alunsinawrites

[alunsinawrites]

hi miss chaznei tamayo pinca md.

hehe. happy birthday po sa inyo ♡(> ਊ <)♡ 17th bday mo, i hope you will achieve many goals this year! there are so many things i want to say to you ( always ) so ofc, imma use this special day of yours as an excuse for my cheesiness and unleash my corniest thoughts and feelings (◍•ᴗ•◍) pls don't judge me, i wrote this all from the bottom of my heart!! iiyak ako malala kapag di ka natuwa dito.

charot HAHAHAHAHA namilit ng reaksiyon, but honestly, i hope you feel my sincerity while jotting down all of this, i love you so much and as much as i want to send money, gifts, and other tangible presents, for now this is all i can give (༎ຶ ෴ ༎ຶ)

[ a ] - welcome to new york

> so we've always talked about traveling the whole world and enjoying ourselves, and i know there's a lot of things we need to consider before we can do that. however i strongly believe that you, out of many people i know, will be one of those who will be able to live in their new york dreams. i know it's still a long shot from where you are now, but i also know that it's not far from impossible, especially from a mind and energy like you! this is a reminder that years from now, you will be able to take a video, a snippet of your daily life from wherever country you are, whatever kind of room you stay in, and blast this godly song while relishing the beauty of the city you live in. i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ b ] - blank space

> here we are again, on the worst day of our lives jk. here we are, staring at the abyss, trying to see where and when did things go wrong, but i want to introduce you to a new world. char! i know i've told this suggestion for a thousand times now, but still want to use this day to share to you how much my life has changed ( not drastically changed but you get it ) by clearing blank spaces in papers. what i mean is, use your papers there in your house, don't hesitate to run out of ink because of too much writing because it is therapeutic in many ways! ofc i have no scientific explanation for this but if we looked harder, baka may mahanap tayo (｡•̀ᴗ-), still writing and pouring down your emotions is healing and healthy for you. especially on days that you can't really talk, you don't have enough privacy to send a voice mail and such, you can write as much as you want and no one will try to snoop on you! i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ c ] - out of the woods

> we're in hell. and we want to get out. wait, why does my messages keeps on looking more and more like a tumblr post or something ⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ but really, this mess we live in is our reality, but don't we all dream to escape? i know how hard and how earnest you wish to get out of the toxic environment you live in, and i am always all ears and all eyes on your decisions and plans in life. i swear to every person who cares, that you will be able to turn things in your way and fantastically build a more stable life in the future ᕙ(ಠ ਊ ಠ)ᕗ. i hope you know that i always want the best plans for you, and that i very much enjoy witnessing every trial you undergo with a smile and a confident mindset! pls, i really want to cry whenever you achieve something that is very hard to reach in your situation. you always make me proud! i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ d ] - shake it off

> the bitches in your life, who else. i really want to stop you from stressing out yourself whenever family problems, mostly emotional and financial ones, but i also know that you need time and space to recollect your overwhelmed braincells in order to work again and breathe a little more stable (个_个). it is indeed very hard to see you grow in a place where almost everyone wants you to drown in sadness ( madness ), that's why i really recommend you to shake everything off, once in a while. i'm not forcing you to take time off social media platforms ( which i do most days than i don't ), but i'm trying to say that maybe you need to find hobbies where you can pour all you worries away. singing, dancing, drawing, even reading! a lot of things can be done, and i know it's hard to find the motivation to move around, but i hope you would tell me if you find something that interests you, whatever it may be! i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ e ] - i wish you would

> always be genuine! that's the only thing that matters in a world where money is of the highest value. there's just something in the way when you truly appreciate things, and you do your stuff with a light heart but aggressive efforts (≧▽≦). and i see you do that, sometimes when you need to present something in class, or you want to prove a thing to a person, or when someone pushed all your buttons and you want them to see what you're really made of ( gems, you're a diamond in the sky, girl! ). and honestly bi, i admire you so much (☆▽☆), for having that drive to prove anyone wrong, and to slap them in the face with your achieved goals, no matter how small or big they are. i wish you would always aim to be better, which is what you're doing right now, and i want you to know that i am always amazed and in awe! i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ f ] - wildest dreams

> aaaaa, this is one of my favorites. when we talk about our future, and our list of dreams just keeps on growing, it makes me the happiest. it just shows that even though there are nights where we can't sleep thinking about what happened in the past and what might happen in the future, i am always glad that we are present enough to take notes of the things that we want to improve, we want to try out, we want to erase, we want to experience and many more. i hope we keep on sharing most of our inner and darkest wants, because as always, there's no judgement in our zone ᕙ( : ˘ ∧ ˘ : )ᕗ i legit wish every day and night that you'll be wise and old enough to stand up for yourself and for the dreams you want to explore in life. i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ g ] - i know places

> and i will take you to many spots where we can free our hearts and minds! once we see each other personally, i want us to have an itineraries! i sure hope so that we have enough money to feed our fantasies in real life! and i believe we'll get there, because that's what we deserve and that's the reason why we work so hard despite of unbelievable stupidity of life. we will be able to touch the stars, explore the sky, and dive through our guilty pleasures without ever feeling guilty! ᕦʕ •ᴥ•ʔᕤ there's no limit in our heads, we can do whatever we want! i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

[ h ] - clean

> you are clean, your mind, your heart, your soul, your energy, and your sincerity in living. i hope no one will be able to daunt you and hurt you. this may apply to many subjects such as love life, family, friends, peers, and even strangers. we are not the strongest built of our league, but i know that you are trying so hard to protect what you deem special, and i want to applaud you for that ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡. it is sad, in a way that some teenagers spend their time on leisure world, yet you have to work hard to have the tiniest peace that the world can give you. however, i know that your pure want and ideal plans in life will help you live much better than anyone else ～(つˆДˆ)つ｡☆, because more than anyone, you understand what it's like to feel helpless. hope you know that i will always think of you as the best girl in town that would make it outside her comfort zone for something better! i believe in you, i have high hopes & my trust and love for you is endless (つ≧▽≦)つ

actually, this letter is uhm inspired by ( kung hindi pa halata ) our best girl's best album ( courtesy of you (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ ): 1989! sana ay di ka nag expect ng super dami because i just scrapped this out of my mind and heart and soul and everything, so there's really no standard that i followed thru ( except that i used the titles of my favorite tracks, is this selfish omg it's your birthday but i went with what i want (‘◉⌓◉’) ) i hope you had a nice read and a very nice life! happy 17th tsasney (*＾3＾)/～♡

ps: this song is truly special in my heart, i love you my forever bestie 😗, my platonic soulmate ( wala naman kasi balak magkaroon ng romantic soulmate wahahahaha ), my favorite person, my bi ! i hope you enjoy your day and everything in between. eme! iloveyousomuch 🥰🤪 happy 17th 🥳

[alunsinawrites]

on your birth day, 17

most things in life must be celebrated because they deserve it,

this day is one of the blessings that im most thankful for.

it must be nice to havea pretty face, kind heart and unlimited wit,

truly, i wish you know how special you are.

things may come and go and some even leave with a large part of you and a huge chunk of pain,

though nothing can really stop a heavy rain.

flashes of hurt and patches of your heart is similar to a movie that'll keep you in your seat,

falling actions are inevitable but the climax of your life is yet to be released.

life is not always flowers and sweet treats but surely it is also not always nightmares and bad guys around,

though it might take time before you finally flee from everything,

there are lots of ways to stop the tears from coming,

but don't forget your sadness thus use it to spark your adrenaline then keep your feet on the ground.

love yourself as you would love your dreams,

no more than exaggerated thinking, but more on working to bring out the best assets.

not anyone, anywhere or anything is what it seems,

though reaching out to create the biggest triumph out there is a good way to keep your heart and ideas in lockets.