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[[Uh, time flies I guess. I sort of have a part-time job sometimes. And I have to keep applying for jobs/unpaid internships which I probably won’t even be considered for. And I’m just... Unmotivated and in a horrible mood.

Guess what. I can’t get Pokémon Go. I was BEYOND hyped. Ready to go outside and walk for miles and actually GET a data plan so I could catch Pokémon. Apparently my new phone I got 2 months ago isn’t compatible. For no apparent reason I can find. It’s a Samsung Galaxy S5 Mini with Android 5.1.1, the newest version available to me. But apparently not good enough. Can’t install it because it’s not compatible. My DAD’S slightly older Galaxy is compatible but I can’t take his phone so I can’t do anything.]]

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Mommy said that she’s gonna be stopping by the house this weekend so I think I’m actually going to wait a bit longer before going to Mauville so I can see her again. Everyone probably won’t be too happy but they can play with Noodle and Nini and Pixie some more before we head out since who knows when I’ll be back to see them again!

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Uh, hi guys! It’s been a while, Mist suddenly got super sick a while ago so I had to go home again. The doctor says that he has a weak immune system so when he does get sick it can be really bad. =(

But he’s been fully recovered for a few weeks now and everyone is getting antsy being stuck on the grounds. Gonna be heading out for Mauville again soon!

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[[Bluuuuuh. Okay, probably starting again tomorrow? Had my first day of pre-job training (for 6 straight hours) at the fish store I might be working at part-time this summer. I’m exhausted and just. Ugh. Really hope the other places I interviewed at get back to me so I can run if the next training is as painful as today.]]

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[[Okay, I’ve looked over some stuff and have decided what I’m doing with Divina. Last I was here, she was about to head up Route 111 from Mauville after taking a long break at home after Skitter disappeared; aka got eaten by a ~mysterious giant lake monster Pokémon~ *insert spooky noises* Anyway, before she could head out Mist got super sick so she ended up going home again and has been there ever since. I think that basically covers everything. I’ll probably kick her into motion sometime tomorrow or Wednesday depending on how long I’m in potential job training stuff.]]

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i haven’t finished everything on this blog (mainly the backstory, i just can’t find a way to write it down) but otherwise it’s pretty much done!

so would you please LIKE/REBLOG this if you’re willing to interact with a pokémon oc!

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@fated-project said: AHHHH CONGRATULATIIIIOOOONNNNSSSS also i’m always eager to rp with divina cutie!!!

----- Thank you~ <3 I’ll work on writing up a starter for you once I figure out exactly what Divina’s doing at the moment since it’s been a while.

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[[Okay, I’m officially a college graduate now. I’m a bit busy at the moment helping prepare for my older sister’s wedding next weekend but I’m pretty sure I should have the time to try to get Divina going again. If anyone would like an RP starter for her I should be able to get around to it sometime this week.]]

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[[Wow, I’m graduating from college in 9 days. Don’t have a job set for after graduating, the only place that might offer me a job doesn’t pay enough for me to have an apartment so I’d have an hour commute from home every day. There’s a part time job near home that I’m going to apply to but... Part time, still not great pay and still living at home (which I don’t mind but my parents aren’t 100% happy with it and then I can’t get a dog). Potentially have an interview sometime after I get home but... They haven’t been talking to me so who knows... Almost done with this shitty school forever though! (Gonna miss a bunch of the professors though... They’re the one good thing about this school.)

After graduation I should have plenty of free time so I might finally revive Divina and maybe also Artemis!]]

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[[Just popping on here to squeal in excitement because I finally raised my first level 100 Pokémon! It was Zig Zig my Linoone over in X~ She was the first but the rest of my team is 98-99 so they’ll be there shortly. But I’m just so proud of her~ <3]]

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[[I honestly don’t know if Divina is going to return. I still have things I want to do with her but everything around here has changed so much. I’m busy with college/graduating and looking at how I do things I feel like I’m really not made for the RPing world despite how fun it is. If I’m not 100% comfortable with something I can’t make myself do it so I never reach out to people so I never get to RP with others. I don’t know anymore. I’d like to come back but... I feel like I don’t really fit anymore. (Not that I fit well to begin with, I never managed to make the friends or connections that everyone else seemed to since I’m just painfully awkward and shy about everything.)]]

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[[Uhhhh, this semester isn’t going great. It’s not really hard or anything but I’m just... Not at all mentally together. I think last semester just completely ruined me. I’m graduating from college in about 4 months which is absolutely terrifying but all I can think about is getting a dog.

I want a dog so badly that it is honestly all I can think about. It really kicked in several days back when I found a dog in a shelter on an online database (Pawslikeme) that was absolutely PERFECT. She is beautiful and adorable and her personality descriptions sounds EXACTLY what I want in my first dog. I am devastatingly in love with her more than I think I’ve ever been before with just about anything. But after I graduate if she’s even still around then, I’ll need my own place to live because my mom would DEFINITELY not be okay with having a dog in the house. And I’ll need a job so I can afford to care for her but even after that I KNOW I should wait longer and save money but I don’t know if I’m even capable of living on my own without another living thing moving around. I can barely stay home alone without living in constant terror that someone is breaking in and that I’m going to die. Something else being around would most likely help significantly and especially since a dog could (theoretically) protect me. I just love her so much. I’ve nearly cried thinking about her at least 4-5 times in the days since I found her. I don’t even know what to do.

I’m an absolute wreck.

Not even just because of the dog. College in general has pretty much ruined me. I most likely have some level of depression but have just decided to ignore it and not talk to anyone and am really not comfortable with even admitting that’s probably where my most of my problems come from. I just... I’m not ready for all this upcoming change and uncertainty and likely fear.]]

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[[Wow, I got very distracted and completely forgot to mention that I was disappearing to Disneyland for a week (it was tons of fun~)! I’m heading back to college tomorrow but I will try to be active this semester.

I really want to be active and I have a whole BUNCH of plot stuff planned for Divina but I just have trouble being an instigator for interaction. And then now everyone has all these rules pages which sort of stresses me out because I’m really scared about accidentally breaking a rule because I either misunderstood or just got them mixed up with someone else. And then it’s just intimidating that some people say selective and that’s not really a defined term so part of my brain just immediately rules myself not good enough so I feel like I shouldn’t even try.]]

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Happy New Year everybody!

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I finally made it back to Mauville... I really didn’t miss this place, it’s so big and everything looks the same and there are just so many people... I’ve heard that Watson will be putting on some really nice fireworks tonight for New Years but I don’t know if I want to stay for that... It’s getting late so I don’t know if I want to start heading up Route 111 either since I definitely won’t make it to the next town before dark...

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[[FYI I got Pokémon Super Mystery Dungeon and it is beautiful, I love it. I am Lily the Chikorita and my partner is Mist the Mudkip.

Unrelated to that, my mom has instructed me to go through a bunch of textbooks and sell any that are worth something on eBay. I haven’t looked through them yet but I think they’re mostly for computer programing type stuff.]]