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This was a draft concept for a school project, but then I decided to cancel it since I couldn't get the colors right on paper

and yeah, i also like mcr

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day 3 🌃

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I made a photogram at university yesterday.

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ever since i learned about ghost buildings i haven't been able to stop thinking about them

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Dream throwing a baby tantrum over having to wear normal clothing will never not be funny to me.

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we need to bring back inviting people over for cake and coffee. my grandma used to do that all the time and I think it's a lost art

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a bunch of portraits + daft punk

Redraw ^^^^^

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Does anybody remember Dragon Tales? 🥺

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Drag King Portraits, London, Paris & NYC, (1995-1996), The Drag King Book, Del LaGrace Volcano

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hey man I found a piece of your soul stuck in the text messages of old friends you don’t speak to anymore. do you want it back

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Dónal Finn was such a perfect poor boy working on a song it’s been days and I still can’t stop thinking about it. Like. His lalalas/If It’s True seriously rewired my brain.

(shoutout to @yatorihell and Pip who accompanied me on the road to hell and Irish Orpheus <3<3<3)

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what’s the vibe of your blog. everyone has their own. is it an art gallery exhibit serving canapés. a nightclub. a knights of the round table situation. a book discussion meeting. a lonely hearts club newspaper section. a bedroom where you and two friends are chatting. the school of athens debating matters of consequence. a garden tea party. a bacchanal. an agatha christie murder novel style tense dinner party. etc

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Looking for a House to Haunt

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(having mildly hard time drawing) i hate doing this shit i’m never doing it again (having mildly fun time drawing) i love this shit it’s what i was born to do (having mildly hard time drawing) i hate this shi

[amaliatheartist]

i dont really fw highschool musical but i had to draw it

[amaliatheartist]

Tell me when you get bored. A story about doses. [x]

I posted this on twitter and had a variety of aggressive ableism thrown my way.

This is a story about changing what I can in spite of what I cannot for the comfort of my loved ones. The thing that others find to be hurtful about me is that I like to spend time in silent solitude. People who love me often feel hurt that I tend to solve my own problems instead of leaning on them.

When we spend too much time together, people find my neutrality to be concerning, and it becomes too much for people to be unable to read me.

To show the people I love that I enjoy their company in ways they can understand, I pool my energy together to be high-energy, peppy, and social. Since this is not my natural state of being, it takes effort, which can only be expended in small doses. I amplify the things people like in me while filtering out everything they dislike about me when I am in their company.

I change my behaviors for those I love, but at the end of the day, I cannot change my neutral state of being, which is the thing that they want most out of me.

This is a story about me accommodating people in the best way I know how, not the other way around. I would truly appreciate it if people don't misconstrue this anecdote as me asking for dismissal of hurtful behavior when in reality, people find hurt in the fact that I simply exist, and I must change for them.

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ah yes they call me “No Queue” Jones because I post everything I reblog at once with no breaks in between and then vanish into the night for extended periods of inactivity