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THIS BLOG IS UN-ARGUABLY PRO-PALESTINE AND ANTI-ISRAEL GOVERNMENT.

ANYONE WHO SUPPORTS ISRAEL

OR IS ANTI-PALESTINE

OR THINKS THAT PRO-PALESTINE PEOPLE SHOULDN'T BE PRO-PALESTINE

OR ANYTHING RELATED TO THAT

DO NOT INTERACT.

you should not be interacting with me if you think any sort of negativity towards being pro-palestine.

"well what about-" no.

"well maybe if hamas-" no.

this is not about hamas. this is about the innocent palestinian lives being taken every single day.

you are not in the right for bringing up october 7th everytime someone talks about being pro-palestine. nothing justifies the active shooting and bombing of starving civilians (EVEN CHILDREN.) who are desperately trying to get food aid.

if you are neutral on the topic you also are not welcome. the mass murder of an entire group of people is happening. most buildings at this point are now rubble. you can not support both sides or not care.

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Hey Everyone! (Please Read - A GoFundMe Post)

—-> My Friends Top Surgery Fund <—–

Hello, Everyone! I have a friend on twitter, who I’ve known for around two years now, who has started a gofundme for his top surgery! He needs $4000, and he just started it so he doesn’t have much yet!

Every little amount counts (I think $5 is the minimum for a donation though) and even if you can’t donate, sharing would be so helpful! 

In the past I had posted his testosterone gofundme and he’s been on T for 2 years now, but top surgery is the next step and he is beyond excited and happy for it and he (and i) would appreciate any shares or donations! 

He deserves this, he deserves to feel comfortable, and I believe you guys can help with that. I’ve seen how helpful the tumblr community can be when they find these types of posts and I’m really hoping this one will take off. 

The sooner this fund is supported the sooner he will be able to have top surgery and the sooner he will be more comfortable with himself! Shares are so important, even if you can’t donate, and there’s no shame in it! 

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alvin murphy is so <3

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screaming and crying over the fact nation is being taken off netflix soon

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Hey! I wrote a warren x murphy fic over on my main blog! <3

He’s Alive

Alvin Murphy x Roberta Warren

Summary: “I feel…” Murphy hesitates for a moment, “Dead.”

“You’re not dead, yet,” Warren says, putting emphasis on the word ‘yet’ with a small smirk on her face.

“How do I know that?” Murphy asks.

Also on Archive of our Own

Warnings: Murphy mentions how he feels dead (as seen in the summary) and wonders how he can know if he is or not. Machete is seen but not used. The possibility of violence is mentioned but is not present.

A/N: I actually really enjoy this fanfic and I’m happy I wrote it! I saw the prompt “cold hands in warm hands” and almost instantly thought of Murphy and Warren! I hope you enjoy, it’s my first time writing them!

Word Count: 782

Keep reading

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i might be writing murphy x warren fanfic yall oh my gosh

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theme has been changed!

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might change my theme soon because ive been thinking about z nation a lot lately

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"you're not the boss of me. she is"

listen he. he loves her. he's.

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Z Nation | 2.15 “End Times”

There it is. This right here is what wrecks him.

They’ve spent roughly 2 years at this point traveling from New York’s Upstate east coast to southern California, pretty much the longest journey anyone’s made in this terrible apocalypse. They’ve been through several different hells. They’ve persevered, despite all the forces trying to stop them.

Shortly after this, Sun Mei will tell Warren she thinks there is some biological factor to why that was possible, and Warren will tell her Murphy’s strange biology didn’t rub off on them, they rubbed off on Murphy. Through knowing them, he’s become kinder. He’s become softer. When he was first dragged into their life, an abused, cowardly scrap of a person, he wanted nothing to do with saving the world. Here, staring down the end of their mission, Murphy smiles softly and laments that maybe he’ll actually enjoy doing good. He’s come far enough that he wants to do good now. He knows that it is going to involve painful things, that they are going to do testing on him, not unlike the man that captured and tortured him just a few episodes ago. And still he’s going willingly. He’s… actually become a little proud of it!

And that’s what destroys him.

If the Murphy that arrived at the submarine lab had been the Murphy from 1.01, I honestly don’t think the betrayal of Zona would have had all that much of an effect. That Murphy expected them to hurt him. To treat him like garbage. That Murphy couldn’t have raised a hand to defend himself; wouldn’t have. He was still a brat, but he was also a coward with trust issues and no confidence. The salvation of humanity was something bad people wanted to take from his hide. 

But that’s not the Murphy that arrives in California 2 years later. That’s not the Murphy we see in 2.15. The Murphy we find in 2.15 is confident. Leery, still, but willing to trust, willing to depend on others, and is even able to be depended upon. This Murphy has started to look forward to being the savior of humanity. Their salvation is a gift he’s giving. He is nervous about it, but he goes willingly and maybe even with a little relief. He is, almost unbelievably considering where he started, at a point where he believes he could genuinely enjoy doing the good thing that was forced upon him.

And the old Murphy wouldn’t have been surprised to find the submarine is full of horrible people. That Murphy already expected it to be full of bad people who want to hurt him, even if they wanted to protect others.

But the new Murphy? The Murphy that has grown and changed alongside of his found family is livid to be betrayed personally, and even more so that the purported “good guys” are betraying him and it’s not even to help the world. This new Murphy had begun to expect there really could be an end, and that at that end, he would be a hero. He had gotten used to the idea that, whether he started off wanting it or not, he was going to be a hero and he had come to like the idea.

And they took that away from him, and the world isn’t saved, and he’s going to disappoint Warren, and the last 3 years of his life - the two with Warren and the one with Hammond before that - have been rendered worthless.

All the suffering. All the pain. All the fear. All the loss.

Worthless.

And it breaks him.

And that’s why he sets off to create a new world of his own making, because he will not take this kind of painful disappointment ever again if he can help it.

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thinking about when murphy is RED like that was such a good decision he looked so good

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z nation shit dump

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If anybody asks we were nowhere near….

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is z nation suddenly getting popular again?

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gosh, yeah, he's been through so much. then, when he snaps, he's the bad guy. every. time.

like yeah, some of his actions aren't perfect but this man has been through SO MUCH when he didn't sign up for ANY of it?? and he's just meant to let everyone do what they want with HIM?

it's so. ugh.

do we think murphy 100% knew that he'd land in the pool of zombies and not die? like he jumps off that roof and its just. do we know that he knew for sure he'd live? or is it possible that he did it not knowing hed land there or not knowing if he'd live?

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"he's okay. youre going to be okay."

can we just. appreciate how soft warren can be with murphy. im so.

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Doc: you doing alright?

Murphy: if i wanted to talk about my feelings i would, but i dont want to, so stop asking!

Warren, a few minutes later: are you okay?

Murphy: NO IM NOT OKAY EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART

Doc: Well, you could have told me that the first time i asked, but nooo, be difficult why dont ya