pray to whatever fucking god exists that you didnt touch my friends#my asks and dms are closed bcs of you#asshole#no amount of kindness and pity will ever give me back the time i wasted reading your threats#actually i have a giant suspicion of who you actually are#so fuck you#im not going back to you
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#delete later#shut up mimi#bcs im bawling my eyes out i might as well get all my shit off my chest#i miss the server#9 years of memories#im exiled from there bcs i just#idk#i miss those idiots#every time i write abt them i cry in happiness and saddness#it feels so empty#i wish with all my heart i could take it all back but its too late#maybe its divine punishment or smthn#i miss the kingdoms that were built#the memories#the laughter and joy#the agony from the angst#i cry bcs i threw it away#my special interest is ruined bcs i cant love myself#the longest friendship ive ever had with someone like me is gone bcs im an idiot#my therapist is such a shithead for not even helping me through this and just slapping paper at me#and not contributing when i need genuine guidance#im so tired of the world#i want to go back#i want sam#i want chief
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#delete later#shut up mimi#no ones here to read this nor does anyone follow me ever since i deleted my old blog#maybe its stress from my upcoming exams or just the emotions of everything#its been almost four months since i had a nasty falling out with someone i still consider my closest friend#i still think of them every day#it hurts still#i cry still#i miss them so badly but i feel like i cant fix it#its hard to go on with my life in a loneliness that i experienced and hated before#i have my partner and hes been so wonderful and patient with me while ive been grieving and mourning and screaming and crying my eyes out#its been so heavy in my heart and it feels like its been my fault i couldnt be stronger for them#i want to be a better person#a better friend#but every day is testing me#ive been called so many awful names for trying to do whats right#ive been so isolated#im being stalked and harassed onlike (thankfully its stopped)#im so exhausted and im crying because i really really miss my blood sister#chief idk if ur ever going to read this bcs u dont follow me and nobody else has since i deleted my old blog#im sorry#i hope youre happier#please take care of yourself#i love you so much and i always will think of you#i hope we can watch moana again one day
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I miss you every day. But today, it feels like everything I do is just here to remind me I am living without you.
#sad post#shut up mimi#still hurts#might hurt forever#hiding forever maybe#idk#i miss my best friend every day but ik the feeling will never be mutual#trying to come to terms with that but i dont think i ever will#i hope she's happier somewhere
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rules of chivarly for knights
1. always wash your gauntlets after tinkling
2. kill people so they can go to heaven sooner
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Sorry babe I'm pondering my orb this weekend. You know how it is
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me walking into the grocery store to buy everything bagels
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ℕ𝕠 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕗𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕖𝕣𝕤,
𝕟𝕠 𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕞𝕤.
(𝕁𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒 𝕓𝕚𝕥 𝕠𝕗 𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟.)
| 𝔽𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕙𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕖𝕣 “𝕡𝕠𝕣𝕡𝕠𝕚𝕤𝕖 |
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