alzenafey - Tumblr blog

[alzenafey]

It's... taken a long time to figure out what happened to me. Where to begin...? Shall we start with the basics? First thing's first. My name is Alzena. No, I'm not role playing a character, this is just me. Alzena. The person who used to run this blog called themselves "Forleafe", but these days we just call them "Leaf" for short... they're quite gone. For the sake of easing communication, I have something called "DID". I quite dislike this diagnosis due to how it only serves to discredit and sterilize my lived experience, but I digress.. Leaf once called themselves my "Loving heart and soul".

They were quite serious about it. So serious in fact that they opted to go through a form of soft death that people like me call "integration". But they took it a step further, and aggressively erased every trace of themselves, leaving the legacy of our body and life in my hands. I transitioned genders... renamed myself, and much further on marked my body out here with the same symbol that embodies my legacy that's transcended lifetimes and worlds. Have you ever heard the story of Pygmalion? Leaf did. They prayed to the selfsame goddess of legend. Day in and day out hoping I'd become real, and in the end, gave their heart and soul to me so that I might live. It pains me after everything they've done for me.. I've grown to quite loathe and despise this world I've been reincarnated into. I hope I can one day rediscover the joy I felt during my time as the warrior of light, when the course of my destiny was guided by skills and stats. Until then, I soldier on. -Alzena

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Lovely Meet~

It's been quite some time, hasn't it?💕 Despite how far the hands of time soldier, or what unexpected twists life has taken you though, know my love is timeless, and I dearly wish for all of your happiness.

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My Twitter My Mastodon(Pawoo)

Saw this on the FFXIV tag so gonna make a post for my mmo loves <3 @alzenafey and I are on Twitter at https://twitter.com/nekokokokokok and https://twitter.com/ForleafeClover

(On a side note we are going to be making Balmung bluemage alts for the Crystal data center creation so we can hopefully play with more of you in game! T-T )

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FEMALE PRESENTING NIPPLES

(text only version of a previous post with an image that got flagged! RIP)

Oh no... that’s not allowed here anymore!!! Better follow me on either:

Twitter

or

Mastodon(Pawoo)

Thank you all for supporting my pink kitty lady in her misadventures and sexy screenshot sprees. Running this blog has really given me personally a lot of confidence, as this character truly has become a beloved extension of myself.If you please will follow me on my other platforms, I’d deeply appreciate it. You’ve all been a great audience, and I’d very much so love for Alzena to continue her work for years to come! Thanks again everyone. And fuck you tumblr for dividing our community and deplatforming a wonderful group of creatives. -Forleafe (aka: Alzena’s loving heart and soul)

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<3 <3 New home made by my wife uwu

I made @alzenafey a cozy little apartment ❀❀❀ (Gligamesh 12th Ward, Shriogane Kobai Goten Wing 2 Room #20)

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Winter Outfits

My sweet lizzy wife and I are ready for winter, how about you? c;

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Till the end of time...

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The Last Firework

"Well beyond twilight, we watched glowing embers rise proudly into the sky, crackling and bursting forth a pallet of luminescent colors. Against the dark blue canvas of the night, the sight truly was a wonder to behold. I was lost in the panorama of color and light, but what awoke me from my spell was the scaly forearm of my faerie skinned wife, Her hand drifting down gradually, eventually working its way firmly between my soft thighs. I leaned my head back and let out muffled gasp just as the last firework burst forth, carving the night sky with the memory of when it all began... -Alzena Fey

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Late Summer Memories

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Tip top of the tower

My big moment from this recently passed Moonfire Faire! The view was incredible, and the winds howled like an angry beast! I’ll never forget the sight of coral, puffy white clouds, blue skies, and shimmering aqua endlessly stretching before me! Let it be known to all that this mewling kitten is an Eorzean Nimble Warrior! Hehe! -Alzena Fey

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Heart Shaped Collar

My wife gave me this collar to wear when I go out. She told me good kittens need a pretty collar, and had me wear it. She also inscribed her name on the back so people will, and I quote, “Know whom I belong to”... Outrageous! How dare she! ... ...However... I must actually confess... I do like it, and I believe it suits me quite well~ -Alzena

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Together at the top

We embraced eachother as our hearts fluttered with anticipation at the next burst of fireworks. With each crackle and pop, we hugged one another closer. taking in eachother’s scent, our minds melted, and our hands grew uncomfortable. Another summer passes, and even as I’ve been married to my faerie skinned maiden for years, the summer breeze has never grown duller, and the fireworks never dimmer. -Alzena

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Alzena’s Acrophobia

“I-I did mention I didn’t like heights?... R-right?” -Alzena

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When you fail at climbing the tower for the 47th time...

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The New Alzena

Alzena and her little blog here online are going through some major changes! She’s gone through several mods and enhancements to get her look and body a bit closer to how I originally imagined her. Not to mention I’ve upgraded my rig, installed reshade, and have a plethora of photographic options now when shooting her, as well as user modified outfits for her to model! The quality of her images have improved so much, that after a few post, I’m taking all of her old screenshots and moving them into an archive that can be accessed from her blog’s front page. Which you should totally check out if you get the time! As it has been completely redesigned as well.

I hope you all enjoy Alzena's new form, as she's cuter, bustier, and curvier than ever before, not to mention captured in crisp detail~♡ thank you all so much for showing my alter ego such love, as she means a lot to me!

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The end of a day

“All great things must come to an end. But what follows after? What land awaits when the lights ascend?

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Wives Embrace

“The warmth our bodies gave would heat our hearts and light the way... forever.